Steve [ From Myspace ] ™

i'm steve
that boy you've always wanted to know
They let him down oh so gently
They put him out like a candle at daybreak
But when i saw him I fell at his feet as if dead
And he put his right hand upon me and said fear not
For I am the first, and the last
I'm just a lowly merch guy for Daylight Tragedy I love. I hate. I am human. I am real. I feel free. I read. I write. I sing. Im a designer whore. I'm a Gemini. I hate liars, fakes, and cheaters. Im not straght edge, but i dont drink often. I smoke when im stressed. Im not a killer, but dont push me. I put others before myself. I love to write and take photos. I am everything you love and want. I am everything you hate and wish didn't exist. I'm not perfect, and neither are you. I dont cry very often, but when I do its something big. I make people cry, but they deserve it. I prefer realism over fantasy. I make mistakes, and I take blame for those mistakes. I am no better than anyone else, and you are no better than me. I blame others for some of my mistakes, I also take blame for others mistakes. I have flaws, many flaws, but without them I am just as lost as being with them. Im very random but not when I need to be serious. I love cuddling & making out. Someday I hope to be what I want to be not what others say I should. As a kid I didnt have much guidence or influence to follow a certain path so I choose my own path which can be uncertain. I dont like being lied to so I wont lie to you. I speak my mind which sometimes gets me in trouble. I can be too honest and peoples feelings get hurt unintentionally. I'm a very simple boy, very laid back and comfortable with anyone, but I have a very complex mind and outlook. I'm opinionated but not pushy, although I will stand up for what I believe in no matter what. I'm not ashamed of who I am or what I believe and I'll defend it, if the need arises. I enjoy writing, but im going to Columbia College Chicago for graphic design//advertising. I'll have to work my ass off to get where I want to be, and I'm okay with that. My bff Mary is better than you will ever hope to be. Lauren says im adorableXcore. Im here to make myself happy, not you, but im not selfish. Ive been called conceited, cocky, and even egotistical. Im not, but i am confident in myself as i should be. I love my friends more than life. Dont fuck with them or i will destroy you. The greatest times in my life have been simple. A cold night, watching a good movie, cuddling on a couch with someone special. Those are the memories I will keep forever. Im not your typical boy and im aware that all boys say this, but you need to really get to know me to see that its true. Yes, i wear girls pants, little boys shirts, and makeup. Try and keep from creaming in your pants. Its not that big of a deal, really, its not.
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I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and I'm Okay.
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