Upon a click of the mouse you have stumbled to my profile, and now I must act Host of the Ball, a ring leader of the sorts, to entertain you whist your stay. "Welcome I say to you", and I annouce the line up for the night. The features include who I am, what I do, and what sort of future I discover for you and I at the same moment.
Who I am?
I am no one, because the Lord has blessed me and taken away all possessions from me. I saw this as my curse, but truly it is a blessing, I can't imagine how blind I was folks! But I do carry a name. People have called me many things throught my 28+ years on our mothers body(Earth), some which include: Asshole, Jerk, Bitch, Kind, Nerd, Loser, Idiot, Educated, Kind, Hateful, Gentle, Rough... etc. Which leads me to believe that no one is right and people contradict each other often. So I listen to no one.
What I do?
I think, I think, and when I'm done thinking.. I think somemore. My mind is my shelter, and in there no one can harm me. I sometimes wish I could fall into a coma, and just float away. I work, and I try to carry on with my blessing. Those who know me well enough to talk to me know what I do, and to them I say thank you!! Keep me in your prayers...
Future...
Live for today and today only.. not the past or future.. I used to have alot of goals, but who can set goals? only to be broken? yea, you die today and you can't climb Mt. Everest no more.. sucks fo you pal! So enjoy today to the fullest, if you talk to someone and they hate you.. Let them, sucks for them cuz if they die, they die with hate.
Ladies..and gents(and please, no gents)
Look.. I'm not on here to cause or to start any kind of new beginning. I know who I am, b/c of the things that happen to me daily. I'm here to find friends, and that's it. I don't want to have any kinds of relationships, b/c I'm not ready or am I stable enough to carry one out. In other words, I'm not well
