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Lia

About Me


Walking off alone with your back to the one you said you loved. Stepping out of skin we grew together in as never ending, but you ended it. Unprepared for the hardened coldness, I could not detect it in your eyes. And every moment that I had to give was dedicated by your side. Of all the nights we held each other dear, never did I dream your grip would end. And your breath against my neck I fear was my only reason for breathing. I will always miss you. According to the facts so casually you lay before me, off your interest died. I'm nodding with your head just to agree and going against what I know in mine. I need a promise not a prediction of when this will resolve. Okay, if it is never then at least I know. I'll go without my dignity and say I will always miss you, I am a skeleton on display.
aim ~ IhaveaLia
email ~ [email protected]
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 46%
Stability |||||| 26%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 62%
Accommodation |||||||||| 38%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 50%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 50%
Mystical |||||||||||| 50%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||| 20%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||| 43%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||| 30%
Work ethic |||||| 30%
Humanitarian |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 50%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||| 16%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 70%
Change averse |||||||||||||| 56%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||| 43%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 63%
Family drive |||| 16%
Physical Fitness |||||||||| %
Histrionic |||||||||| 36%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Honor |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Thriftiness |||||||||||||||| 63% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests

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If you're sleeping are you dreaming
If you're dreaming are you dreaming of me?

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

I’m sober now for three whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

~Blue October

My Blog

Someday

She's waiting for something to fallfrom heavenHer face always lifted towards the skywith hope and expectationLike she knows something more than the rest of us.
Posted by on Mon, 24 Aug 2009 01:13:00 GMT

Leaf

When you're one in six billionIt's easy to lose yourselfBut I'll always remember youwhenever I rip a leaf down its veins.The sky is floating awaybut the stars are staying with us.
Posted by on Mon, 24 Aug 2009 01:08:00 GMT

Dust

Building up;Gone too longwith not enough.Faint and faraway There's dust on my hands,I haven't held you in so long.
Posted by on Wed, 17 Jun 2009 21:07:00 GMT

Facade

Hands shaking,voice breaking,Eyes darting to the door.Just come backJust say you didn't mean itLet me end it with indifference,or at least pretend to.
Posted by on Wed, 17 Jun 2009 21:03:00 GMT

Hysteria

Semen stains my clothes,my hair reeks of smoke.I walk in barefoot,kicking bottles that you broke.My mouth is dry and sour,my bones are almost powder,my eyes are burning; the smell of urinefrom down th...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Jun 2009 20:47:00 GMT

Roots

I see you in the dark,laying cold and by myself.I see you in the trees;I'm rooted deeply in the groundwith my roots ripped out.I taste you in the airsurround me, all around methat I need to live.I fee...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 16:10:00 GMT

Listen

No matter how many signs, pleas, warnings,No one will change,No one will think,No one will listen.Humans exist, but humanity is extinct.Love is barred away in the backs of our minds;the feeling is alm...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Mar 2009 21:16:00 GMT

Away

You used to lay with me,whispering that we'd never changewe are differentwe are what you used to call "soul mates."Now you don't know my name.You used to hold my faceand say you'd never look awayhold ...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Feb 2009 20:43:00 GMT

Sleeper

It's awfully cold where I am.Where are you?I've been sitting by the fire now for hoursI don't feel anything.It's awfully cold without you here.
Posted by on Sat, 07 Feb 2009 20:21:00 GMT

Prozac Rat

I'm nervous and I'm shutting downYou're frozen and it's raining now.The are coming words out not in sequence.I'm sick and I am spinningand my consciousness is dimmingI look up and see the sky is alive...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Feb 2009 20:17:00 GMT