About Me
Majesty
of
the Seas
the journey of a lifetime.
[I will place your mind at ease.
Your pleasure, I would please and there is no reason to tease.
The way that I will work will have you on your knees.]
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sunri
se on di
sea
the morning after. for Sade
(First posted by Shakti - although she did not write it. Give her credit for sharing it!)
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.
SLOWER IS BETTER.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve, then heck NO, you can't be friends. A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think it will get better. You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant. Why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your on set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries on how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up..
Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later..
You can't change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel more important than you are. Even if he has more education or a better job. Do not make him feel like a Quasi God.
He is man. Nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
Oh Lord!!!!!!!!! If he cheated with you, he will cheat on you!!!!!!
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you...
All men are NOT dogs!
You should not be the one doing all the bending. Compromise is a two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships. There is nothing cute about baggage. Deal with the issues before pursuing a new relationship.
You should never look for someone to complete you. A relationship consist of two people. Whole individuals. Look for someone complimentary, not supplementary..
Dating is FUN. Even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes. When a man always knows where you are and that you are always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
Share this with other ladies. Guaranteed you'll make someone SMILE, another RETHINK her choices and another woman PREPARE.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them..
I am solo. I am young.
I also own this page.
So enjoy.
When you are out there, the world is still while you continue to float.
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a few favourites..
my DFM ♥;
my Bear ♥;
Inept ♥;
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My Life
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I am sorry, but I do not like many people. End of story.
I get money.
I am not the most patient person ever.
I am distant from my family.
Big time.
I never forgive and I most definitely do not forget.
I do not trust many people either.
I have a lot of favorite songs but..
..my favorite poem is "Precious" by Traci Bartlow.
I am picky. But not with food.
I am protective. But only of a select few things. Try me and see what they are.
I go to the movies a lot.
AnimalCruelty is one of my biggest pet-peeves. Another one is when people talk in the movie theater. And also when they run down the aisle with what seems to be elephant feet.
I am not my hair.
I strongly dislike boys my age.
I prefer men.
Or ..maybe just one.
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All the quotes/poems/songs I place in my profile have specific reasoning for being here.
I was never and I am not here for your MySpace drama.
I am flying solo ♥
Step out of the box or be put in a box. Only you can decide your fate ♥
♥ I am Mi'ch-el Le Javiera but you may call me Michee.
I am always true. Brutally honest. You have to be.
I can be very mean. So I have been told.
And if I do not like you, I suppose you will be first to find this out?
But I DO NOT have a bad attitude.
I do, on the other hand, have a smart mouth.
If you let me, I will show you that I can be the most angelic.
[Just a little on the defensive side]
I was born&raised in Niagara Falls, NY and spent a lot of time in Georgia.
Niagara Falls is it's own little place. A place where only minding your own business will get you somewhere else.
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If you wonder.. I am not too sure on still attending Niagara University. I found a new place.
See a new view of life but stay with your roots.
I attend Niagara Falls High School right now and I am entering my Senior year this September.
I am seventeen and my birthday is on the 15th of March. This would make me a Pisces. I am an only child and my Mother is a single parent. I know of my Father, but I do not know him. But then again, those who are not in your life, are not there for a reason.
I am 5'2". I weigh about 118lbs. I have small frame. Not the curviest but in the right places. I have a somewhat dark complexion ..thanks to my trip. My hair is dark brown and naturally curly. It is somewhat long.. past my shoulders. Big, dark brown eyes. I do not play any sports, I just love to watch. Dance. Move to the music and follow di ridim. It is naturally in you. Just have to find it. I have a small chest but it is cool. Mosquito bites. [Ha! Thank youuu, Joe.] I like to stay busy and I do not need too much going on anyway.
I am very toned and no, this is not me bragging. I am not and never will be the type to brag. To me, I am still blessed with the figure I have and I can honestly say that I do NOT conceit about my body. NEVER OVER-BRAG. Because if you conceit and brag all the time, I assure you, you will not make it past them Pearly Gates. If you believe in that, of course. Ok? Good..
I am cute though.. ajajaa! jk
I am in my schools' Advanced Chorus and Show Choir. AND I have had perfect attendance for a total of 6 years now.
I do not want the car (for my fellow classmates). Just like to have a goal =)
So far, in my life, I have been to the following places:
Albuquerque, New Mexico Key West, Florida
Coco Cay, Bahamas
Nassau, Bahamas
Miami, Florida
Chicago, Illinois
Atlanta, Georgia ..home
1,000 Islands
Hershey, Pennsylvania ..ew.
somewhere in Ohio
Washington, D.C.
Fredonia, New York
The Adirondacks
Toronto, Ontario
I do not think Buffalo counts
And neither does Niagara Falls, Ontario
Actually, I do not think anywhere in New York State counts except places like NYC and The Bronx ..in which are places I have never been to.
Ok, I hope you like to read because I love to write/type. I am very descriptive about myself and there is a lot more information further down the page. The more you read, the more you know. I do this so you will not have to ask me questions. And still, people ask them. That just goes to show that you are extremely hard-headed. This might just be a waste of my time and also ..yours. Oh well.
Ready? Here goes ♥..
Sooo..
you think you know me?
I like to have fun and not worry about stuff too often. I do not like to be stressed out at all. Me? I am cool kind of gal. I try to avoid problems. I am very honest and real because it would not be me if I were not. I have two birthmarks. A majority of my family is from el Sur. I want to move back. For my ethnicity ..I am whatever you want me to be.
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I am working at Mc Donalds on Pine and I have been since early May of '06. I almost quit but ..I guess no, jea?
I have three dogs. Their names are Essence, Remy, and Gracie. Essy is a Black Lab/Chow mix. Remy is a Black Lab/Dalmatian mix. And Gracie is a Border Collie/Newfoundland mix. My dogs' pictures are further down the page. I stay at home by myself A LOT because my mother is always working. As for what I want to be when I am older ...Alive & Happy.
Ok.. here are some things that I am interested in:
-Model/Actriz
-Sports broadcaster
-Journalist/Author [I like to write]
-Veterinarian
-Bounty Hunter
-Sports Agent
-Wife/Mother
I go to the movies a lot. I do not really care who I go with or what I go see, as long as I go. I do not go to parties unless I want to. No parties around here interest me. Other basic things I do are go to work, school, some kind of store (especially Wal*Mart I tend to stay on my own most of the time and I absolutely love talking about basketball. So, if you ever have a "basketball moment" and you feel as if you need to talk to someone who loves it, I am that girl. I will talk about football, too, but I am not really a football pro so I do not know much about it. And if I do talk about it, I will probably have no idea what I am talking about. But ..I can play football a lot better than I can play basketball. Most people find this sad.. as do I.
I can be a little moody at times. And, if it bothers you, oh well. You will learn to deal with it as others and I have ♥
Also, I am independent, a virgin, loyal, In Love, au natural, risky&curious, tense, compassionate, clumsy, between a realist&hopeless romantic, a HUGE procrastinator, between outgoing & shy, down-to-earth, wild & free, funny, open-minded, trustworthy, random, promotive, extremely protective, motherly&sisterly, easily amused and supportive. I am jealous on some occasions. Everyone gets jealous sooner or later.
I am not stupid, conceited, picky, biased, childish or immature, a gold-digger, a groupie or easy..
LOVLIES♥
I talk A LOT but I like to write and/or type my thoughts out, too. But I will talk the most with people I can connect with or just people I really know or need to know. I love many types of religions and their beliefs, Basketball, Tulane University, Niagara University and their Basketball teams, the New York Knicks (you know this if you know me), the NBA, McDonalds, Red Lobster, Wal*Mart, The L Word, Sex and The City, The Tudors, The Simple Life, Canada, Clifton Hill (which is in Ontario), New Mexico, Florida, much of el Sur, islands, nightlife ♥, going for walks and/or rides at night, traveling by plane, traveling by ship, going to the movies, animals, kids, laughing, planning for college, being happy, writing (poems, letters or random notes), meeting new people, filling out surveys, ENGLISH, Spanish, Phys. Ed, Health, thinking games (like Stratagories), working out, going out to eat at night, lounging at the Gallagher, cleaning, taking showers, going on the computer, amusement parks, fireworks, music, milk, water, Gatorade, salad (with French, Italian or Ranch dressing ..oh, and croutons), taking pictures, jeans (long and most of the time ..baggy), sports bras, boy shorts, bracelets (any kind), sneakers, high heels (I am picky with the types of heels I wear ..if I wear any), furry boots, dim to no light (not a light fan), Frosted Flakes, Honey Nut Cheerios, Cap'n Crunch (the plain kind), Fruity Pebbles, Cooookie Crisp, Total, gold jewelry (I do not LOVE jewelry though ..I just wear gold because it matches my complexion), Halloween, Christmas, New Year's Eve, Independence Day, Cinco de Mayo, doing people's nails, tall people except a select few, pillows, my bed, teddy bears, Lorenzo's smile, Barry's full name, certain types of men's cologne (I do not know the names), Precious Secrets perfume, Will Smith movies as well as Eva Mendes and Jennifer Lopez movies, raking, shoveling, snow, thunderstorms and that hot-tropical-rainy most days with plenty of sunshine weather ♥ (ejemplo: Miami)
UGLIES
I do not like tornadoes, smoking (cigarettes), abortion, War, Age laws, biased people, when people talk about something or someone I think highly of, racists, the Burger King mascot, nutcrackers, Japanese anything and most porcelain dolls.
FEARS
I am terrified of large bodies of water (still love them), tornadoes, spiders, The Burger King mascot, Frank from the movie "Donnie Darko" (in case you think you know but are not for sure, he is the 6ft tall rabbit), certain mirrors, porcelain dolls, nutcrackers, Japanese anything [love the people though], when my Loves get hurt, losing someone I love and War. But when it comes time, I will put my fears behind me and fight for what needs to be fought for.
I represent myself and what I believe.
Never let Real Love pass you by
♥
..Everyday I wake up, I get in the shower and when I get out ..I try so very hard to look my best ♥
I think I am pretty cool.
Pretty laid-back, too.
Nothing I do is strictly for myself.
I am always here to help, support and Love the people and things I adore.
I will always stand up to defend these.
Most of the time I stand alone.
I do NOT smoke or drink. I have nothing against drinking a little but I hate smoking. If you smoke, I am now advising you to stop.
I love music..
that makes me want to move ♥
I love music in general.
I daydream and listen to music all day.
Of course, except for the days I work.
School, I always have my iPod with me.
I guess I would like to own a club when I am a little older.
I only listen to and play music that is in either English, Spanish, French, or sometimes Russian.
If it is in French, it is mainly by MC Solaar or Ti Pas (Creole). And if it is in Russian, definitely only by t.A.T.u
I listen to one Turkish group called Wax Poetic.
My iPod and I shall never be separated ♥
quiero
Bailar
♥
I love anything that tastes like either watermelon, strawberry, GREEN APPLE, or kiwi strawberry.
I love going to the movies.
At night. I definitely prefer going at night. It doesn't really matter what I go see. As long as I am there. Want to go? I am probably going today some time.
It doesn't take much to entertain me. You just have to find the right time and umm...yeah. Timing is good. But when is timing ever bad for a good laugh?
I absolutely love to laugh.
If you can make me laugh, I will probably love you.
I laugh at pretty much anything. Except the obvious things that you should not laugh at.
But I can be very serious when needed.
Actually, I have not had a good laugh in a couple of years.
If you can make me laugh, I will probably love you.
Deja vu?
I love everything about Madea. I can watch those movies forever and it will all be funny. Even after the one thousandth time I've seen it.
You will never know the real me until you've seen me at night. This is when I am at my best.
I love hearing what everyone has to say. So, you need someone to listen? ..go ahead and talk.
I hate when people talk behind my back or a friend's back. If you have something negative to say, I would rather you say it to the person's face. Thank you.
If I am angry, just stop talking. Altogether. Shut the fuck up.
To keep talking would be a very bad mistake.
I love almost every thing. Every thing I do NOT like, is back up where I listed my "Uglies"
I am a huge donator to charities. I love it.
I Love every God ♥
Because they gave me life.
And in this life, I've met some pretty wonderful people.
These people are true, real Life blessings.
I am my own worst critic.
I love Canada and their National Anthem.
Want to sing it? I barely know any other anthems...
I am horrible at basketball.
Weird..
My Chinese Zodiac is the Horse.
Albert Einstein's Chinese Zodiac is also the Horse.
Does that make me intelligent?
Albert Einstein had no common sense either.
Go figure..
I like to wear clothes that fit me but are still loose so I can move. Because you know, I looove to move.
I also go for clothes that are colors that go with my complexion.
I have noticed Earthtones and natural colors go best with my complexion.
I really like fitted, long-sleeve shirts with sleeves so long that the ends pass my hands. And for the part of the shirt that covers my torso, I like for that to be long, too. I do not like when the shirt ends right at my hips, you know?
I also only really like to wear long, baggy jeans.
I walk on the bottom of my jeans. Can't help it. I do not mind. Everyone else seems to though. But like I said, these are those people who should be minding their own business.
I try to be as artistic, creative and out-going as I can in everything that I do.
I am extremely descriptive..
You notice that yet? If not, you will.
A lot of times when I am writing something or talking about something, I find I mix English and Spanish.
Spanglish.
I find myself attractive somewhat. But I just do not care about that.
I have many unique laughs.
I would not mind joining the Army, Air Force or the Military. If it will keep my loved ones safe, I will do anything.
I am ticklish.
I also have a unique sneeze.
AND I have a very unique handwriting style.
I can barely print. I am better at cursive.
My teeth would be perfect but I have only one slightly crooked tooth. It is not noticeable unless I show you but why would I want to do that?
I love to experiment with different things.
I drink a lot of water.
I have this thing with water. And water meaning large bodies of water. It is like I am afraid of it, while at the same time, I love it.
I love taking long showers.
I really want to go to Madison Square Garden.
I have never broken, fractured or sprained anything that is part of my body *knock on wood*. I probably twisted my ankle about one thousand times but my ankles are only weak when it comes to one person and one thing ♥
Spiders freak me out. I can spot one a mile away.
On a scale from 1 to 10, I would rate my confidence an 8.
When I was a baby, my hair was jet black. Now it is a really dark brown because of being in the sun over the years.
I have one grey hair on my head.
If you start getting grey hair, do not dye your hair please. Just let it grow out naturally.
I have never fought a girl in or outside of school. But I have been suspended twice by 2 different boys in Elementary school.
She doesn't really count but I used to fight with my cousin, Krystle, all the time. This was back in the day.
Krystle is now about 20 years old now, I believe. And in college.
Amazingly, we now get along great.
My first dog's name was Roxie. My first cat's name was Frankie.
In my lifetime I have had nine pets.
In order, it went ..Roxie(dog), Frankie(cat), Fred(cat), Abigail(dog), Alpha(newt), Beta(newt), Essence(dog), Remy(dog) and Gracie(dog).
Essy, Remy, and Gracie being the present.
I teach my dogs to bite people. Just kidding. No ..but they do bite though.
Now I introduce ..Essy, Remy, and Gracie.
Not really pets..
..more like Family ♥
Essence Joy
Remy Martin
Ms. Gracie
I sing.
But I will never be able to sing solo in front of my mother. No se por que.
When I was younger, I played football with the boys from the neighborhood down in the empty field, played tag, attempted to play basketball and climbed trees.
I never really hung out with too many girls. It just was not my style. It really is not now.
My Grandmother, my Mother and I are all part of the Baby-Booming years. My Grandmother(1946), my Mother(1964), and Me(1990).
My Grandmother, my Mother, my aunt Felecia and my step-aunt Nicole all have much bigger boobs than me. The trait skipped me.
Heh.
I do not like titi Felecia. Thank you. Continue..
I do not trust easily. You have to win me over.
My opinions and/or thoughts are critical to defend.
But I can manage.
I am very soft-hearted even though sometimes I seem the complete opposite.
I once helped my Mother build a cast small enough to fit a wounded Pigeon's wing. We gave the bird water and everything but ..when a bird is hurt, it will die.
When my dog, Abigail, died ..I cried that whole day. I left for school, I knew she was sick, and when I came home, my Mother told me she died.
My best friend was and still is my Grandfather *R*I*P*
My Grandfather died on February 15th, 2004.
When my Grandfather died, that distorted my whole way of looking at things. I almost gave up on everything but on the real, basketball helped me find my way back.
Since he started me on basketball anyway.
I used to go fishing with my Grandfather. I even fell in the lake before. It was horrible but I didn't really mind. I laughed and we still had fish to eat. But I smelled really bad.
The place we went fishing was out in the middle of nowhere and it was nothing but woods. I used to think I could go find a bear or something to play with. But instead of looking for them, I chased dragonflies and butterflies. I still do when people are not looking ♥
I call my Grandfather "Daddy" because he was the only Father I knew.
I LOVE steamed clams. It is my favourite food.
Seafood, Chinese and Mexican = My three favorite food groups
My moods shift rather quickly and if you see me everyday, you know this.
I can ride the "Boomerang" (a rollercoaster at Darien Lake) many times in a row without getting bored or nauseated. I love that ride!
But I am too scared to get on the "Superman", which is another rollercoaster at Darien Lake.
My nails can get pretty long if I do not cut them. But I do, just so I don't get mad if I break one.
I have my first and second holes in my ears and also one cartilage piercing in my left ear.
I want a tattoo but will probably never get one because of my fear of needles.
I am just a bit indecisive.
My mother and I supposedly look alike.
Mama has an army-green Jeep Liberty. I suggested black but I guess not.
Mama also said that if she had not named me Mi'chel Le Javiera, she would have named me Tierra Nairobi.
Ja'Nae Nichelle is my precious, little prima. I would do anything for her. Love you ♥
I have always wanted either an older brother, a younger sister or a twin sister.
I love to give advice but I can never take my own. So I ask certain others.
I use the Garnier Fructis products for my hair.
I do not use scented lotions.
As for perfume, I use a certain type of men's cologne if I can get my hands on it.
I do not care what time of day it is for it is never too early or too late to listen to semi-loud, soulful music ♥
But if you ask me nicely, I might turn it down.
Notice I said "might."
I love Slam-Dunk contests ..or at least whenever someone dunks.
So ..hmmm, you know you want to dunk for me ♥
I love Will Smith. I think I have watched Men In Black way too many times.
"Hitch" is my favorite movie.
I really enjoy Jennifer Lopez movies, too.
Oh, and Eva Mendes movies.
..and Salma Hayek.
I do not eat candy. I prefer chewing sugarless gum.
I looove teddy bears.
I hate when people spend money on me. I go for the more simple gestures. Like a sweet hug or an honest fact ♥
Wink at me.
I like men's shirts and jeans.
I love when I go to a NU game and when it is time for halftime, how the team runs back into the locker-room. I also like how they run back out and everyone starts screaming.
I scream, too, for I do not want to be left out of the excitement ♥
lol
I love the feel of a Autumn afternoon, a Winter night, a Spring breeze and the Summer sun.
I do not do funerals. I also do not like to go to Aldis (that really annoying grocery store that always only has two registers open when the store is packed) and Save -A- Lot (another grocery store).
Did you know that Aldis is located next-door to Wal*Mart, which is my favorite store?
I am semi-fluent in Spanish. I want to learn French.
I took Chinese and Vietnamese in Elementary school but I can not remember too much of them languages =P
I want to rent a cabin for at least a week. Out in the wilderness, in the winter. No TV or radio. I guess a few friends and the animals in the woods. Scary noises, marshmallows, hot chocolate, blankets, a fireplace, snow, hiking for wood, good times the whole time there. Just a couple things. I don't want anything to happen to our car so that we can not get home. I do not need any abdominabubble snowman or yeti trying to eat us. And I don't want any avalanches or some natural disaster to ruin the trip.
I have been to the Adirondacks for a weekend trip before. It was fun. I saw some deer ♥
I went to Fredonia, NY, just to go to their Wal*Mart.
I think I drink more than I eat. Not alcoholic drinks though.
I drink a lot of water, milk and FUSE.
I do not drink sodapop.
I tend to talk with my hands.
A lot.
Basically, I talk a lot in general.
I collect anything and everything about basketball.
Most of my time is spent at school, work, at the movies, at Wal*Mart, in my room or at Niagara University.
I would love to
..move far away ♥
I love simplicity.
If given the opportunity, I wish I could somehow get enough money to buy Barry Durosier his professional recording studio. Something he has always wanted I guess. He is mad cool. Probably someone I respect the most. So if he wants it, he should get it ♥
I do not wear shorts very often.
I am not a huge fan of musicals but Wicked was very cute. I prefer regular, drama-filled or comedic plays.
I love Reggaeton. My favorite artist in this genre is Don Omar.
My favorite basketball movies are "Like Mike," "Space Jam," "Eddie" and "Glory Road."
I cried when I saw "King Kong" (2005) and "Godzilla" (1998)
I am terrified of "The Ring", "The Grudge", and "Pulse."
Basically, Japanese-based movies scare the shi* out of me
By the way, I love Barry Durosier's name. I told you that before, yes?
Barry
durosier ♥
Youngmindz Productions
Mr. Durosier ♥
My favorite NBA team is the New York Knicks. I used to go crazy over them a lot more back in the day.
Allan Houston is my all-time hero ♥
I like to stay in the shadows. No need to be noticed all the time.
Being famous would be nice but if I am not guaranteed that, I definitely wish to be a Wife/Mother.
My favorite streets in Niagara Falls, NY, are Buffalo Avenue and Niagara Avenue.
I own five different basketball necklaces and they are the only type of necklaces I have.
I also have basketball earrings to match the necklaces.
I only wear gold jewelry because it matches my skin better than silver.
I am always by myself. So if you ever see me this way, do not think I am a loner. I tend to keep to myself.
I sometimes hate when people feel the need to answer questions that are directed to me. I can answer for myself 96% of the time. The remaining 4% is just because I am ignoring the other person.
I am not nosey. Just very curious.
I am not greedy. I just hate sharing.
I can not cook without a microwave. I believe I should learn if I ever want to be committed to someone. If he wants me to cook, I will cook. And what about the kids? They have to eat, too..
But seriously, if you want to be with me, you are going to have to understand I am not the best cooker or driver. I do not change for anyone. Change is stressful.
For me, at least..
I am very emotional.
I silently pray for a miracle everyday.
I met my miracle. Now all I must do is get back to him.
Every time there is a really windy night, I fear there will be a tornado. And if I am home alone, like most nights, I fear it more. Although there is a small chance of a Niagara Falls tornado, there is still some kind of possibility.
I love listening to the rain fall at night.
Actually, I love everything about the night.
Except the windy nights..
I am an extreme nighthawk.
I sleep with my one window open almost every night.
I have perfect attendance in school. I have had it since grade 6.
I used to play the clarinet in Elementary school. I think it was in the 3rd or 4th grade.
But from 5th grade till now, I have been in some kind of chorus.
I love Art Of Noise.
Off of the computer, I say wow, dude, homeslice and word too much.
While on the computer, I say all the above words plus "psh" and "lol" way too much.
I daydream and wander endlessly.
I like ski-lifts but not the actual sport of skiing.
I have a calendar in my room from the year 1990, which is when I was born.
Me and my mother were chased by two turkeys in New Mexico one year. Luckily, I was saved by a dog but my mom got pecked. Sorry Ma.
I do not like milk chocolate very much. I prefer white chocolate.
Sometimes I wonder about myself..
This site is dedicated to Joe Hoffman.
A world of colour has lost it's light as the night rolls in and it lays it's head down for the longest sleep.
"Depressed. Exhales now come from the soul and each touch takes me higher. Even though it is clear that you can not touch me in this Life ..one day we will make it what it should be. God wants for the good and baby, we would be the Best.
Us is what it should be.
We would be better than Sun and Moon. More amazing than Life and Death.
We fit together like You and I.
Me and You.
Sometimes you just do not know how beautiful you look and how much I am shook and how wonderful you walk and how amazingly you talk. You speak the truth and now I am, too. I want you. No more to prove.
Us is what it should be.
Or maybe you did not hear me for this Life is not what it should be, I am looking for a 'we' and not a 'could be.'
You opened your mouth and to me you said 'hi' and it made me almost want to cry because in your eyes I would see the world that maybe I could welcome myself to but I know it would be hard. No one has to tell me. I already know because the frustration and the irritation has taken me over once before. Now it is bigger and more clear than before. I have been in Love before but never with a man like you before. Before there was a 'them', God said there would be a 'we' but something got in the way. That day, something got in the way. But if it were not for that day, I would have never met you. So bless the day.
Deep in the heart of this girl so doubtful but oh so hopeful. You make this seem so easy but I must be crazy, Life doesn't flow this simply.
If Life doesn't flow this simply then why is there a possibility that maybe there could be an us?
Why is the greatest question ever asked and never answered. We would be the first to unlock this mystery..
..there goes that we again. Walking past my house again. Flustering my dogs again. I hear them barking again. I look out my window and it is no one again. I go to that place and I see you again. My mind tells me no but my heart is steady yelling..
Us is what it should be."
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