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About Me

handgliding on the wings of chaos.
radical truth-teller.
mockumentary.
constant metamorphosis.
the history of dental hygiene.
the history of hats, in art.
oscillating wildly.
But we, when moved by deep feeling, evaporate; we
breathe ourselves out and away; from moment to moment
our emotion becomes fainter, like a perfume.
Though someone may tell us:
"Yes, you've entered my bloodstream, the room, the whole springtime
is filled with you..."--what does it matter? he can't contain us,
we vanish inside him and around him. And those who are beautiful,
oh who can retain them? Appearance ceaselessly rises
in their face, and is gone. Like dew from the morning grass,
what is ours floats into the air, like steam from a dish
of hot food. O smile, where are you going? O upturned glance:
new warm receding wave on the sea of the heart...
alas, but that is what we are. Does the infinite space
we dissolve into, taste of us then?
-Rainer Maria Rilke

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

COWGIRLS EVERYWHERE.

I would love to find you, growing wild out by the woods.

I'd make a basket with the front of my teeshirt

and take home as many of you as I could.

My Blog

I can't believe it was so easy.

I loved you so much. I would have done anything in the world for you. Tackled mountains, fought giants, roped the moon. Traveled across the country to be with you. Waited any length of time. Throw a w...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Nov 2009 08:38:00 GMT

wow...

I just realized that exactly a year ago, on this day, I left Colorado. I cried as I watched the mountains disappear out of my disconnected plane window. Foot by foot wide at most, I cried as I watched...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Nov 2009 05:26:00 GMT

SWASTICOCK.

Really? Nine views this week and I haven't even updated this blog in at leaaaast a month and a half? Maybe twoWellllllllllll. I'm at over 11,000 views. That's kind of weird. I do have a stalker though...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Nov 2009 04:15:00 GMT

first snow.

winter is rapidly descending. soon it will weigh so heavy on us it will be difficult to even lift our heads. at the same time i brace myself for it and anticipate it eagerly. scrambling to get a decen...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Oct 2009 00:58:00 GMT

new neighbors

There is a certain delicacy that goes into packing a bag that will be your home for the next however long. Making sure you can fit everything you need. Trying not to forget anything. Trying not to tak...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Aug 2009 17:09:00 GMT

third time's a charm

things are simmering.I'm building, I'm building.There are setbacks, of course. It's hard to keep straight sometimes, you get caught up in a delusion that maybe everything really will be alright if you...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Aug 2009 19:03:00 GMT

transcendence

call it developmentcall it evolutioncall itwhatever you want itlife is a highwayand I wanna ride it all night longOh I'm learning alright,and my hair is growing, growing,growing all the time.grant me ...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Jul 2009 01:24:00 GMT

overhaul

Being here at my mom's has been rough. There are so many deep, old wounds that on the surface look healed, but then she comes along with her seamripper tongue, and everything comes flooding out. There...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Jul 2009 08:21:00 GMT

learning to swim

have patience.think before you speak.take your time.and always point the knife away from your face. advice from my grandmother that I still have trouble remembering when it counts.Somehow I feel like ...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Jul 2009 08:06:00 GMT

if you're into it.

well I guess it's been awhile. I've been working alot. Old habits die hard. Shit man, so much has gone on. I don't even remember the last thing I wrote about. Eh well, I got a job at this seafood res...
Posted by on Sun, 17 May 2009 20:20:00 GMT