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About Me

!!!!TIMMYBOY vs GAYBOY!!!! .. I have been lost for along time now. Their are things that go on with my heart that I cant explain. Some bad and some good but none the less they are not part of what I want. The biggest thing about me is that I am so lost without the people I care about in my life. They make me live and they make me true. Over the years I have gained so many friends and over thoughs same years I have abandoned some. I have been to a few places arond the world and yet I have missed so many things right here at home. My biggest fear is that I would never live up to my lifes potential. I want to fly. I want to see. I want to be apart of everything. In the back of my heart I feel something big coming and even though I truely fear it I welcome it because I am ready to be apart of it. I will take myself to the limit and I am truely sorry for you. The person I hurt during my wake.........................................
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I would love to meet my grandmothers so that I can say thank you for my life......Stan Lee, John Lennon, Hitler, God and the devil....SPIDER-MAN!

My Blog

Step two...........05/30

Its late... my eyes are almost dried up from being awake all of the previous day before. I could of slept at any moment but I refused it. There was something that I needed to do this da...
Posted by on Wed, 30 May 2007 02:53:00 GMT

The next step 4/13

I remembered who you were today and it sent a shiver through my soul. I became ruined once I realizd the difference you have caused within my light. I can almost see that first kiss we had such a...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 19:32:00 GMT

year zero

Their comes a time in a persons life when they need to take off the gloves, look towards your god, turn away from your family and friends and blow a kiss goodbye to anything that remains in your heart...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 03:33:00 GMT

awake

It has been to long... I don't even know if this is me anymore.... my eyes opened today for the first time without that feeling in my heart... the feeling of hope has left my vains...all that flows is...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 02:20:00 GMT

I have been waiting.............

Everyday, a shade of blue.You won't believe what I'm going through.It just feels like I can't afford to let myself go.Everyone is just the same.They touch me but I can't stay.There has been no one bri...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 02:49:00 GMT

trust........

What can I say? I am everything I am because of you. I spent so many years fearing, doubting, and preparing for you. I have finally found you or you have found me. In and out of my sleep you would div...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Apr 2006 13:03:00 GMT

they were right about you......

help me if you canit's just that thisit's not the wayI want it so could you pleasehelp me understand whyyou've given in to all thesereckless dark desiresyou're lying to yourself againsuicidal imbecile...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 21:25:00 GMT

I missed my dream.......

I felt so tired today. I lay down upon my bed showing no sign of life. I felt dead. I was scared at first but soon then happieness for I was free from having to not hear them anymore. No more why's. N...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 05:05:00 GMT

My dream..............

   Their has been a slight change in my reoccurring role. I have started something that I am afraid will spread echoes throughout the fabric of my time and existence. I was very shy to confr...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Feb 2006 18:47:00 GMT

15th

Today was the first day that I felt scared. So much is happening. I felt on top of the world. Nothing could stop my future. Life was almost perfect. Then I got called. I knew it was coming. Not this ...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 02:46:00 GMT