my name is nikki & I'm 17 years old. I live in belgium and I quite like it here, though I don't plan on staying here all my life. I absolutely love travelling. whenever I see a plane flying while I'm at home, I always wish I was on it myself, even though flying's really uncomfortable. my favourite places in the world so far are antwerp, paris, montréal, san francisco & venice. I always want to be the best and I hate losing. accepting criticism is hard for me, probably because I can be quite proud. in september I'm going to start university [law, more than likely]. to be honest, I'm a bit scared of leaving high school and entering the 'adult world'. I think way too much about everything. I'm a highly emotional person, I wear my heart on my sleeve and emotional sincerity in others is important to me. I'm very shy around people I don't know, but I'm working on that. I don't drink alcohol & I have my reasons for that. I won't condemn you if you do drink though, everyone makes their own decisions. my mother died when I was 15 and I miss her a lot. I love to laugh. music is incredibly important to me. when everything seems to fall apart, music is always there. books are also a vital part of my life. I read a lot and my favourite books make me feel at home and safe wherever I am. I love it when people I don't know are nice to me. unexpected kindness is the best. I cannot stand people who are overly cynical and negative.
this barely scratches the surface. there is much much more to a person than a couple of lines on myspace can express.
basically: screamo, hardcore & electro
last.fm
my chemical romance
----- 04.04 // paris
the fall of troy
from first to last
fear before the march of flames
vive la fete
drop dead, gorgeous
a thorn for every heart
underoath
test icicles
silverstein
lostprophets
etienne de crecy
felix da housecat
...
leah
my sweetheart, thank you so much for being who you are and for taking the time to listen and talk. it means the world to me, the way you trust me and care, the way you understand. know that I will always be here if you want to talk, about no matter what. we will help each other, always.
the picture of dorian gray - oscar wilde
alice in wonderland - lewis carroll
a hero of our time - michail lermontow
the vampire armand - anne rice
perfume - patrick suskind
the sorrows of young werther - j.w. goethe
the catcher in the rye - j.d. salinger
...
my chemical romance
30 seconds to mars
the fall of troy
fear before the march of flames
from first to last
underoath
a thorn for every heart
klaxons
the smiths
misfits [early]
enter shikari
drop dead, gorgeous
senses fail