Jessica. the Girl...is a proud new mama! <3

About Me

I'm Jessica.
I'm twenty-one, bitches!!!
I talk a lot of shit.
I have the greatest man and the cutest little man in the world!

I'm a lot deeper than most would expect...

Open Heart. Open Mind.

"If you surrender completely to the moments as they pass, you live more richly in those moments. Reach high, for stars lie hidden in your soul. Dream deep, for every dream precedes the goal. Independence is happiness. Instead of giving myself reasons why I can't, I give myself reasons why I can. At times our own light goes out and is rekindled by a spark from another person."

Enlarging the Spirit.
Encouraging the Heart.

"If you work hard in life, you will be rewarded.
If you take shortcuts, you will be cut short."

My Interests

Family
Stacinator
Shannon
Music
Tattoos
Piercings
Yoga
Friends
Knowledge
Life
Art
Photography
Beauty
Shoes
Sleeping
Kissing
Sunglasses
Concerts
Fashion
Cuddling
Books
Making Things
Making Skrilla
Re-creation
Rain
Panties
Conspiracy
Crime
Loving
Fighting
Driving
Uniqueness
Hair
Makeup
Clothing
Change
Living

I'd like to meet:

Friends.

If I don't know you I probably won't add you..

I don't keep with liars anymore.

Music:

I'm two years old strapped to the back seat.
Sweat drips off the toes of my baby feet.
The heat increases and my arms are locked in.
My stomach turns and the expulsion begins.
But the words get stuck at the back of my throat.
They dive head-first back into my soul.
Where a scared little girl hides in the flaps.
The reflex begins and my ribs collapse.
..Aesop Rock
Against Me!
Atmoshepe
The Bled
Bob Marley and the Wailers
Brand New
Chiodos
Circa Survive
Cursive
Dear Hunter
Death From Above 1979
Deftones
Dr. Dre
Every Time I Die

The Faint
The Fall Of Troy

Fear Before the March of Flames
Gatsby's American Dream
Head Automatica
Horrorpops
Immortal Technique
Incubus
Jack Johnson
Kasabian
Ludacris
Mars Volta
Minus the Bear
Muse
The Neptunes
N.E.R.D.
Operation Ivy
Paramore
Pearl Jam
Pepper
Pink Floyd
Portugal. the Man
Pretty Girls Make Graves
RX Bandits
Saosin
Saves The Day
Schoolyard Heroes
Social Distortion
The Sounds

The Sounds Of Animals Fighting
Sublime
Taking Back Sunday
Tegan and Sara
Thrice
Thursday
Tool
Underoath
Vaux
Why?

Movies:

The Butterfly Effect
Charlie And The Chocolate Factory
CKY
Club Dread
Crybaby
Dirty Work
Donnie Darko
Edward Scissorhands
Empire Records
Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas
Fight Club
Garden State
Half Baked
How High
Kill Bill Volume I & II
Monsters Inc.
Super Troopers
Anything with Johnny Depp
Anything by Quentin Tarantino or Tim Burton

Television:

KILL your television!

Scrubs
Project Runway
Shear Genius
Paranormal State
South Park
Futurama
Aqua Teen Hunger Force

Books:

Feed the MIND... FEED ME!

Chuck Palahniuk

Heroes:

Anyone who follows their dreams...
Anyone who has found beauty in this cold, harsh world...

My Blog

An Entirely Different Person...

It has been eight days since Shannon was born and I seriously feel like an entirely different person...in a wonderful and positive sort of way. Throughout the preganancy I knew that I would eventually...
Posted by Jessica. the Girl...is a proud new mama! <3 on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 10:35:00 PST

Lifetime change...

So Stacy and I found out a week ago that we're pregnant. As of right now my due date is September 11 but that may change later. I'll keep you all posted. Yay baby!
Posted by Jessica. the Girl...is a proud new mama! <3 on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 08:52:00 PST

These are a few of my favorite things...

Okay, so I totally have one of the best photo albums EVER! So I thought I would share...ENJOY!Hubbie and wifey....The Crew (Minus a few)Chris, Shane, and ChrisBillMike, Derek, and RoySpencer and Katie...
Posted by Jessica. the Girl...is a proud new mama! <3 on Mon, 05 Dec 2005 11:41:00 PST

For Every Girl...

This is what love is all about...To every girl that is scared toput her heart out there again,because she has been hurtso badly.To every girl that has beencheated on,because she's not a slutwho gives ...
Posted by Jessica. the Girl...is a proud new mama! <3 on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 10:58:00 PST

There Are Things In This World That Just Can't Be Understood...

Some quotes courtesy of my lauffer Ashley! She's a question without answers, who feels like falling apart. She knows, she's so much more than worthless, but she needs to find her purpose. she wond...
Posted by Jessica. the Girl...is a proud new mama! <3 on Sat, 04 Mar 2006 11:22:00 PST

Silly Rabbit, Drugs Are For EVERYONE!

Silly Rabbit, Drugs Are For EVERYONE! Warning: everything is a drug! Don't eat, don't sleep, don't live. Forget everything that you know and listen to the facts. Mr. Sci, a website dedica...
Posted by Jessica. the Girl...is a proud new mama! <3 on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 04:51:00 PST

Change Is Brewing And I'm In The Pot...

I'm starting a new chapter in this story I call life: I feel good about myself and what's going on for once. I feel free. I feel like there is so much in store for me right now. I feel like I can fin...
Posted by Jessica. the Girl...is a proud new mama! <3 on Wed, 26 Oct 2005 11:10:00 PST

For Miles...

i know one day all our scars will disappea, like the stars at dawn and all of our pain will fade away when morning comes and on that day when we look backwards we will see everything is changed and al...
Posted by Jessica. the Girl...is a proud new mama! <3 on Mon, 24 Oct 2005 12:03:00 PST

Stick And Stones Can Break My Bones But Words Can Always Hurt Me...

I am the type of person that will take someone at their word. Words are sacred. If you do not live up to your words then how can you have any relationship other than enemies? I'm just sick of being...
Posted by Jessica. the Girl...is a proud new mama! <3 on Thu, 20 Oct 2005 11:21:00 PST

One Three One

I'm in a really good mood right now. It's the fucking weekend [after one hell of a hard week] and I get to go home! Yay! I really am excited to go home. I love ASU and all of my friends up here and th...
Posted by Jessica. the Girl...is a proud new mama! <3 on Fri, 07 Oct 2005 01:32:00 PST