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(HeF·Æ·VÎT·žEN) est. 1984

live fast, die young, leave a beautiful corpse

About Me

"SO YOU WANT INSIDE OF ME... SO YOU WANT A PIECE OF THIS... "

My name is Jeff. i am college student from San Antonio.
My two biggest passions in life are experiencing/making music and experiencing/creating architecture.
i love being alive, going out, meeting new people, experiencing culture, just having fun and chillin.
during the week its all about work and school for me, but weekends are madness.
i am the epitome of open minded.
i am an optimist, a minimalist, and a pragmatist
i consider myself spiritual, but i am not religious
i am first and foremost a musician
and i have played in a band since i was 15

This is my current musical endeavor:
"Nobody, as long as he moves about among the chaotic currents of life, is without trouble. Everything that irritates us about others can lead us to an understanding of ourselves. Your vision will become clear only when you look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes".
-Carl Jung
"Just lying in the bar with my drip feed on
Talking to my girlfriend, waiting for something to happen
I wish it was the sixties, I wish I could be happy
I wish, I wish, I wish that something would happen".

-Radiohead

My Interests


Going to concerts, playing shows, , kicking ass on halo 2, tocing la guitara, watching movies, traveling, visitsing interesting pieces of architecture, drawing, photography, building models and furniture, jogging/running, sleeping, ethnic foods, jack in the box.

I'd like to meet:

Jesus. Einstein. Maynard James Keenan. Noam Chomsky. Sigmun Frued. Aleister Crowley. Joe Rogan. Edward Scissorhands. This guy:

Music:

Tool, A Perfect Cirlce, Bjork, Incubus, Portishead, Radiohead, Oasis, Mudvayne, Jack Johnson, Deftones, Led Zeppelin, The Doors, Nirvana, Tenacious D, The Smashing Pumpkins, The Beatles, Dashboard, Johnny Cash, Willie Nelson, Tori Amos Institue, Bush, Placebo, NIN, older Korn, 36 Crazyfists, The (International) Noise Conspiracy, Ben Folds, Soundgarden, Mudhoney, STP, Alice In Chains, Tantric, Days of The New, Pink Floyd, The Byrds, Cream, The Toadies, At The Drive-In, Sparta, and the Volta, The Refused, Flaw, Drowning Pool, Pantera, Non-Point, Walls of Jericho, Vision Of Disorder Hopesfall, Hatebreed, Killswitch Engage, Poison The Well, Norma Jean, Unearth, Throwdown, 18 Visions, The Blood Brothers, Rancid, Bad Religion, Voodoo Glow Skulls, Manson, Acid Bath, Thursday, Aphex Twin, Aphrodite, Massive Attack, Tricky, Chemical Brothers, Tiesto, Irene, The Streets, The Used, MuteMath, also local bands Meek, Skunkweed, and Brotherhood. And many many other bands…..b/

Movies:

Waking Life
Fight Club
A Clockwork Orange
Mullholand Drive
Fear an Loathing in Las Vegas
Pulp Fiction
Trainspotting
Resevior Dogs
Snatch
The Ring
Requiem for a dream
Japaneese horror films
any M.Night Shymalan film
Indie films

Television:

anything on Adult Swim fuckin rocks
Chapelle Show
viva la bam
Desperate Housewives
(casue Eva is fuckin smokin)
Nova, the discovery channel, TLC, BBC, CNN, BET, fuck MTV
and the 5:30 news, everything else sucks.

Books:

anything by Aldous Huxley
im big fan of Jack Kerouac
Terrence McKenna
C.S Lewis
Kafka
Emerson
Whitman
Hawthorne
Hemmingway
other than that...
alot of architectutral record magazine
FHM, Maxim...

Heroes:



aslo:
Bam Margera
Chewbacca

My Blog

For June.

I would start by saying that I don't know as much as I would like to know about the issues involved in the campaign between John McCain and Barack Obama. So I have been doing some research to find out...
Posted by (HeF·Æ·VÎT·~EN) est. 1984 on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 01:53:00 PST

Bring the systems down.

For a while I thought voting was just choosing the puppet on the right vs. the puppet on the left.  But I decided to vote in 04 just because I knew Bush was a completely retarded monkey dumbshit ...
Posted by (HeF·Æ·VÎT·~EN) est. 1984 on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 01:07:00 PST

dreams and what they speak to me...

I've read that dreams are lucid interpretations of what is happening in our lives.  They provide insight into our subconscious world. In history, and they have been attributed to many different r...
Posted by (HeF·Æ·VÎT·~EN) est. 1984 on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 12:18:00 PST

2012 A.D.

Ancient Mayan prophecies based on two millennia of meticulous astronomical observations indicate that 12/21/12 will mark the birth of a new age, accompanied, as all births are, by blood and agony as ...
Posted by (HeF·Æ·VÎT·~EN) est. 1984 on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 11:57:00 PST

If Only...

...Every single human being in the world at some time thinks that "if only" this or that one of our conditions could be met then we'd be all set.  "If only I had a girlfriend/boyfriend/million bu...
Posted by (HeF·Æ·VÎT·~EN) est. 1984 on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 02:20:00 PST

Insomnia and the Hole in the Universe

Awake. Its a feeling I haven't felt for a long time.....  I've been awake in the sense that I am there, breathing, eating, sleeping, living, but not really awake in the human sense.  Sleeple...
Posted by (HeF·Æ·VÎT·~EN) est. 1984 on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 11:37:00 PST

wisdom

"If there is something you truly want to know, then you truly want to listen to your own wisdom. You know, meditation is learning how to listen with your own wisdom, so that you can see. I think why m...
Posted by (HeF·Æ·VÎT·~EN) est. 1984 on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 11:17:00 PST

Vivo rapido, morir joven, dejo un cadáver hermoso

 I took a look over my driving record the other day and was not suprised to find out that it is really fucking long.  Mostly speeding tickets, stop sign runnings and expired what nots... Act...
Posted by (HeF·Æ·VÎT·~EN) est. 1984 on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 12:07:00 PST

what drunk means to me:

...summed up in just a few of the things that me and my friends have done over the years, these all really happened: drunk is when you drink so much, you dont remeber what you drank. drunk is wh...
Posted by (HeF·Æ·VÎT·~EN) est. 1984 on Tue, 17 Jan 2006 01:10:00 PST

growing a beard

ive decied that as soon as school starts, im not gonna shave anymore, and im gonna grow the beard out like nasty old man style. 
Posted by (HeF·Æ·VÎT·~EN) est. 1984 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST