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There is a love story
in every war
....I'm Stephanie. I can't say life is "good" yet! that is, but I'm absolutely content, and grateful with what I have. Which includes my Mom, Dad, Sister, my house, my car, and especially my 14 year old little girl, who adopted me as her human. I love to sing, and yeah, I can tear it up.. ask anyone..except that I have stage fright. So, I have to know you before I sing in front of you. I'm self diagnosed with OCD. I have to have things in their place, and neatly put there. My Mom majorly rubbed off on me as a kid. I believe in "a" God. I'm not sure what he looks like, maybe he is Jesus...but! I don't believe in the bible for obvious reasons. I bought my own house when I was 24, it's the most cozy and cute house ever, I have become the biggest homebody in the world, I am determined to be successful in my own definition. I need a sense of self achievement. My goal is to be able to live comfortably with a nice house, a fab car, and money to be able to provide for my family. I have expierienced things in my 26 years that some people will never come close to. I'm not saying these things are all great, most of them were strenuous, stressful and heartbreaking, but there are people in this world who have it so much worse than I do. My Grandmother died in my arms, and I am happy that she didn't have to die alone. I appreciate my share of growing pains because it has given me wisdom. I believe I was put here to help people in some way--through words & energy. I was an EMT, and now I'm a pdychology and business adminstration major. I see aruas around peaceful, untouched forests, but never around people. I think there are more ignorant, retarded people in the world, than straight up, normal people. I love the beach anytime of the year, you say lets go and I'm there. It's so peaceful, you can't deny that. I'm slowly realizing that I'm not invincible. I'm definately a bastard child, and no I'm not kidding. I'm so lucky to have 3 sides of family, and not just 2. I'm a hopeless romantic with a ton of passion when I'm with the right girl, otherwise I'm anxious, stiff and I trap myself. My relationships play out like movies, and I wouldn't have it any other way. I've been in love once for sure, I'm not so sure about the other time anymore. Needless to say, I've had 2 relationships. I was engaged once, but it didn't work out, which has to mean that there's still someone looking for me out there who I'm searching for, as well. Although, I'm scared to death to ever love someone with my whole heart ever again. I just need the right person to help me do it all over again. I want a love like in 40 Days & 40 Nights and Noah & Aly combined. I love summertime, and I love nightlights. I have a mean side, that I try to hide. I love flip-flops and the boardwalk. The two of them combined is euphoric. I only drink Manishevitz wine or Spumanti Chanmpagne. I want to find my wife to be, not just a hook-up or a girlfriend to fill some void, I'd rather be alone until I find "the one". Oh yeah, and I love candles, I'm the biggest retard you'll ever meet. I love to laugh, and I'll do anything to make you laugh ♥..
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