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*Nothing* At All To Me

You are so damn stupid for being stuck on the person who just keeps f*in over your emotions which is

About Me

The New
If words could only describe what I feel for you
Then maybe you'd understand what I feel is true
I know you think it's a game, and
Somewhere down the line,
When I find out everything
I won't be here to stay
But I say, if I feel this way today
And the same yesterday
Nothing will stop me
From making my tomorrow with you
And even that part of your past that I don't know
No matter how bad you think it is
I know that people change
And you are one
I feel has proved this
See, I want to know what's in you now
And not what used to be
I want to hold your hand
And proudly say you're my man
Cause nobody at Karr is even
Worth enough for me to ignore what I'm feeling
I won't say it's love
Because you told me you can't love what you don't know
And because I know I don't know everything
I won't hold myself to those words
But what I do know
What I do see
Is everything you make me want to be
Your past was an enemy
You have become so much better than that
And mistakes are made to be forgiven
I'm a strong believer of that
I know I said you had me on pause
And I was tired of being there
But if that's where you need me to be
I'll stay until you care
Don't think your affect isn't strong
It's beyond any other's strength
And your words are so powerful
I love that you are able to make me think
You possess all the qualities I've found that I
Don't want
But need
And that in itself makes you so beautiful to me
So whenever the time is right
You know I'm here for you
And for everybody else,
I'm out with the old
And in with the new
Welcome y'all! This ya gurl, Ronesha. I'm 17, live in New Orleans, La. I attend Edna Karr Secondary/Magnet School. I am a Senior and I love it. I plan on attending either Howard University or Florida A&M University after I graduate. I honestly love Florida. I attended Paxon School for Advanced Studies in Jacksonville after Hurricane Katrina, so I have lived and enjoyed my stay there. At the present time, I am single. I am currently paying more attention to myself and my goals than a male or a relationship, but I have tested, and I can multitask. To be honest, I am interested in some people (meaning more than one). As backwards as that may sound, sometimes it is difficult to completely commit to one person, but in a relationship, I CAN do that. Just in case you would like to know:
The Positives
1. I'm a cool person
2. I like all types of people and can get along with anyone
3. I'm an excellent friend to you if you are one to me
4. I will do anything in my power to help my friends in need
5. I'm a good girlfriend
6. I don't believe in cheating and I will never do it.
7. I love love and am emotionally supportive of almost everyone I'm close to.
8. I'm caring and cautious.
The Negatives
1. I tend to be temperamental
2. I have mood swings, liable to kick in at any time with a negative comment
3. Some call it a "bad attitude," but I don't joke around with people unless I am friends/cool with them, so basically..
4. I don't take mess from those I don't care about
5. I am liable to hurt a male's feelings without meaning to
7. I will use anyone (besides those I consider friends) who allows me to use them (basically, I only want friends with backbone.)
As bad as that may sound, I still consider myself a sweetheart!
Take the quiz:
What part of New Orleans are you from?

Westbank
You are either a preppy female or a GQ dressing male. You are close to baller-status and don't have a problem solving it. You may have people on the Eastbank but their problem is paying that dollar to get back home threw the toll tag. You are driven and know what you want out of life. Your family is very supportive, but you tend to have most friends in the other New Orleans areas.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I want to meet the person I will be with forever, for real, in love... I want the TRUTH. Someone I can love, who feels the same, and isn't afraid to admit it. Someone who will fight all that try to stop this love, and who won't let those around him affect his love for me.... Because if you were him, we would have never been in this situation.

03/05/06: Met Chris Brown, T-Pain, Lil J Xavier, Chris's mom, and some of his dancers

My Blog

A Little Insight Pt 4

I'm writing this before I go to work, so I have to combine two blogs, so I can say everything, lol. It will be two parts. Completely opposing, different subjects. [Pt. 1] Dreams and Journalism & [...
Posted by ~^~ Happiness Seems So Far Away In My Life ~^~ on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 12:39:00 PST

A Little Insight Pt. 3

I am trying to understand the word, "love." What exactly is "love"? A four letter word which males use to get on a sexual standing with females? Or is it a true feeling, a sensation, knowing that you ...
Posted by ~^~ Happiness Seems So Far Away In My Life ~^~ on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 06:42:00 PST

A Little Insight Pt. 2

Trust is important to the average relationship. Of course, any decent person would want to trust the one they love, or claim to love. Love is one of the most difficult things to come by, but by God, w...
Posted by ~^~ Happiness Seems So Far Away In My Life ~^~ on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 11:51:00 PST

Prom and More...

First of all, Prom was a beast. I can't wait until next year, because the only way I go is up, and it can't get much better. I absolutely had the most wonderful time. I regret not being able to upload...
Posted by ~^~ Happiness Seems So Far Away In My Life ~^~ on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 03:13:00 PST

My Poem: The Black Man and The Nigga

Which are you, guys? Let me know.... The Black Man and the Nigga © Ronesha D   The story says there exist two type of men The black man and the nigga When you are introduced to each man You rec...
Posted by ~^~ Happiness Seems So Far Away In My Life ~^~ on Wed, 30 Nov 2005 01:42:00 PST