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The soul has greater need of the ideal than of the real. The real that we exist is by the ideal that

About Me

hi, im amanda : )

Life is about finding what makes you happy, and then sharing it with the people you love.Thats what I plan on doing.lyt made by smooth criminal™

My Interests

I love hanging out with my friends & family, no matter what we do. I love to read. I think reading saved me from being an ignorant ass. I love listening to great music and watching great movies. I crave intellectual conversations. I love listening to people about their lives.. incedently I don't care what your views and opinions are as long as you can back them up with logical thought and reason. science is mind-blowing to me and I wish I was good at it. I love the feeling you have after you run. Art amazes me, I could look at it alllllll day. there is nothing better then lounging around the house watching "scrubs" with my sister. my favorite thing in the world is a well-written letter. I'm an atheist-libertarian that loves to debate. my life long goal is to see clearly only with my heart... ♥I'm making my mark in this world.

I'd like to meet:

someone who is genuine.someone who appreciates my weird sense of humor.someone who fully understands my personality and moods.someone with some form of depth.someone who can prove to me that a relationship can function without fear.you wanna talk? my aim is: pandas dance hxcAMY WAS HERE! and i love amanda more than you! 33

Music:

i love music. my favorite song is you could be happy , i love any song that i feel INFINITE when i listen to it. i have yet to come across a song i hanvn't liked, soo i'm always up for new stuff.

Movies:

i love the movie meangirls, liar liar, grease, 50 first dates, dumb and dumber,school of rock, a perfect score, and sixteen candles, pirets of the carribean, shallow hal, finding neverland, whats eating gilbert grape, saved, beaches, the hours, northcountry, the breakfast club is AMAZING, and my new favorite movie... ZOOLANDER!... a lot of stuff. im not picky about movies as long as its not scary.

Television:

SCRUBS

Books:

I love to read. its an amazing feeling.... you feel like you can just go off into another world and experience all different kinds of things. i love the books: perks of being a wallflower, the lovely bones, the northern light, she said yes, the giver, staying fat for sarah byrns, the virgin suicides, the secret life of bees, the life of pi, what happened to lani garver, lord of the flies, running loose, to kill a mockingbird, boyproof, the miracle life of edgar mint, shes come undone, the little prince, whale talk, the time travelers wife, fight club, the catcher in the rye, romeo and juliet, girl interrupted, the end of faith, the dogs of babel.

Heroes:

umm... rosa parks, martin luther king jr, and Cindy Sheehan, virginia wolfe, Alice Paul- they all faught for something that they thought was right. i think it would be cool to meet anyone who has stood up for what they believed in and changed history because of it.my mom, because she is living proof that you can be close to your parents.my sister, Stephanie, because she is exactly who I want to be in a 3-year younger package.my cousin, rachel, because when im around her I know there is such thing unconditional love.anyone who is willing to be completly themselves, and never less.I also admire all of my amazing friends : )

My Blog

typical teenage story

Once upon a time never seem to camein the land where shattered expectationswere about as common as teenage lush.A place where waiting was worse than knowing,standing on forgotten dreams begging to be ...
Posted by panda[dances HXC] on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 09:38:00 PST

random poem

There's a path you've cut right through me that makes me weakso torn in half, I choose to walk alone.I've painted on a mask of fake security,so you can't see the need.The feelings of lonliness have su...
Posted by panda[dances HXC] on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 07:28:00 PST

my version of the perks poem

I know that many many mannyyy people have already attempted to rewrite the poem in "The Perks of being a Wallflower", but I desided I would just give it a try. I wrote this out of anger and frusterati...
Posted by panda[dances HXC] on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 04:41:00 PST

boredness = poem

Sometimes I wonder what I'd be liketo be the bird outside my window.So adventurous & free.I'd fly away to far away places& see everything I ever wanted to see.But that's just a dream inside my...
Posted by panda[dances HXC] on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 01:50:00 PST

some of my thoughts today

hey guys. so today, i hung out with stephanie and rachel.  and let me tell you, those are the most amazing people to hang out with.  and it made me super greatful for my family, and made me ...
Posted by panda[dances HXC] on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 03:18:00 PST

by Amy

im amazing, amanda thinks so! mauwhahaha. whore me out- www.myspace.com/amy_pffft_yea  
Posted by panda[dances HXC] on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 12:07:00 PST

dont ever change.

as you say good-bye to old friends you will not see agian you say... "dont ever change" you dont change. you go on being exactly who you are but everyone else changes. then all you want is to be someo...
Posted by panda[dances HXC] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

a wall

take it all in slowly. let the tears silently roll down. just stand there and take it. like a wall. it can not move, it hears it all. it stands up straight. it can not fight. it just stands there and ...
Posted by panda[dances HXC] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

free or not?

every day is newevery day is differentyou cant change the past but you can change the future.those 3 sentences have no meaning to me.in my life there are no choices. i have to do this and nothing else...
Posted by panda[dances HXC] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the dance

i had so much fun at the dance. when i 1st got there i wanted to leave. it was so loud and stuff. then i started dancing with makenzie and one of her friends. then i bumped into lindsey. it was fun, a...
Posted by panda[dances HXC] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST