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Rachel &hearts -Goes straight for the deep end

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I have a horrible obsession xD!

Hi my name is Rachel. Somehow I ended up getting into UCLA. I'm extremely sarcastic and blunt. I can get very depressive and acknowledge that a very tortured goth kid lives inside of me. Since one of my best friends passed, I've been pretty broken and angry, so sorry if I snap. I lack the ability to make friends and prefer to be alone. Basically, I'm socially retarded. If you are able to break my shell and get to know me, I'm actually a pretty fun/nice person. Few get to see that side of me though. I enjoy going to shows, reading, comics, anime, knitting, TV, and video games. I like cute things and am sort of a nipponophile. Oh yea, I also have a bizarre sense of humor. I also have an attraction to 4ft tall skinny emo boys and tend to attract 16 year olds and 40 year olds. Lordy, I need help.
I have the biggest crush of him
Armor for Sleep - Williamsburg
Supz Ben? Lets make babies?
Soooooo cuuuutteee :D
I use this thing to keep in contact with friends. I only add people I know personally, bands I like, or people I admire.


Smile on us from above.
I miss you so much.
I love you.
You will never be forgotten.
RIP Heather Lynn Misner
Oct. 26, 1983 - Dec. 08, 2006
Andy, I'm going to miss your presence.
Our forever ninja :]!
You will never be forgotten.
RIP Andy K. Tang
Apr. 03, 1983 - Dec. 17, 2006

My Interests

Ray

Benny Benassi - Who's Your Daddy

Sohodolls - Stripper

Mika - Big Girl (You Are Beautiful)
We need more men like him. xD

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Music:


Bands I've Seen Live as of (09.24.2007):
30 Seconds to Mars
69 Boyz
Academy Is..., The x2
AFI
Alanis Morisette
All American Rejects, The x2
Armor for Sleep
Ataris, The
Cobra Starship x3
Coheed and Cambria
Cosmic Gate
Cute is What We Aim For
Damone
Dresden Dolls
Dropkick Murphys
Early November, The x2
Fall Out Boy x3
From First to Last
Garbege
Gym Class Heroes
Hawthorne Heights
Head Automatica
Hit the Lights
Hoobastank x2
Hot Hot Heat
Hush Sound, The x2
Ima Robot
Jack's Mannequin
Linkin Park
Motion City Soundtrack
New Found Glory
NOFX
Panic at the Disco x2
Paramore x2
Paul Wall
Permanant Me
Pink Spiders
POD
Rocket Summer, The
Saosin
Save Ferris
Senses Fail
Sherwood
Something Corporate
Sounds, The
Story of the Year x2
Straylight Run
Street Drum Corps
Sugarcult
This Providence
Tiger Army
Under the Influence of Giants
Yellowcard
Got this idea from Mariel :]

Heroes:



Alessandra Ambrosio

My Blog

Hrm, I always go around messing myself up.

So, I decided to change my eating behaviors... I dunno WTF I did but my stomach hurts like a bitch. Okay, you know when you're hungry.. you get like hunger pains. Well, now, when I get hungry.. I get...
Posted by Rachel &hearts -Goes straight for the deep end- on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 02:54:00 PST

Love Match Profile.. HAHAHAHAHAHA

--> -->Aries and ScorpioWhen Aries and Scorpio come together in a love match, it can be the kind of relationship where they both wonder how they ever managed apart. Both Signs love power and they can...
Posted by Rachel &hearts -Goes straight for the deep end- on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 11:05:00 PST

Oi.

This past weekend was to be an emotional roller coaster for me, but I think I fared well. In case you don't know, Friday, October 26th, was my Heathie's birthday. She's my BFF who passed away last De...
Posted by Rachel &hearts -Goes straight for the deep end- on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 11:28:00 PST

Almost forgot.

LMFAO.I forgot to mention about the guy we met at Knott's.LOL. So we were in line for the mine ride and there was this guy in front of us with his friend and 2 girls. Anyways, he was wearing these fla...
Posted by Rachel &hearts -Goes straight for the deep end- on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 12:55:00 PST

:: Sigh ::

Sometimes I think there is something psychologically wrong with me. Sometimes I think I'm just positively insane.I've just been thinking about the future. The future scares me. What if my plans.. go n...
Posted by Rachel &hearts -Goes straight for the deep end- on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 12:33:00 PST

PLEASE READ!!!!

I wrote a really long entry... and something happened and now I have no way to retrieve it. I don't want to type it all out again.I'm devastated... remember how my Guinea Pig came home a week and a ha...
Posted by Rachel &hearts -Goes straight for the deep end- on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 08:12:00 PST

Thank you so much everyone!

Thank you to everyone who has wished me a happy birthday, was able to spend time with me for my birthday, or got me something for my birthday.You have no idea... I appreciate it so much. And for the p...
Posted by Rachel &hearts -Goes straight for the deep end- on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 02:10:00 PST

Selling things@!@

Hi, please take a look!http://onestrash.livejournal.com/786.html#cutid1If you don't have an LJ, I'll correspond through email also.rayeraye [at] gmail [dot] com
Posted by Rachel &hearts -Goes straight for the deep end- on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 02:00:00 PST

Survey :B

1. Do you know anyone in Prison?Yep 2. Have you ever logged onto a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush's myspace?Yep 3. When is the last time you ate Peanut butter and jelly?I eat it like everyday of the wee...
Posted by Rachel &hearts -Goes straight for the deep end- on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 11:43:00 PST

Buy my things!!

Here we go again...Help a poor girl out!More things coming soon.Here
Posted by Rachel &hearts -Goes straight for the deep end- on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 07:49:00 PST