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{P@ul Ry@n}

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About Me

..Hmmmm....what is there to say ABOUT ME? I wish I could speak of majesty, but I've been through too much tragedy. My life is returning to normal, but it's happening gradually. This place feels like home, inside a warped sense of reality. Punctuating all things actually, I'm 25 with nothing to show, that comes close to satisfactory.I've been ripped every which way, in little more than a year. I never thought it possible, that I would find myself here. It's freedom I seek, From longing and fear. Changes are forthcoming, I feel them drawing near. A sense of belonging, reckoning all of my peers.I live my life by a motto, offering fairness to others. I love my friends and my family, they're all like sisters and brothers. I'm mostly just laid back, content to just study, human beings and their nature. I enjoy reading and writing. With poetry as the major,I'm a very loving person, giving anything thats asked of me. offering self depreciating humor, I love when people laugh at me. Anything i've missed so far, I welcome your question, I'm a complete open book. I'll never leave anyone guessing.
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Name: Paul Ryan
Birthdate: 07/24/81
Birthplace: Clearwater
Current Location: Seminole
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 6'
Weight: 175
Piercings: stud in the left ear
Tatoos: Cross on my right arm, more to follow!
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no reason too
Overused Phraze: "aint even worried 'bout it"
FAVORITES
Food: I'd say red meat!
Candy: Butterfinger
Number: 20 or 24
Color: fire engine red
Animal: Lion
Drink: BEER!!!!
Alcohol Drink: St. Ides...j/k....M/D 20/20!!!! nah it's BEER!
Bagel: uhhh, with cream cheese
Letter: "D" i got mad report cards full of 'em
Body Part on Opposite sex: S'gotta be the ASS!
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: Mountain Dew
McDonalds or BurgerKing: YES!
Strawberry or Watermelon: Strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea: Ice Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla Vanilla
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: Hot Chocolate
Kiss or Hug: YES!
Dog or Cat: Dog!
Rap or Punk: Punk mostly, i'll bump some Wu-Tang evry now an then
Summer or Winter: winter, hard to snuggle when your sweaty!
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: Funny, the scary shit is stupid
Love or Money: LOVE, with a little money in there somewhere, J/K
YOUR...
Bedtime: Whenever the HELL i want to.....Mom!
Most Missed Memory: 98' that was my favorite shit right there
Best phyiscal feature: i hear people say its my eyes
First Thought Waking Up: How did I get.....here???
Goal for this year: Stop sweatin' bullshit
Best Friends: John Blaze, The Disciple, Jigga, Chopper, Liz, Christine, Ryan "G", all the fam.
Weakness: Brown Eyes
Fears: i left 'em all in the gutter with all my regrets
Heritage: Irish, Indian, Scandinavian!
Longest relationship: 6 years
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: if you knew me you'd know the answer to this one
Ever Smoked: this one too
Pot: hey look, another one
Ever been Drunk: certainly, i remember passing out in a parking lot last time
Ever been beaten up: nope
Ever beaten someone up: yup
Ever Shoplifted: possibly
Ever Skinny Dipped: no doubt
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: where??? ;)
Been Dumped Lately: sure have, makes you feel all warm and fuzzy inside:)
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: brown, its a weekness
Favorite Hair Color: brown, another weakness
Short or Long: either
Height: dont matter
Style: whatever looks good
Looks or Personality: both
Hot or Cute yes
Drugs and Alcohol: i'll cross that bridge when i get there
Muscular or Really Skinny: depends, no weight lifting chicks though
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: too many to count, which is why i put them into said gutter in the first place
What country do you want to Visit: Ireland
How do you want to Die: in a blaze of glory, saving someones life
Been to the Mall Lately: just this morning
Do you like Thunderstorms: not at the moment, but usually i do
Get along with your Parents: famously
Health Freak: not on your life
Do you think your Attractive: i'm aiight
Believe in Yourself: with everything in me
Want to go to College: didnt used to, but i'm starting to think about it
Do you Smoke: do you know me???
Do you Drink: see above
Shower Daily: yes, sometimes twice
Been in Love: used to think so, too confused right now to say
Do you Sing: why not
Want to get Married: been there, done that, do it again if the right person comes along, or back either or
Do you want Children: i dont think theres room enough in my family for any more "me's"
Have your future kids names planned out: i have a few i like
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: sometime before i die
Hate anyone: you cant hate someone unless you love 'em a little, so no!
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My favorite...
...Month is July
...animals are lion's and dog's
...sport is motor sport's
...Color is Red
...TV show is law and order s.v.u.
...drink is beer
...book is the outsider's
...band is 3 door's down
...holiday is Christmas
...website is myspacehooker.com
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Your Name
Superhero Name Butt-Man
Super Power Incredible Stamina
Enemy The Landlord
Mode Of Transportation Shopping Cart
Weapon Condoms

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Your Brain's Pattern
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You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
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Your Birthdate: July 24
You understand people well and are a natural born therapist.
A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around.
You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you.
You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people.

Your strength: Your devotion

Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness

Your power color: Lilac

Your power symbol: Heart

Your power month: June What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover
You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.
And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.
You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.
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Are You The Yankees Or Red Soxs?

Yankees!!!!!
U ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!! You Won 26 titles !! ur full of urself sometimes..and then u slack off..but UR STILL AWESOME!!!!!!!! GOOOOOOOOO YANKEES!!!!!!!!!!

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Music:

pretty diverse in that department, 3 door's down, jimmy eat world, trapt, fall out boy, Wu-Tang Clan, chicago, cute is what we aim for, the red jumpsuit apparatus, cartel, blue october, 3 days grace, breaking benjamin, Frank Sinatra, Al Green, just about anything with some depth or some soul!!!!...

Movies:

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Which Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle are You?

Michelangelo
Awe YAH! You're the party dude! You enjoy goofing off and pulling pranks! Life's a beach! People NEED you in order to lighten up! Happiness isn't a destination, it's simply a way of life! You like games, sports, and many different activities involving showing off your athletic skills! Does annoying your sisters and brothers count? Ehehe! You enjoy being the center of attention, the star of the show, and the known joker of the group! Gotta make 'em laugh!

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Television:

Law and Order S.V.U., Rescue Me, anything on the SPEED channel, Prison Break, Adult Swim, Chappelle Show, Mind of Mencia, Aqua Teen Hunger Force

Books:

The Outsiders

Heroes:

My father, he's the hardest working man I know

My Blog

"A-Z" (the alphabet love note)

A-is for adultery,B-is for betrayal,C-is how you carried on, fighting tooth and nail.D-is for deceit,E-is for enough,F-is for the way you ended up, fucking all this up.G-is for the good time's,H-for h...
Posted by Paul Ryan on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 02:55:00 PST

"In My Darkest Hour"

It was in my darkest hour,left without a single something,you became my hearts oblivion,and transformed me into nothing.Brought to your knee's with longing,searching deeply for a savior,it's only now ...
Posted by Paul Ryan on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 05:02:00 PST

The Break Up (can't find my key's)

That look in your eye,that causes my heart to skip. Wrapped up in this lie,your taste still on my lips.and I can't find my key's!A look of surprise,played out on your face.Just one more sunrise,before...
Posted by Paul Ryan on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 05:52:00 PST

Little Piece of Me

Instead of asking myself what if,instead of alway's wondering why.I'll nail myself to the cross that you bear,and let another little piece of me die.I would hold you until this conclusion,then I'd bur...
Posted by Paul Ryan on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 05:48:00 PST

How Quickly (A.D.D.)

started this one back in september i think, although i'm not positiveHow Quickly (A.D.D.)How quickly you forgot me.How quickly you moved on.How quickly every memory,of me is all but gone.How quickly y...
Posted by Paul Ryan on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 07:41:00 PST

I forgive you

another one I have been working on and just finished!"I forgive you"Your word's that left me smarting,now are stinging me no more.I brush them off and watch them,as they tumble to the floor.Your voice...
Posted by Paul Ryan on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 07:00:00 PST

In love with you

wrote this one a couple of months ago! i like it anyways and I know someone else who did too!:)I am still in love with you,in a way I've always been.I know that I will always be,until forever ends.I s...
Posted by Paul Ryan on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 04:03:00 PST

In the Rain

I'm Standing in the rain,with water running down my coat.Soaked in all this misery,holding tightly to this hope.Since the day you left me,I've awaited your return.All the time's we've been through thi...
Posted by Paul Ryan on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 06:41:00 PST

Searching for Lost Memories

Searching for something,that I can call my own.A light to guide me,as if to carry me home.This place is now dark,the echo is lonely.Insecurities rising,yet I am still sinking slowly.For now I just won...
Posted by Paul Ryan on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 06:39:00 PST

It Was You

You stood there,waiting for tomorrow,longing for yesterday,eye's dripping sorrow.I stood here,staring at you blankly,awaiting this conclusion,already knowing quite frankly.You fell right there,fell do...
Posted by Paul Ryan on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 06:38:00 PST