Patrick

I am just a guy. I have made mistakes in my time, and hurt some people. For that I am so very sorry. I have only ever loved one person, and I'll never be able to give my heart to anyone else, because she still has it. I have been going to counselling for the past few months, and I have come to learn a lot of things about myself. I now know why I have done a lot of the things I've done, and how to deal with the the demons in my life. I really wish I could go back to a certain day in my life and kick myself in the ass, and do everything that day differently. I can't have the past back, so I just have to take charge of the future. I will be going back to school in the fall, and finishing my degree. I figure, if I take fifteen to eighteen hours per semester, and go to summer school, I can still graduate on time. I will be changing my major to finance, and hopefully I can finally do something right.