B.E.N. Jamin ™ - ProfilesArchive

About Me

.......................................You have never met anyone like me...................................... My name is Ben. I call the City of Angels my home. Los Angeles is the first place I have ever felt completely comfortable being myself. But now I'm ready to experience NYC. Grew up in small town America and have no desire to ever return, it is not the place for me. I moved away four years ago and only returned when i was obligated. It's been a year now, the only thing that will bring me back is death...I used to be so sure what i wanted my life to be...now I'm not so sure. Every day is different. Every new day is a change which i love.As of now, i attend the Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandising (FIDM) as a marketing major. I hate school more than anything, and i despise being there. I have ambition with no drive, does that make sense?I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

I love fashion, theater, reading, and hanging out with friends. My favorite thing to do is go out to eat. I enjoy the clubs if I'm in the mood. i love fashion magazines because i wanna work for one. i can name almost every single model i see...I'm not sure if I'm proud of that

I'd like to meet:

Christina Aguilera, Ian Somerhalder, and IMG model David Smith

Music:

im totally emo when it comes to music. Ace of Base is the all-time shit! Christina Aguilera is the mother of my children. i love the ataris, alicia keys, avril, britney, ben jelen, nine days, lifehouse, blink, sarah mclachlan, beyonce, damien rice, coldplay, keane, the goo goo dolls, the killers, eminem, tatu, celine dion, savage garden, rise against, tracey chapman, no doubt, vertical horizon, josh groban, jason mraz, evanescence, dashboard confessional, my local boys the format, kelly clarkson, sugarcult, switchfoot, gavin degraw, and a million others. I also love musicals!! WICKED, RENT, LITTLE SHOP, MAMMA MIA, INTO THE WOODS, PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, JEKYLL AND HYDE, DREAMGIRLS, THE PRODUCERS, 42ND STREET just to name a few...

Movies:

Don't watch a lot of movies....Pan's Labyrinth is one of my new favorites; American Beauty, Camp, Closer, Clueless, The Rules of Attraction, RENT, Moulin Rouge, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Corpse Bride, Mean Girls, etc......

Television:

I don't watch it

Books:

The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand, Mysterious Skin by Scott Heim, The Snow Garden by Christopher Rice, To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee, A Case of Need by Michael Crichton, The Rules of Attraction and Glamorama by Brett Easton Ellis, The Giver by Lois Lowry

Heroes:

I think Xtina Aguilera is just amazing in every way. There is no denying her amazing talent. She incessantly reinvents herself, does everything on her own terms, and doesnt give a fuck what people think...

My Blog

Officially Carless

Again! I no longer have a vehicle and have no money to get a new one. It was the worst car ever, over 500$ worth of parking tickets in 2007 alone, broken into and had my ipod and adapter s...
Posted by B.E.N. Jamin ™ on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 01:13:00 PST

Spinning Empty Bottles

In case anyone is wondering why Vanessa Carlton's "White Houses" is on my profile at this time, allow me to explain.For one, i melt for a beautiful piano compostion. And second, if you listen to...
Posted by B.E.N. Jamin ™ on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 12:59:00 PST

The weight of L.A.

The way of life in L.A. has begun to take its toll on me. It is city i love, and a city i loathe. I am so very comfortable in my own skin here which is why it's great for me to be here.......
Posted by B.E.N. Jamin ™ on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 03:42:00 PST

A funny thing happened on the way to the forum

It brings a smile to my face....and not a happy smile, more like a surprising confused smile."I have never met anyone like you.".....It is a phrase i often i hear. A phrase that is often said to...
Posted by B.E.N. Jamin ™ on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 04:46:00 PST

Missing You.....

I miss you so much i don't even know how to express myself.... I miss the countless hours we used to spend together.... I miss how i could always come to you and let out my emotions.... I ...
Posted by B.E.N. Jamin ™ on Mon, 22 May 2006 09:43:00 PST

and....CUT!!

As in my hair!! Yes that is correct, my long no longer fried hair has been cut short....Just think of me with Natalie Portman's pixie hair cut and that is what it looks like! p.s. picture...
Posted by B.E.N. Jamin ™ on Mon, 01 May 2006 12:41:00 PST

Lent

So today is fat tuesday which means the tomorrow is the first day of lent..... So i have decided to give up something that i love very much for forty days and forty nights........ And that something i...
Posted by B.E.N. Jamin ™ on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 02:47:00 PST

Update

Hey everyone, Thank you all so much for your support after what happened. im able to laugh about it now! I finally recieved my phone yesterday so please send me a message with your number becaus...
Posted by B.E.N. Jamin ™ on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 04:39:00 PST

I was held up, it was scary : (

I was walking home from the metro tonight after work and i stopped into subway which is two blocks from my apartment. i left and was walking home. Just fyi downtown LA is like a ghost town...
Posted by B.E.N. Jamin ™ on Mon, 05 Dec 2005 08:29:00 PST

Untitled (How could this happen to me)

You know when you here a song and for some reason that you can't explain it just strikes a nerve? well this song did it for me... Untitled (how could this happen to me) by Simple Plan I open my ...
Posted by B.E.N. Jamin ™ on Fri, 11 Nov 2005 01:07:00 PST