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n.rod ☠™

ms_nina__ballerina

About Me

I believe that everything you do is a self portrait. It might look like St. George and the Dragon or The Rape of the Sabine Women, but the angle you use, the lighting, the composition, the technique, they're all you. Even the reason you chose the scene, it's you. You are every color and brushstroke. You're doomed being you. This leaves us free to draw anything, since we're only drawing ourselves. Your handwriting. The way you walk.PLUS I HAVE AN GIANT CLIT. IT SERIOUSLY HANGS TO THE FLOOR. Which china pattern you choose. It's all giving you away. Everything you do shows your hand. Poisons, drugs, disease. Inspiration.
Everything is a self portrait. Everything is a diary. We are betrayed by everything that we do. Our art. Our friends. The loves of our lives. But we're here. Still breathing. And we move on...
This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters..
"I will wait for you," she said,
"endlessly."
"I will wait for you." So spoke,
Misery.
I returned to you but found,
My empty home.


This place is an enemy, full of harsh words and hearsay.
"Promise me to never look down!".. and we'll stay like this forever.
A promise that tomorrow we'll wake up somewhere new.
<r.i.p.//s.j.r.♥>
I wish I could have kept you in my little glass case.
lovealways.

My Interests

Mediocrities..


Ryan Nathaniel Perras ♥ My wonderwall.

I will out-dance you. promise. :]
My passion. dance. ♥

I'd like to meet:

Help, I have done it again.
I have been here many times before.
Hurt myself again today.
And the worst part is there no one else to blame.

Ouch, I have lost myself again.

I want a coin operated boy
Sitting on the shelf, he is just a toy.
But I turn him on and he comes to life.

Automatic Joy!

That is why I want a coin operated boy.

I want a coin operated boy
with a pretty coin operated voice.
Saying that he loves me
that he's thinking of me.
Straight and to the point.
That is why I want a coin operated boy.

Who could ever ask for more?
Love without complications galore

Missed me, missed me now you've got to kiss me

If you kiss me mister you must think I'm pretty

If you think so mister you must want to fuck me

If you
fuck me mister it must mean you love me

If you love me mister you would never leave me

It's as simple as can be!
There goes another moment, Just wrap it up and own it.


This is where you leave me a loving comment.

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Books:


currently reading:
angels and demons.
catcher in the rye.
choke.
all 5 6 7! (:]!) harry potter books.
The Da Vinci Code.
emma brown.
jane eyre.
the professor.
breakfast of champions.
cat's cradle.
invisible monsters.
diary.
survivor.
...anything by Chuck Palahniuk or Kurt Vonnegut.
the perks of being a wallflower.

Heroes:



Heros?
People who inspire me.
Only open to an exclusive few.


Oh. And of course this little boy's older sister.

My Blog

005.

At times like this I get really sad.. Because I realize I have no one left to talk to.Sitting here alone wondering who I can call to vent or cry to isn't doing much good.   If I have to wonder.. ...
Posted by n.rod ™ on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 08:37:00 PST

004.

I realized that I am done trying. It's tiring and getting to the point of being pointless.   In answer to your future question; Yes, I am.
Posted by n.rod ™ on Thu, 29 May 2008 06:30:00 PST

003.

Sometimes I put too much effort into my friends.Sometimes I don't like my friends.Hahahahaaha and just sometimes, I don't care.And I am perfectly content with that.Don't bother getting offended, it's ...
Posted by n.rod ™ on Sun, 25 May 2008 03:03:00 PST

002.

Please don't make me be friends with that one girl.She's dull.Arrogant.And just a heartless person who only thinks of herself and her own intentions.I've tried to be nice twice, doesn't work.I refuse....
Posted by n.rod ™ on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 10:12:00 PST

001.

Anew. I'm baaack. Much reconstrution to be done. Four years of Myspace is a hard thing to recreate. ;]   ...
Posted by n.rod ™ on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 08:51:00 PST