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beezy

I'm still waiting forever and a day... </3

About Me


..I mourn for those who never knew you...
RIP Sushi.

Bat your eyes girl
Be otherworldly.
Loves:
[♥]Music.
[♥]PLUR.
[♥]Black and white photos.
[♥]Toast.
[♥]Shopping.
[♥]Vodka.
[♥]Blinky lights.
[♥]Poppy seed muffins.
[♥]My friends.
[♥]Kandi
[♥]Things that glow in the dark.
[♥]Chick-fil-A.
[♥]Hockey.
[♥]Writing.
[♥]Random Hugs.
[♥]Spooning.
[♥]Swearing like a sailor.
[♥]Drum n Bass !
[♥]Gucci.
[♥]Camo.
[♥]Hookahs.
Hates:
<[B>x] Flying insects.
<[B>x]Being cold.
<[B>x]The dark.
<[B>x]Losing things.
<[B>x]Fake people.
<[B>x]Drama.
<[B>x]Waking up.
<[B>x]Medication.
<[B>x]Never feeling good enough.
<[B>x]Copy cats.
<[b>x]Crappy exes.
<[B>x]Hpnotiq.
<[B>x]Sleeping alone.
Create Your Own!

Raves I've Been To:
+Allstars4
+Robogirls3.6
+Gettin' Lucky
+Noisia
+Dance3
+Snoochy Boochies
+PLURF
+Organik4
+Bubble Bobble
+Fight For Your Right
+One Dolla Holla
+Unity
+Cybertron
+The Rave
+Hyve3
+Blackout4
+The House That Jack Built.
+Fresh Squeezed ( Los Angeles )
+Another Crazy Night of Raving ( Phoenix )
+Deepsky @ Afterlife ( Dallas )
+Meltdown8 ( Dallas )

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

You .


Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way.
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this go.


Music:

Aaron Simpson , Adam Sin , AFI, A Perfect Circle, Aphrodite , Armin Van Buren , Atreyu, Audioslave, Avenged Sevenfold

Beefer , Bleeding Through, Benny Benassi , Blink 182, [16]Bit Villain , Bob Marley, Bobby Ritalin , Boxcar Racer, Breaking Benjamin, Bright Eyes

Chevelle,Children of Bodom, Chimaira, Coldplay, Coheed and Cambria, [DJ]Craze , [DJ]Dan , Dara , [The] Darkness, Dashboard Confessional, Deepsky , Donald Glaude

Enya, Evol Intent

Ferry Corsten , Finger Eleven, Flogging Molly, Foo Fighters, Freaky Flow , Freshcutz

Gabriel , Gnarls Barkley, Green Day

Heavyweight , HIM, Hot Hot Heat

Ill Nino, Iio

Jack Off Jill

Kelly Clarkson, [DJ]Keoki , Killswitch Engage

Ladies Take Control , Linkin Park, Logistics

Madora Mew , Marilyn Manson, Miss Joy , [DJ]Monkey , Mudvayne, Muse, My Chemical Romance

Nightwish, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Noisia , Nora

Paul Oakenfold , Paul Van Dyke , Pendulum

Rabbit in the Moon , Reekoh, Richard Vission , Rise Against

Samurai , Scot Project , Slipknot, Smashing Pumpkins, Special D , Spineshank, 4 Strings , Sublime, Subfocus , System of a Down

Taking Back Sunday, Three Days Grace, Tiesto , Tool

[The] Used

[The] White Stripes

Yoji Biomehanika

Movies:

Boys Don't Cry
Falling Down
A Clockwork Orange
Donnie Darko
The Goonies
Stand By Me
Blow
Risky Business
Super Troopers
Lord of the Rings Trilogy
The Boondock Saints
Natural Born Killers
Kill Bill Vol. 1 & 2
Ringu
Blow
Pulp Fiction
Natural Born Killers

Television:

CSI Las Vegas, Law and Order SVU, NCIS, Criminal Minds, Numbers, Mystery Diagnosis, Lingo, and that's about it.

Books:

The Vine of Desire by Chitra Bannerjee Divakaruni, False Memory by Dean Koontz, Dreamcatcher by Stephen King, Black Unicorn by Terry Brooks, The Key to Midnight by Dean Koontz.

Heroes:


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My Blog

I need you by my side.

Is it really helping ? Or is it making it worse ? Will things ever be the same again? Will I feel better once I get to Seattle ? When I'm closer to them ? Is this how it feels to move on ?   &...
Posted by Miss Murder. on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 10:36:00 PST

Sounds of Life - Pendulum.

It seems like you're waiting for nothing,Looks like time had deleted it all,It may be everything that could have been was thrown away,So just take what is left, don't somehow fill the space,When I can...
Posted by Miss Murder. on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 02:34:00 PST

...

    FUCK....
Posted by Miss Murder. on Sun, 02 Apr 2006 10:09:00 PST

Rock bottom is where we live.

Just thought I'd let you know that everytime I look at your page it literally makes me ill.     The end.
Posted by Miss Murder. on Wed, 08 Mar 2006 01:25:00 PST