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About Me

Underestimate me, and you've got a problem. I'm really sweet with a spoon full of sugar on top, but I'm not dumb...talk shit about me all you want, I don't care. I can still sleep at night. I'm not gonna write a paragraph about how "if you fuck with me, then I'll handle it" talk is cheap...I'm pretty impulsive. Which in most cases is a horrible thing. I don't take well to authority, never have. My intentions are always meant for the best, however, every once in a while I shove my foot in my mouth. Forgive me or forget me, it's the way it's gotta be. Overall, I'm sweet, caring, and always down. Life is to short to dwell on the little things, or even the big things....so I choose to love all.

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Money machines....if you have hair and you have money, call me at Ulta in the Huntington Beach Bella Terra shopping center ask for Nikki (714)891-9708.No friends requests from people I don't know please....cause I won't add unless I know you someway.

My Blog

All I wanted was impossible

Toying around....What is it I need?I don't particularly like any of them...I know what I want what I've wanted...and it's still impossible. I've never quite believed that it was ever within my grasp, ...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Jun 2009 14:13:00 GMT

He thinks "I was out of your league..."

Do you have that one person who makes you weak, and drop all defenses?A person who is not a constant in your life, however, when they choose to appear, you get butterflies and unfortunately, you forge...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Jun 2009 09:34:00 GMT

"Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore. I've forgotten what I started fighting for"

Lately I am ridiculously confused, and bitter.I have lost friends, one's that I really did love and care for. Back in March I lost a friend to misunderstanding....instead of addressing the problem, I ...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Jun 2009 11:30:00 GMT

And the beat goes on....

Move after move after move after move.....Does one ever find a place where they truly belong? Why am I always feeling out of place? My desire to relocate takes over every feeling in my body, yet I am ...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Mar 2009 13:32:00 GMT

found these things...

i wrote these a while back, a long while back actually.......but yeah might as well post em.....UNTITLED 1Read these writings and chisel them into your brain for I save none of which I express my inti...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Jan 2009 18:42:00 GMT

resolved

I have been hesitant to post a new blog for a while, because everything is just so unbalanced right now. Not everything I have to say is great, and not everyone will agree with my decisions.Well as mo...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Nov 2008 17:55:00 GMT

Nobodys Fault But Yours

Speaking with a friend.A tragedy that has taken place.Fingers being pointed.Who cares...Life goes on, no matter who tries to stop it.Hear one story,choose a side.Why even choose?It's not your story......
Posted by on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 23:51:00 GMT

when it rains it pours...

So much has happened....And so many things to reflect on, and wish that you could do over....A death can change so many things.Bring people together, and open your eyes.My aunts father passed away las...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 22:10:00 GMT

Right here Right now

So I have a moment to express my feelings on the things that are going on in my life right now.... 1 My Family Although the past few years have been horribly depressing for us...I can do nothing more ...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 19:41:00 GMT

Smothered and Sorry

How is it possible to feel smothered with friendship?  How do you keep distance and privacy from a person without completely insulting them. Some friends we like to share our personal things with...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 15:03:00 GMT