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junebug

Hey look it's Hollis! Man I feel drunk...

About Me


I'm cynical, brashly honest, and I have a giant ego. I'm an asshole. I'm a bitch. Don't doubt the compassion that I have for all my friends though. Don't doubt that I can love--we all do. You probably don't like me, and if that's true then there's probably a good chance that I think you're stuck up.
Everybody gets dealt bullshit. It doesn't matter how much bullshit you receive, it doesn't matter how much it hurts; it matters whether you use that bullshit to learn more about yourself and the world or not.
EDIT: I just realized my supreme hatred for about 60% of girls in America. I HATE SLUTS. I fucking HATE scene girls. I hate preppy rich spoiled bitches, and I most definitely, absolutely positively hate stupid ass emo hos. But! I do love the "intelligent bitches". Cause I mean, they're pissed off and that's not attractive, but they usually have a good reason to be.
P.S. - Fake lesbians... ew. Come on, there's other ways to get attention... try committing suicide.
This was how I broke the best:
indifference,
overblown with confidence and ignorance.
It all made sense.
And then I watched them take the test.
I believe
it's better to inflict than to attempt relief.
You ask me what you need?
Hate is all you need.
Hate is all around,
find it in your heart, in every waking sound.
On your way to school,
work, or church you'll find that it's the only rule.
Build a different world,
hate will help you find what you've been looking for.
Hate is everywhere,
inside your mother's heart and you will find it there.
You ask me what you need?
Hate is all you need.
This was how I won the west:
charity.
A joke that friendly cities think that we believe
or so it seems.
We kicked and punched and stabbed to death
and everyone
applauded my fine actions; I was overcome.
You ask me what I've seen?
Hate is all I've seen.
Hate is in the air.
Come on people, feel it like you just don't care.
Everlasting hate,
feel it in the people where it's warm and great.
Come on, hate yourself;
everyone here does so just enjoy yourself.
Hate is everywhere.
Look inside your heart and you will find it there.
You ask me what I mean?
Hate is all I mean.

aim - spriteindisguise

My Interests

I'm more beautiful than you, teenagers suck, and you're a child in an adult's body.

I'd like to meet:



Yeah, I totally put them on myspace.

Music:

I like a lot of stuff. I would never expect anyone to read all the bands I listen to and slowly figure out what we have in common, so you shouldn't expect me to write them all down.

Movies:

The 10th Kingdom, The Last Unicorn, Deep Throat One Just For Fun

Television:

is unnecessary

Books:

Marrion Zimmer Bradley. One thing I hate about books, really popular ones, is that they always get these people who hate it just because they got to be so popular. Truly, I did love the Da Vinci Code a lot, though they just pissed on it by making a movie out of it.

Heroes:

To me a hero is somebody that I believe in. My first hero would have to be myself. I trust myself in most situations and I believe in my own abilities. My second hero is Amelia. Nobody I've ever known before her has shown as much sense, loyalty, and general intelligence as she. My third hero is Jay. He's incredibly reliable and tolerant of me and other things around him. He's perceptive and I trust him almost as much as I trust myself. It's hard to find people that are as genuine as these, and I love them more than I care to take the time to explain.

My Blog

happy birthday!

I love my Daddy.And I got hair dye today... we'll see what that looks like later or something
Posted by junebug on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 06:20:00 PST

You Are Beautiful

And you're also a worthless dick.Yes, I am speaking to you, oh darling public.  You're either stupid, incompetent, or a fucking asshole.  Take your pick.
Posted by junebug on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 03:47:00 PST

Beach

I'm going to the beach on Monday until Thursday.  I don't have to go--my dad told me I don't.And I'm psychotic enough to think of it as myself disappearing forever.The cool thing about discerning...
Posted by junebug on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 01:17:00 PST

Okay, like... a real update.

For some reason I've gotten it stuck in my head that somebody somewhere actually reads this, so I'll actually entertain you with things that have been going on in my life.  Well... I love Amelia ...
Posted by junebug on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 02:55:00 PST

School

Right... so I got my little "beginning courses" from Penn Foster (www.pennfosterhighschool.com) and they were pretty easy.  Two exams... very, very easy.In total, I have seven courses to complete...
Posted by junebug on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 10:46:00 PST

I'm not that hot new chick

My sixteenth year!It's over tomorrow.  And in a year I will be 18!  And then, I can get a license and a car and porn and cigarettes and god knows what else--I guess I will go clubbing becaus...
Posted by junebug on Mon, 21 May 2007 03:05:00 PST

BlehBlahBlueBlink.

People are lame.I detest most of them for their lack of awareness in their decisions.  I detest the rest of them because they are full of shit.  It's depressing to look at my bulletins. ...
Posted by junebug on Tue, 15 May 2007 08:12:00 PST

A Life

Once you make all the important decision-making, it's hard to realize that everything is dull anyway.  I don't really have "a life" outside of a few people and a few places.  I like it thoug...
Posted by junebug on Tue, 01 May 2007 09:18:00 PST

Oh

You can't be real.I miss whatever it was that I used to have.  Maybe the only reason it's gone is because I'm not in a new situation anymore.  Or maybe I'm more sensitive to people thinking ...
Posted by junebug on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 02:07:00 PST

asshole

This is the last straw...and I've been waiting.  I waited over a fucking year.  Your chances were numbered... so instead of peace, you gave yourself turmoil.  You don't know me....
Posted by junebug on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 03:21:00 PST