Mon

I wanna be alone most of the time. I enjoy "being with myself" - but don't go thinking something dirty. I also like things that make me think. - things that confuse me or whatever, ....perhaps this is why i like being alone, since I can think better when i am alone. Like most people, i have a lot of fears. Im scared of heights and im not embarassed to admit it!!! Though my biggest fear is dying alone. ---I like being alone but im afraid of dying alone. sometimes i can't seem to figure myself out. I've read a book once and one part of it got stuck on my mind. It is the book "Tuesdays with Morrie." The part of it I loved the most is the funeral speeches given to Morrie while he is still alive. I want to experience that--- hearing what people has to say about me while i am still alive, not when i am dead and unable to hear those assumingly "nice" words. I want to believe that there is a dark side of me- a deep dark sinister side so that i would be a little bit more interesting. But i guess i don't hav one. hehe im open to a lot of ideas and i enjoy discussing thingsI have a very limited patience and I dont like falling in line, .... i fall asleep easy if im bored.. I am loyal, stick-to-one, give everything a 100%.. I'm definitely a family person, but not the typical "people person"...... sometimes people mistake me for being a snob, believe me im not, i like making friends especially making people laugh ... loves food.....cheese, marshmallows, COOKIES, dark chocolates, carbonara, pizza.... AND UMM, I DONT TALK MUCH BUT I WRITE A LOT!!! ESPECIALLY AT WEE HOURS OF THE NIGHT--THE TIME WHEN I GET ALL THESE CRAZY IDEAS...... after reading this lenghty crap, u'll know me pretty much as i know myself...