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About Me

My name is Hilary, I am a Junior in High school. I am a happy person with lots of friends, but i can be VERY emotional, so careful what you say, cause i cant always take a joke. I have problems with flirting, I am taken, but most the time when I'm talking to people, I usually end up flirting with them, and i cant tell if im doing it or not, so oh well. My boyfriend forgives me so thats all that matters. I can be very weird and random sometimes, but again, its just the kind of person I am. If you judge me leave and never come back, cause I really dont want to hear it. I hear it enough at school. I like wearing corsets and short skirts with leather boots, and I like wearing chokers, but that doesn't mean I'm "easy" and that doesn't mean I'm a slut or anything.. I just like to be different.


The love of my life is named William Cota. He is the best guy i have ever met in my whole life...well.. besides my daddy of course ^_^. I am madly inlove with him... I couldn't even think of living without him. He is 20 years old...*looks at you* RELAX!! I am seventeen you dumb asses... but anyway, yea so hes older than I am.. but who cares.. my parents sure don't, and neither do I. I love him very very much. We met through one of my x's, funny isn't it? But yea, so i met him June 6th the night of the block party, we didn't really hang out much, but i saw him running around with his shirt off.. *droool* Hes sexy.. hehe.. But the next day at the Dairy Princess parade I was waiting for.. Tyler (my x) and he said that he was bringing Will, so i was like.. ok... and when they arrived we were hanging out and Will took out a cigg and I started walking away he asked "Where are you going?" I told him that I have asthma and cant be around smoke, so he threw it on the ground and said "I quit.."
So we continued hanging out and I realized I have ALOT in common with him, well fetish wise anyway.. We both have a neck fetish.. and that started alot.. haha... So after the parade we went to the fire works and i sat in his lap, scratching his neck, by the end of the night his neck was covered in scratches.. haha.. But yea.. so when my dad came to get me, he was waiting with me at mrs. Busch's door and he told me we had to hang out on Monday....
Sooo.. on Monday June 9th 2008, the best day of my life, William and I hung out in the park down town, and of course i continued scratching his neck and being a tease to him. then...O///O he pulled me in and bit my neck really hard.. which of course was the begining.. we made out after that.. Apparently we were a great show for the passing cars.. haha.. but since that day William and I have been going out..with not one single fight. *knock on wood*

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

RYAN REYNOLDS!!

DREW BARRYMORE

WHOEVER PLAYS LESTAT

My Blog

The never ending Roller Coaster

Round and round Her feelings goNever stopping No matter how slowUp then downAround againHer feelings changeWith no dead endShe wonders whyOr what to doThey jump aroundBut she hasn't a clueShe figures ...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Apr 2009 12:55:00 GMT

UNFINISHED

I hide my feelings From your eyesTo keep you safeFrom all the liesIve done no wrongAs you say soBut I'm not that strongAs I'm sure you knowTHIS IS UNFINISHED!!!! TO TIRED TO FINISH TONIGHT!!
Posted by on Fri, 03 Apr 2009 23:30:00 GMT

Just Letting some stress out

Why is it that im so fucking stupid?? Why couldn't I have realized these feelings before I met Will..............damn it. Damn it, I like girls a whole lot more than guys... guys are fun to torture.. ...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Apr 2009 23:14:00 GMT

Never Go

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Posted by on Thu, 19 Mar 2009 21:41:00 GMT

Is love true?

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Posted by on Thu, 19 Mar 2009 21:33:00 GMT

I didn't do it for you..

I took the state regents tests for the third time.... the first two timesI got a 20 and a 35 on the global.. and on the math i got a 20 and a 30and my parents wanted to kill meSo i had to take them ag...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Jan 2009 16:56:00 GMT

If you want a DIV made by me

Go to this link http://s719.photobucket.com/albums/ww197/Edwards_Bella4E/ Pick out two backgrounds (one for your background and one for your boxes). Send me a message with the pictures(backgrounds) or...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Dec 2008 18:27:00 GMT

I hate....

I hate me this way.... I hate being so dependent on someone else.... I hate being scared for whats to come in my future... I really hate that i worry those I love. I cant stand how i go from being ha...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Dec 2008 18:40:00 GMT

20 things I never wanted to be

(This is a list of things i have been since i moved here, it doesn't mean i am some of these things now)1. Depressed and lonley2. A flirt3. Emotionally unstable4. Scared of my own life5. Worry wort6. ...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Dec 2008 18:23:00 GMT

The Haunted Girl

She lies in her grave Dirt covering her faceHer skin ice coldHer heart no longer beatsShe rises from the groundHer eyes glowing redHer skin tinted blueIn her hand is a knifeShe floats in the airHer fe...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Dec 2008 18:04:00 GMT