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Steven James

Shine down upon the many Light our way Benevolent sun

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Black then white are all I see in my infancy. red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me. lets me see. As below, so above and beyond, I imagine drawn beyond the lines of reason. Push the envelope. Watch it bend.Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind. Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines.Black then white are all I see in my infancy. red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me. lets me see there is so much more and beckons me to look through to these infinite possibilities. As below, so above and beyond, I imagine drawn outside the lines of reason. Push the envelope. Watch it bend.Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind. Withering my intuition leaving all these opportunities behind.Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line. Reaching out to embrace the random. Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human.With my feet upon the ground I lose myself between the sounds and open wide to suck it in, I feel it move across my skin. I'm reaching up and reaching out, I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me. And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been. We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.Spiral out. Keep going, going...
I have come curiously close to the end, though Beneath my self indulgent pitiful hole. defeated i Concede and move closer. I may find comfort here I may find peace within the emptiness. how pitiful.Its calling me ...And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping. The moon tells me a secret. my confidant. As full and bright as I am, this light is not my own A million light reflections pass over me Its source is bright and endless. She resuscitates the hopeless Without her we are lifeless satellites drifting.And as I pull my head out I am without one doubt Dont want to be down here Feeding my narcissism i Must crucify the ego Before its far too late I pray the light lifts me outBefore I pine away. ...So crucify the ego Before its far too late To leave behind this place so Negative and blind and cynicalAnd we will come to find That we are all one mind Capable of all thats Imagine the unconceivableJust let the light touch you And let the words spill thorough Just let them pass right through, Bringing out our hope and reason.Before we pine away.

Music:

You fucking disappoint mePassive-aggressive bullshit...Before I cross my heart and hope to die at all Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars Before I close my eyes I'm gonna give it up Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liarsThere's a point we pass from which we can't return.I feel insane every single time I'm asked to compromise ‘Cause I'm afraid and stuck in my ways and that’s the way it stays So how long did I expect love to outweigh ignorance? By that look on your face I may have forced the scale to tipWhat's the worst thing I could say? Things are better if I say So long and goodnight So long and goodnight

Heroes:

here I lay still and breathless just like always still I want some more mirrors sideways who cares what's behind just like always still your passenger chrome buttons, buckles and leather surfaces these and other lucky witnesses now to calm me take me around again drive faster roll the windows down this cool night air is curious let the whole world look in who cares who sees anything I'm your passenger I'm your passenger drop these down and put them on me nice cool seats there to cushion your knees now to calm me take me around again just don't pull over this time would you please drive faster roll the windows down this cool night air is curious let the whole world look in who cares who sees what tonight roll these misty windows down to catch my breath again and then go and go and go just drive me home then back again here I lay just like always don't let me go take me to the edge

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music = real sweet
Posted by Steven James on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 11:18:00 PST