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if you can't see the invisible, you will never do the impossible

About Me


if i was supergirl
and i could fly to heaven
I'd see all that is beautiful
i would never want to come home
to run to that disaster or some new catstrophe
no the world doesnt need another burnt out superhero
to be it's galactic referee
no i, i dont want to be supergirl
she wants to be me
yeah..she wants to be me
if i was supergirl
and i could turn back the hands of time
go back and see that jesus really did release us
that's the question on my mind
but if i was the only one who knew the truth
could i get any person to believe?
no second hand information is gonna make that transformation
and no, i dont want that responsibility
no i, i don't want to be supergirl
she wants to be me
well i might be made of steel
but the pain inside is real
and all the problems you can't see
that everyone seems to doubt them.
since they dump them on me
so ...no more disaster
no more catstrophe
the world's not gonna miss one more fed up superhero
being it's galactic refuge
no, i dont want to be supergirl
i don't wanna be some other girl
no i, i dont want to be supergirl
she wants to be me.....

Boundless coils of estranged fortitude fordging
from beneath some senseless relm. Where all
a course of dinamics is found, lys the
personification of a later days remnants.
Pushing and pulling these chamber of flames.
Quickening rushes of daisies in hell lead to
the gradification of the weeds by heaven.
Sink the ship that covers pollution and
rinse the broken breeze with all of its
echoes.
Or murder the coniving bastard that
doesnt breathe but sounds off the
pounding of a lightnings thunderous
cry. The death that lingers abover
your shoulders is the mirrors
image from behind.
Binding reflections of a reversed
nature add to the double
negative called to dine.
Answer to it's hidden message
and influence will lead you to your
tunnel.
Lengthy rymes to conjure conviety
through intertwinement of a
whispers voice from your own
mind.
since this is my "private" page, if you want to IM me, my AIM = Burritohead19
I am not what you want me to be and i am more complex then you could ever imagine. I don't wear it like a badge however i will always beat you if we play skeletons-in-the-closet. I'm part of a triplet. I will figure out who you are and what makes you tick within two minutes of having a converstation with you. Some may call me snobby or arrogant but i'm not...i am confident and i know what i want and how to get it - and then i get it done. period. I am a brat. If i dont get what i want, i take it. You don't have to like it...you just have to live with the consequences. If you want to get me fired up, i DARE you to insult or hurt someone that i love. i have chunks of guys bigger than you in my shit!
That being said, i am probably one of the nicest people in the world if i let you inside the circle....but in order for you to get there...well..you can never get there unless i invite you. It's not that i'm a bitch or a snob...i've just learned the secrets of life very early and will not be in a position to be hurt that way ever again. If u wanna know anything, ask me a question. i'm not shy and will answer anything...but i do warn you, don't ask a question if you are not prepared for the answer.
before i say anything else, lemme just say...Go Noles!!


i'm pretty normal in an abnormal way. i love my friends and family more than anything else in the world. my very best friend in the world is my best friend Tammy. i love her with all of my heart and she is so amazing to me. it took me all my life to find my best friend and i thank god for her every morning when i wake up and every night before i go to sleep.
I am worth $2,480,524 on HumanForSale.com
You Are a Religious Republican
You make up the conservative, Christian, dedicated core of the Republican Party. You believe it's important for religious people to stand up for their beliefs in politics. And for you, this means voting your conscience - which almost always means voting Republican. Your pet causes include the sanctity of life, school vouchers, and prayer in school. What political persuasion are you?
Your results:
You are Supergirl Supergirl 100% Superman 95% Wonder Woman 80% Hulk 80% Spider-Man 70% Green Lantern 70% Batman 60% The Flash 55% Robin 47% Catwoman 45% Iron Man 25% Lean, muscular and feminine.
Honest and a defender of the innocent.
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Your Political Profile


Overall: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal
Social Issues: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal
Ethics: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal How Liberal / Conservative Are You?
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i have a dissociative disorder. if u don't know what it is, look it up. along with that i have PTSD, alexithymia, severe headaches, and a bunch of other stuff related to brought upon by a shit load of trauma. i also used to be a puker and was hooked on Vicodin and Stadol. as i used to say "Vicodin C is good 4 u" but i haven't taken any in six months now. stadol is basically legal heroin as it is 3x more powerful than morphine. hard to imagine i had RX's for it from my neurologist for 5 years. haha. usually things are good, but for now things are kinda crazy. i try not to let it interfere in my life but sometimes there's nothing anyone can do about it. but, i try to deal the best i can. truth is my friends understand it and the rest wouldn't believe me anyway and i could give two fucks if they do or don't.
i'm an internet junkie, PROUD REPUBLICAN *u can't say anything i haven't heard before so boo and hiss away haha*
i luv football (Go Noles! Go Cats!) and baseball (Go D'backs and Go O's!)and wrestling *shawn michaels rules!!* also, if u can't tell i'm a HUGE pussycat doll fanatic and wish to god that things could be different and that i could be one. a girl can dream, right? haha i'm an icon fiend and love making graphics and icons. i also love making layouts. i am a huge country music fan but i equally love the 80's metal bands and glam bands and goth bands and wish to god that Bobbie Brown was one of my best friends cos she's so dayum kewl. = )
Play CLOSE ATTENTION TO THIS becuase it's more true then you may like to think. I'm not scared of u. I killed a marine bigger then u and got off so i can do it again and get off since i'm certifiably crazy! ; )
You kill for revenge. That is because you have lost something or someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem to get over the loss that marked your soul, and the only solution is to go after the one person who brought all this pain to you. Chances are you are angry inside and you bottle everything up and don't talk to anyone about it. People may want to help, but you think that they can never understand your pain and only get frustrated because of this. But it is important to see all that you have left and be thankful of that even if you have lost something great. It may not be true that Times heals all wounds, but with time and talking about your feelings, maybe the hurt will ease. Main weapon: Yourself Quote: "You can close your eyes to reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J. Lec Facial expression: Pain with Gritted teeth and teary eyes

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Your Dominant Intelligence is Logical-Mathematical Intelligence
You are great at finding patterns and relationships between things. Always curious about how things work, you love to set up experiments. You need for the world to make sense - and are good at making sense of it. You have a head for numbers and math ... and you can solve almost any logic puzzle.You would make a great scientist, engineer, computer programmer, researcher, accountant, or mathematician. What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

I'd like to meet:

You know her, she's always in the front row
She'll help me with the words I don't know
She's the reason why I wrote this song
Rocking with the band
She's my number 1 fan

Music:

Perfection...
In Your Eyes
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Perfection again (from the most amazing show I've ever seen)
SR 71 Superman Live

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More of the most amazing show I've ever seen...
The Original 1985

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Plunge from SR-71fest on November 24, 2006
Plunge - You Complete Me
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Plunge doing "Rebel Yell" at SR-71fest
Plunge - Rebel Yell
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SR-71 - Right Now
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In your Eyes
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Mitch Allan - In Your Eyes
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Mitch Allan - Mosquito
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SR-71 - Tomorrow (Performance Version)
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Mitch Allan in Iraq
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SR-71 - Tomorrow
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SR-71 - Right Now
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Mitch wrote this song but BFS wanted to cover it and it became the most downloaded song on I-Tunes and won Mitch a publishing award
See if you can spot Mitch's cameo in the video!

Bowling For Soup - 1985
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Mitch wrote this song with Chris Daughtry for his debut CD. This is a great video. If this doesnt touch your soul it's becuase you don't have one...

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Mitch Allan and Chris Daughtry performing they song they wrote together "All These Lives" at the Viper Room

"Goodbye" at SR-71fest '06

Mitch tells you how to make it in the music biz if you're from Baltimore:

Movies:

Plunge - Feels So Good To Me



Recher Theatre - December, 23rd 2005

"Number One Fan" by Plunge/Cinder Road bitches!!

"Wasted On Your Love" - Plunge/Cinder Road

My Blog

home from Charleston, Cinder Road and the Emergency Room

to say that it was an interesting trip is an understatement.  all in all it was great except for the "incident".  i took a new medicine for the first time at 8am the morning that we left and...
Posted by ¤Rhian¤ on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 08:24:00 PST

here you go doubters - the mathematics of depression

most people lose about a month of their year to depression.  33.25 days to be exact.  it's an amazing number.  If every days you lost was a year, it would be amazing. average out that t...
Posted by ¤Rhian¤ on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 12:27:00 PST

it never ends

something happened yesterday that really upset me. understand that i am what's called 'co-conscious'.  it's when you have at least two personalities that can be present at the same time - i.e. th...
Posted by ¤Rhian¤ on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 02:06:00 PST

:: the science of "Lost" ::

 since i'm not doing well at all today, and since the day is getting worse at it goes along, i decided to answer a huge question that inquiring minds want to know.  maybe it'll help me focus...
Posted by ¤Rhian¤ on Sat, 26 May 2007 11:15:00 PST

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To those of you who know me personally know that I do not always have it so easy as I have something that most people don't truly understand nor can even comprehend, and to those of the you who are ei...
Posted by ¤Rhian¤ on Sat, 26 May 2007 10:18:00 PST

:: convention ::

One time out of a thousand I  was cornered in a room. and it felt so dirty and so wrong. like a marble vault was taken shaken apart and the pieces scattered on the floor to gather themselves: fes...
Posted by ¤Rhian¤ on Sat, 26 May 2007 09:20:00 PST

:: so far away ::

This is an OLD journal entry but i think it's important that i never forget it. and at the same time i dont thnk i should ever dwell on it either.  i dunno.  it just seems like the downfall ...
Posted by ¤Rhian¤ on Sat, 26 May 2007 09:29:00 PST

I worry

many times in my life i had my back against the wall and i wasn't sure how i was going to make it through something or make come out on the winning end. I dont think this is any different.  I was...
Posted by ¤Rhian¤ on Wed, 09 May 2007 06:56:00 PST

here we go again...

...and again.  and again.  somedays i really consider pulling the plug but then i think of how i help some people. but is that enough reason? i'm thinking that it's not anymore. you take the...
Posted by ¤Rhian¤ on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 07:00:00 PST

timescales

second, millisecond (a thousandth of a second), nanosecond (a billionth of a second), attoseconds (a billionth of a billionth of a second) planck time (so short it can't be directly measured).......
Posted by ¤Rhian¤ on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 10:04:00 PST