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Alyssa Ashley Ramirez
duh gvmnt.=charles wagoner++alzo known az charley/swagga++well lezz cee wuh i am lykE shall we+?+?+imma real laid baq type of person++bettuh den juhh average joe++if yuhr a female->juzt exit my page++i am officially taken++4 monthz+&counting++ALYSSA ASHLEY RAMIREZ is someone who can make my day the best life of my day=if you dont understand dat hit me up and ill explain[yehh digg]even though me and her have our ups &downs,([not any more])its all good cuz in the long run, it all works out,I LOVE YOU BABE!5-17-2008t(till)FOREVER++anywayz-i been longin fah success && i finally got it++i luv loud musiq++i luv drawing++i luv fazz cars && motorcyclez++i luv puerto rican food++i hate fast food++i luv playin basketball+itz sorta lyke my LYFE+i luv takin fliqkz++i aint no toilet++so i DO NOT take shit++i am gunna tell ju lyke dizz++i aint lookin down buht i see nobudii abuvh muh++i give upz tuh all mii hatuhz++keep it up ju makin muh FAMOUS++even dah ju cant say it OUT-loud++i hearz ju whisperin++baq tuh business++i want tuh be uh model && basketball STAR after finishing a 6 year internship at either Uni. of Miami or Uni of S.Cali.++i enjoy talkin on duh phone && txting++anywayz i am uh full-tyme krizchin(christian)++if ju noo muh personally ju alreadii noo dizz++win i am dun wiff skool i am movin baq tuh FLOR-Rida and my future WIFE(alyssa ashley ramirez[wagoner]) is moving thur wiff muh++i will be attendin U.Miami++i luv duh beach++othaz den dat i live lyfe tuh duh fullizzt++i live lyfe fazz && crazii BUT i'm gunna die slow && lazii.anytingz else or any questionz && concernz-->mezzage muh on hur or-->iM me @0L=bingocaddie
Ya know. My life has been hard as FUCK! There people that i've lost to the streets, and others i lost because of my No-Trust-Theory. See it's like this. It's hard for me too trust people easily. Eventually everyone that i do trust will be gone then who will there be? The Answer to that question is JUST ME. Nobody can say they are going to be with you or have your back forever. It's all just a lie.([honestly people, to let you know, i used to think it was all a lie,but i sit and think,thank god for letting me be here, and even more i thank god for bringing ALYSSA into my life, she showed me that with a little time and effort a RELATIONSHIP can make you forget about the things that don't really matter, as long as you got faith and trust, life is a BLESSING.but she is my world and my everything,i know that she is here to stay,but some people just are a waste of our lives,unless you love somebody,you won't UNDERSTAND what i'm trying to say.oh,by the way,ALL you people can hate.i want you to hate on the life that im living because i know what i have, and i know that it's great.{i love you ALYSSSA ASHLEY RAMIREZ 5-17-2008 until forever babe!}yehh digg]) We all know that eventually we all are going to have our time. So too the people that i trust(ALYSSA+JonJon). I love ya'll too death, Alyssa you already know that your my world and there's nothing in this WORLD that can even come close to making me as happy as you do!!i love you!! and jonjon your my homeboi and i wish a nigga would try'n'fuck witchu cuz he'll see the light before it's even turned on yehhdigg.i love ya bro(no homo) & too the people i trust to a certain extent. You know i got your back, just don't blow it & too the people i don't trust worth nothing. Fuck you all. Anyways back too [MY STORY]. Things go wrong for everybody. But like the old saying--> Birds of a feather, Flock together. It's true. What that is saying is that the people who hang with make your environment. So if you out there dippin' with banga'z then u considered one. If you hang with lames, then your one too. So the meaning of that is pick your friends wisely.(not trying to hurt anybody's feelingz but HONESTLY i only have 2 friends. ALYSSA ASHLEY RAMIREZ= bezt friend&my life. and JONATHAN ANDREW VALENTINE STEVEN=homeboi 4lyfe.all you other people are associates,none of you really know what i'm ABOUT and WHY i do what i do.) anyways, if you don't chose FRIENDz wisely,then no matter how much DIRT they do. One day it'll catch up with YOU. Now, for the people that don't know, I am a diabetic. That means i have to take shots 6-7 times a day with a needle. If i don't do it then i will lose my LIFE. I hate having to do it. Sometimes i just want too say FUCK IT & just let it ride & take the best thing from myself. Which is LIFE. But I sit back and think. If i did end up passin away. How many poeple would actually care? How many people would go to my funeral? Is there even a heaven for a 'SOLIDER'? What would ALYSSA do if i wasn't here? All these questions that leave me curious everyday will never be answered till that day comes. But I am a very impatient person. When i need to know something i want to know it right then & there or i just keep trying too figure out how to answer them. I day dream and wonder. What is LOVE? Do people actually love me? Or do they just say that to get me to trust them? Love is just an emotion i guess. Can't really say what it is. All i do know is that is a 4-letter word that starts with a L and ends with an E. Until someone else can give me a better definition i am going to stick by that. And FINALLY on May 17th,2008 ALYSSA ASHLEY RAMIREZ came into my life and showed me the meaning of LOVE, it is a choice a person makes to put somebody elses thoughts,wants, and needs before there own, and babe i want you to know that i don't care what i do, as long as your HAPPY then nothing else matters!.But, little does everyone know ya boy is destine for success. I'm going to make it to the NBA and anyones with and comments or concerns about me making it too the top. Holla at me. And we can put paper on the line that i will beat you 1-on-1 and you won't even get a chance to score. BACK TO BUSINESS. The whole point of this is to let everyone know that if you have struggles. Work them out. Don't just sit and worry and think about it all the time. Cause actions speak louder then words.And everyone knowz that by now. If you don't then fuck-a-duck. Alrighty then my pplz i'm outta here. Holla. YehhDigg. Duecez.
In the mist of desperation.
We question the existence of GOD.
So far away, yet so close.
We close our eyes to those we can not see.
Because as humans we force our beliefs on those that,
In which, our eyes and hearts can meet.
How do we find GOD, eh?
It begins with a merely glance into yourself,
we are as real as the invisible.
We live on as GOD lives on,to those beyond our pathetic world,
we are just as invisible.
So untouchable, yet so relatable.
We question the things that we are.
And why?
I'll tell you why, because when shit doesn't go our way,
We want to blame and point fingers.
And since god seems so questionable,
We find fault in our faiths and beliefs.
Leaving us with these questions,
which in all reality-they should not be questions at all.
Because to question the existence of GOD
is to question the existence of yesterday,
existence of living and breathing and readin this very quuestionable poem.
In fact, if you are one to question existence,
-Are you really reading this right now?
Is it all even real?
So unfathomable, so misunderstand-able it all may seem.
But seeming is unrealistic.
In this world of realism, it either is or it isn't.
And it's evident tat we are truely living.
So why waster room for creation and love.
With these unanswerable questions?
BY:CHARLES WAGONER
I played the cards I was given, thank God I'm still livin
Pack my nine til it's time to go to prison
As I'm bailin dwn da block dat I cum 4m, still gotta pack a gun
Case some young motherfuckers wanna play dumb
I guess I live life forever jugglin
But I'll be hustlin til the early mornin cause I'm strugglin
Like drinkin liquor make the money come quicker
Gettin pages from my bitch it's time to dick her
I ain't in love with her, I just wanna be the one to hit her
Drop off and let the next nigga get her
That's the way it goes, it's time to shake a hoe, make the dough
Break a hoe when it's time to make some mo'
I keep my finger on the trigger of my Glock
Ridin down the block lickin shots at the punk-ass *cops*
And spittin game through my mobile phone
The type of shit to get them hoes to bone
Well I roll with a crew of zoo niggaz
They're quick to pulle a nine when it's time do niggaz
Comin through like I'm two niggaz, a true nigga fuck a Zig Zag
Roll me a blunt and pass that brew nigga
I'm drivin drunk on the freeway, so take it ea-sy
Lookin for a new face to try and skeeze me
Everybody's lookin for a nut but I'm searchin for the big bucks
Give a fuck, rather die than be stuck
in a one-room shack, and, kickin back
Daydreamin with the nine in my lap
So how's that from the mind of a Thug Nigga
Bought a fo'-five cause I heard that the slug's bigger
Figure the first motherfucker to even go andjump
will find himself gettin swept off his feet by the pump
I put that on my moms, word to the motherfuckin trigger
Before I go broke I'll be a drug dealer, a Thug Nigga
Short than a motherfucker snatched up by one-time
Make a phone call and be back to ball by lunchtime
So here we go, we in the inner city
I keep my hand on my gat and stay cool, my attitude is shitty
Niggaz don't like me cause I'm makin ends
Roll in a Benz and I blaze a blunt, cause I'm all in
And any nigga trying to take what I got
Have ta deal with the sixteen-shot
So here we go, I can't be faded
Happy in the motherfucker, finally made it
Got my money in my pocket, finger on the trigga
And I ain't takin shit from no niggaz
I'm just tryin to make some money right
Put some motherfuckin food in my tummy right
I'm feelin good like I'm supposed to, ready to ball
Find a spot and we can serve em all
By: CHARLES WAGONER
How smooth your words sizzle,
as you pretend to stand so mighty and tall.
Practicing what we preach evidently
isn't a thing we like to do now, is it?
You run to me with all of your assurance,
yet as we let others distract-
-we seem to fall weak, yet again to those we can't resist.
Which, in all of it's reality, leaves me to question.
Not a question of passion,
but a question of strength.
How strong are we really?
We make up in our minds that it's time
to leave the past behind,
yet our actions&signals to the universe are so contradicting.
Everlasting,conflicting cries out for confusion is all that lies in his kind,
and still we place our minds into that wild sea
-just yesterday we were rescued from?
When does the "strong" make up in their minds that it's time to move on,
and really mean it?
How does the "strong" actually take that leap into doubtless faith,
without caring for the "what if's?"
Staying for security is doubting the staircase beneath your feet.
And I want to no longer entangle myself into the mist-
-awaiting this deceiving patience,
as we wish to have our cake and eat it too.
When the "strong" fall to their humanly weaknesses,
I question fact as it reads to my eyes.
With all the confidence in the world
it seems so easily we can be shaken.
So afraid of leaving it all so still,
We wrap ourselves into thinking we can manipulate the winds.
It is all a game to those who captivate you so strong.
With their tears and pleads for more and more,
you sink deeper into your humanly weaknesses.
I guess I'll never understand how it is to be weak.
As a child I was forced to be like a snake and shed my tender skin,
so now I know not of how it is to care for someone else's feelings.
I know not of this humanly weakness
that seems to spread like cancer through the minds of the undecided...
I always wondered why script was not written in pen.
By: CHARLES WAGONER
We ride 4 life
We brothers && sisters
Through gods eyes We BLOODZ n CRIPZ
Joinin 2gether 2 show u
There's no reason too hate someone
Cause of there hood
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&&
GïR£§ Ñ dÅ hØØd
Conquering more together
We can rep our colorz
But in tha end we still equal one
Through gods eyez he shall give us
Strength too overcome the STREET life
&bring to you a real FAMILY
of BROTHERS'n'SISTAS
Whos fate shall not be determined
Only by him &¬ by tha vicious streets
But loyal family will stick
Together through colorz
Weather BLUE-or-RED
None out the family shall be dead
Fuck a fed && Get a med
For tha next person who fuck with
Family Dont Die Family Stay Fly
And Ride Together for life
---RYAN BOYLE---
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