This page is dedicated to Joan Beszant
my nan
She was and still is one of the closest and most loved person in my life
she suffered from a major brain hemorrhage and doctors were not able to operate as the bleeding in her brain was to deep
she fell in to a coma still breathing
me and my family sat there for nearly two days, hoping and praying she pulls through, the doctors had told us that she was as good as gone, but we still prayed
i sat there holding her senseless hand begging for her to awake
she didnt, with one last breath she went, at 8:20pm i lost a part of myself
But her love, her warmth, her soul, her whole being will remain in my heart, she will always watch over me and guide me through my life
i will love you forever and ever nan i will miss your smell, the way you told me off, the way you drank your gin and i used to call you a drunked, i will miss your meals. i will miss you and everything about you, i have been torn open and now i am trying to patch myself up!
i love you loads and loads nan you will always be with me.
i cant imagine my life without you
Joan Beszant, 72 years of age. 05/03/35 - 05/05/07