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About Me


About me:
"I love Shawn more then anything else in this world!!!"
Everyone has a light and a dark side, I find, and I am no exception. If you are looking for all the answers, I do not have them. If you are looking for someone who is happy all the time, I am not, nor am I always shrouded in darkness.
I'm just a girl, and as long as you don't ask more of me than you would give of yourself, then we will be just fine. What you see is what you get unless you take the time to look behind this mask...
I'll be honest, I have the rather stereotypical poetic tendency of falling into month long binges of being unhappy. A by product of being bi-polar, I'm afraid. So, if you're surprised when I don't seem like the most cheery person on the face of the planet, do not say that you were not warned. Because when I fall, I fall hard, and landing is never easy.
On the reverse, when I am happy, I am blissful. I truly do try and see the good in most, or all, people with whom I come into contact. I believe in the inherent good in man, and always try and believe that people are as beautiful as they have the potential to be.
As for myself...I'm self-destructive, too nice sometimes and I seem to have a problem with learning from my mistakes. But fuck it, I'm me and I know I'm a good person. And in the end, that's all you need to know.
I try to be a good friend, even if I'm not all that skilled at it, and I am very protective of those I love. It's not always easy, but few things in life of value are, I find. When I love, I love completely, as I'm something of an emotional extremeist.
I'm lucky, because I have the most amazing boyfriend, friends and family anyone could ever ask for. (: I love spending time with my boyfriend, Shawn and hanging out with my friends like Kelley, David and Michael. God knows we have a LOT of fun! hehe ♥



My Interests



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I'd like to meet:


Who I would like to meet:

"There are no happy endings, because nothing ever ends..."

First off, I'm not looking to hook up with anybody or anything, because I have an amazing boyfriend who is the best ever and I love him with all my heart!! ♥

I'm always up for making new friends though...

So if you have these traits/qualities/whatever, I'd probably like to meet you: Intelligence, animal lover (especially cats!), open-minded, creative, empathetic, compassionate, deep thinker, witty, sarcastic, liberal, laid back, horror movie buff, lover of indie films, love to drink, always up for a fun time.

If you have these, I probably wouldn't: Racist, stupidity, ignorance, religious fanatic, redneck, conservative, overly cocky, insane neat freak, user, player, two-faced.




P.S.---

Damn, these quizzes know me WAY better then you do!!! Insightful, much? ; ) ~*~Quizzes~*~

What type of Fae are you?

Find your Celestial Choir

Take the Mage quiz.

Take the Role-Playing Stereotype quiz.

Take the Villain quiz.

Take the What High School Stereotype Are You? quiz.

Take the What Type of Friend Are You? quiz.

You Are An INFP
The IdealistYou are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close, to show them who you truly are.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.
You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings.
At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.
How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak What's Your Personality Type?

What Your Favorite Color Pink Says About You:
Blissful --- Content --- Romantic
Idealistic --- Expressive --- Artistic
Funny --- Quirky --- Individualistic What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?

Who Should Paint You: Pablo Picasso

Your an expressive soul who shows many emotions, with many subtleties
Only a master painter could represent your glorious contradictions What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait?

You Are a Flawless Beauty!

When it comes to beauty, you spare no expense - and it shows
You're the kind of woman a man would launch a thousand ships for
It's hard for anyone to beat you in the beauty department
But remember, it's okay to show a flaw or too - you've got plenty to spare What Type of Beauty Are You?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence

You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well.
An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly.
You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view.
A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary.

You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator. What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Your Love is Represented by a Orange Rose

When you're in love, you tend to be overwhelmed and consumed by desire.
You develop fascinations with people easily, and they're sometimes even borderline obsessions!
You tend to come on strong. Your love is as hot as a flame. What Rose Represents Your Love?

You Are A Blue Girl
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Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you.
You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.
If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.
You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart. What Color Girl Are You?

Your Psyche is Violet

You are spiritual, intuitive, and serene.
People trust you to rescue them from bad situations, and you usually come through.
While you are quite enlightened, you find that your path is very lonely.

When you are too violet: you can't connect to ordinary life or ordinary people

When you don't have enough violet: you lack wisdom and can't learn from the past What Color Is Your Psyche?

You Should Be A Gemini

What's good about you: witty and energetic, you're simply the most fun to be around

What's bad about you: you're flighty - losing interest in people and projects quickly

In love: you enjoy the "honeymoon phase," but after that it's hard for you to stick around

In friendship, you're: likely to have many groups of friends, with many different interests

Your ideal job: mime, guru, or cartoonist

Your sense of fashion: casual and simple

You like to pig out on: fast food, especially burritos What Sign Should You Be?

Your True Love Is a Scorpio
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Why you'll love a Scorpio:

Strong and sexy, Scorpio will overpower you into falling in love (before you even realize it!).
You'll love being swept away by Scorpio - into a world of insane passion.

Why a Scorpio will love you:

You don't mind letting your Scorpio take the reigns, as long as you know you're truly cared for.
Loyal and devoted, you would never do anything to set off insanely jealous Scorpio. What Sign Is Your True Love?

You Are the Ace of Hearts
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Youthful and playful, you love life and the world.
You have a kind spirit, and you bring happiness to everyone you know.

Artistic and bold, you see the world in bright colors.
And you certainly aren't afraid to express everything you see and feel.

You are sentimental, and your emotions are very deep.
You are easily swept away and easily hurt.

A gamble you should take: Blackjack

Your friends would describe you as: Unique

Your enemies would describe you as: Weepy

If you lived in Vegas, you would be: An up and coming chef or fashion designer What Playing Card Are You?

You are a City Girl!
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Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl.
You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion.
And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun.
Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him! What Kind of Girl Are You?

You Are Cherry Kiss Lip Gloss

You're a total girly girl who's every guy is sweet on.
You take pleasure in the simple things in life, from cute t-shirts to stuffed animals.

Any guy needs to match your romantic idealism to win your heart, which is why few have.
No wonder Cherry your signature flavor. It's delicious, sugary, and fun - like you! What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You?

Books:



Heroes:

My mom & dad. ♥
Anyone who has the courage to stand up for what they believe in and anyone who treats people with kindness and respect.

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Fun times!!

So I've been having the time of my life lately! Just check out my pics and you'll be able to see! lol  Tonight, I'll be hanging out with Ronnie so can't wait for that. David and Kelley might come...
Posted by æApril♥Shawnæ on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 02:27:00 PST

Quotes!

I love these! And in the end you start thinking about the beginning. I think I'm afraid to be happy because whenever I get too happy, something bad always happens. -Charlie Brown Girls and boys are s...
Posted by æApril♥Shawnæ on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 06:08:00 PST