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About Me

MY OBITUARY ;)
DEAD SKIN MASK
. . .I DON'T WANT YOU TO LOOK AT ME WHILE I'M SHEDDING SKIN * I CAN'T AFFORD FOR YOU TO SEE WHAT'S INSIDE ME * I'D RATHER SHOOT MYSELF THAN HAVE YOU WATCH ME * I FEEL YOU'D STEAL MY SKIN TO TRY AND WEAR ME * I WAS BETRAYED, ONE MORE DAY OF MY SHORT LIFE * YOU WERE CARRIED AWAY * YOU HAD NO SHAME * TO SUFFOCATE MY BEING * I WAS ME, BUT YOU WEREN'T YOU * YOU WERE STICKING TO ME LIKE A SCAB. . . SO I PEELED YOU AWAY * BLED FOR DAYS * THEN STEPPED OUT OF MYSELF * I'M SHEDDING SKIN, CHANGING WITHIN, I'M FALLING IN * THROUGH SWOLLEN EYES * I DREAMED YOU DIED * CAUGHT INSIDE * I'M SHEDDING SKIN SPREADING THIN * SEVERED STEM * I CREATED THE END * I'M KILLING A FRIEND * I'M SHEDDING MY SKIN * I DON'T THINK YOU BELONG IN HERE * I FEEL I'M SICK * DON'T ASK CAUSE YOU KNOW DAMN WELL WHERE I'VE BEEN * I'VE KEPT A SIMPLE MAN THROUGH THE THICK AND THIN * BUT I'VE FOUND THE GUTS TO SEVER FROM MY SIAMESE TWIN * I THROW YOU AWAY * EVERYDAY * A DEAD PART OF LIFE * STRANGLING BACK * SEETHING BLACK * IN BETWEEN MY LONGING FOR TORTURE * BLOOD ON MY FACE THAT CAME FROM YOUR FACE * THE MIX OF KISSING AND BLEEDING * I PUT YOU AWAY * I SHUT YOU AWAY * I PISSED YOU AWAY * I THREW YOU AWAY * I'M SHEDDING SKIN * CHANGING WITHIN * FALLING IN * THROUGH SWOLLEN EYES * I DREAMED YOU DIED * CAUGHT INSIDE * I'M SHEDDING SKIN * SPREADING THIN * SEVERED STEM * I CREATED THE END * I'M KILLING A FRIEND * I'M SHEDDING MY SKIN * YOU'RE FUCKING * AND SUCKING * YOU'RE FRIENDLESS * IT'S ENDLESS * YOUR FLOWER HAS SOURED * IT'S ENDLESS * YOU'RE FRIENDLESS * IT'S HARDER * AND STRONGER * BUT NO ONE'S BEEN INSIDE YOU LONGER * OR HARDER * OR DEEPER * TO GET YOU OFF * YOU NEED THE FEAR * THE FEAR * THE FEAR * THE FEAR * IT'S NEVER LOVE * BLOODY TOUCH * BROKEN WRIST * NEEDLE RUST * CHOKING THROAT * SWALLOWED TEETH * HEAD FUCK * NO PEACE * I'M SHEDDING MY SKIN TO PEEL YOU OFF OF ME * YOU'VE GOT TO LOVE ME * ORNAMENT * SHRUNKEN HEAD * PLAYTOY * SNAKE STRIKE * POISONOUS * SYPHILLIS * DRENCHED ME * SOAKED ME * I'M SHEDDING MY SKIN TO DRAIN YOU OUT OF ME * YOU'VE GOT TO HATE ME. . . . .

My Interests

Music, Foosball, Kickin' it with my homie's, Tattoo's, Astrology and Numerology, playing guitar (learning!), drinkin' beer, hangin' out with my two beautiful sons, going to local shows... I LOVE art and going to museums, I LOVE the sky, both at night and during the day. I can look at the night sky for HOURS and never get bored of it! I like to do ANYTHING that doesn't suck! =)

I'd like to meet:

Some REAL people that don't SUCK... If you get off on causing DRAMA... hit the back button bitch cause I don't need it, don't want it, don't have time for it! ********** I'm not on myspace to hook up with guys n shit, it's weird, kinda scares me, and really... it's just NOT my thing! I'm here for FRIENDS! ********** Oh, and no jerkface assholes either! I've had enough jerkface FUCKS in my life, i'm tired of it! **********If you send me a friend request, then keep in touch with me occasionally! Otherwise, what's the point of being "friends" ya know? If i add you and NEVER hear from you again, i'll be getting rid of you soon enough. I don't care about having a shitload of friends. (unless, of course, i'm in-touch with them all!) ********** If I'M the one that requested YOU, I will do the same! =) ********** Ever since i was a little girl, my mom taught me to "Treat others the way you would like to be treated". I make my best effort to live that way, and i expect the same from the people in my life. It's all about balance for me.

Music:

PANTERA (RIP Dime), KoRn, Slayer, Down, Prong, Ozzy, Soulfly, A Perfect circle, Queensryche, Marilyn Manson, Rammstein, Lords of Acid, Static X, Chevelle, Metallica (old skool), White & Rob Zombie, Tool, Damageplan, Sepultura, Fear Factory, Megadeth, NIN, Disturbed, Suicidal Tendencies, Judas Priest, Dio, System of a Down, Black Sabbath, Mudvayne, Linkin Park, Prodigy, Iron Maiden, Type O Negative, Ministry, The Crystal Method,lots lots more... can't think of em all right now! I'm pretty much open to all kinds of music (except country)... and of course, I love my Neil. Neil Diamond that is. No I am NOT kidding either.

AND OF COURSE! as always. . . I SUPPORT MY ALBUQUERQUE BANDS!! Desolate, Blind Dryve, Suspended, Anesthesia, Tetelestai, Calling Kevorkian, Portrait of Decay, Torture Victim, End to End, Abominant Race, Left Brain, Perverted Virtue, Systemic, Creepshow, Brave New World, Requiem Mass, Stoic Frame, Aphotic Blitz, Manias, Last House on The Left, Code of The Zodiac, Collateral Hate, When Darkness Falls, Winterlock... (If I forgot anyone, please let me know!)...

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This is a poster from the FIRST Pantera concert I went to in 1994!!! It was in Albuquerque, not Portland but it was the same lineup. FUCK yeah!! One of the best days of my life!

Movies:

It rubs the lotion on its skin or else it gets the hose again! LOL

Television:

FOOTBALL!!!! DENVER BRONCO'S BITCHES!!!

My Blog

Read this...

Thank you to Aztlan Underground for this.... and just in time too. I SOOO love it when i read something and though i know that it wasn't.... i feel that it was written to assure me that i am right wh...
Posted by (¯`·._.· Killyr FUCKIN' KirsteN ·._.·´¯) on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 04:14:00 PST

MEEEEEEEEE

This is sooo me! me me meI am a Libra.... Libra sun, Libra rising. I love love love being a libra! Libra's are THE coolest nicest and easiest people to get along with, and even if I don't get alon...
Posted by (¯`·._.· Killyr FUCKIN' KirsteN ·._.·´¯) on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 11:52:00 PST

=)

Still smilin'! YAY! But my FUCKING tooth HURTS! ouch! Anyone know of a good dentist that caters to "cry babies"? Actually its more like "Screaming, crying, fighting, freaking out, I DON'T WANT ...
Posted by (¯`·._.· Killyr FUCKIN' KirsteN ·._.·´¯) on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 07:50:00 PST

How DARE me????

What a TOTAL stupid ASS I've been lately!I'm having a moment of "enlightenment" right now!SOOO sorry to everyone for acting so damn fucking EMO!!!!UGH! HOW DARE ME! I deserve to be beaten. Any volu...
Posted by (¯`·._.· Killyr FUCKIN' KirsteN ·._.·´¯) on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 12:45:00 PST

THE RUINS

Don't try to call.There are some bridges that burn,beyond recognition... beyond repair.Don't say you've changed.There are some forces that turn,beyond recollection... beyond my stare.When I feel the c...
Posted by (¯`·._.· Killyr FUCKIN' KirsteN ·._.·´¯) on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 08:56:00 PST

DELETING YOU!

For those of you that missed it, here's a copy of a bulletin i posted. SOOOO.... i have like over 700 friends i think.I'm thinking that like maybe 30 or so people actually keep in touch wi...
Posted by (¯`·._.· Killyr FUCKIN' KirsteN ·._.·´¯) on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 01:50:00 PST

Waiting at the top...

I love this... "Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. ...
Posted by (¯`·._.· Killyr FUCKIN' KirsteN ·._.·´¯) on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 04:53:00 PST

FUCKING PEOPLE...

FUCKING PEOPLE FUCKING SUCK! SICK OF FUCKING LIARS! SICK OF FUCKING PLAYERS! SICK OF ALL THE FUCKING LIES! SICK OF STUPID FUCKING BITCHES! SICK OF FUCKING ASSHOLES! FUCKING SICK OF MYSELF! SICK O...
Posted by (¯`·._.· Killyr FUCKIN' KirsteN ·._.·´¯) on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 06:29:00 PST

The Four Agreements

This is one of THE BEST books I have EVER read. If everybody lived by these four agreements... this world would be SO different... If I could remember to live by these four agreements... ...
Posted by (¯`·._.· Killyr FUCKIN' KirsteN ·._.·´¯) on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 09:41:00 PST

8 years

yuck... can't sleep! Got a fresh new bottle of sleeping pills... can't take one tonight though.... have a job interview tomorrow and those damn pills leave me feeling SHITTY for half the d...
Posted by (¯`·._.· Killyr FUCKIN' KirsteN ·._.·´¯) on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 11:31:00 PST