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About Me

...working at some small time foundation ...currently fearing that all the four years of learning about writing had been erased by a bad dream ...craving for Reese's peanut butter cups...i believe in the goodness in every person, no matter how bad they are, so that makes me a sucker.does crazy things late at night. not raunchy, sleazy crazy. just crazy crazy... likes singing her heart out when she thinks nobody is within the 50 foot radius... cries when she can't sleep... does not have the power or the energy to move on and get her act together, though she tries... thinks better when there's 5hrs-before-deadline kind of pressure... obsessed with work clothes, dresses, blazers, heels and embelishments (if there's such a word)... impulsive shopper. more so, an impulsive person... loves regrets... gets bored to death and freakingly lazy countless of times... thinks the world is a stage with a long runway in the middle... can feel that she is destined for greatness at one minute and soon to be a beggar the next... lives beyond her means because she thinks there's a hidden pot of gold hidden in her wallet...right now: have the evil urge to punch some people in the face. wants to tastes home-cooked food. wants keebler's oven-baked cookies. wants to watch movies. just be happy even though hapiness is selfish.Layout made by ECD & C0 at CreateBlog.com .
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My Interests

bargain books and magazines. badminton. swimming. pizza. ommissions as betrayals. late-nights, early mornings. pasta. keema! chinese food! cold rock mint choc chip mix. go nuts donuts strawberry frost. proverbial sessions. chicken. surprises, good ones. dreyer's mint choco chip ice cream. timtam's mint choco chip. chicken special chelo. maglakad sa initan. watching movies. secured spontaneity.

I'd like to meet:

surprise me

Music:

motioncity soundtrack. jem. imogen heap. aqualung. jeff buckley. the jets. damien rice. joni mitchell. iron and wine. jimmy eat world. the sundays. sarah maclachlan. maroon5. n.e.r.d. sugarfree. dc. radiohead. a perfect circle. rhcp. coldplay. tori amos. silverchair. taking back sunday. dancing in the moonlight - toploader. blue and yellow - the used.ida - triptych. maps - yeah, yeah, yeahs. love will tear us apart - fallout boy. the old eraserheads and rivermaya. tulad ng dati - the dawn. love is - join the club.

Movies:

goal! mean girls. a lot like love. love me if you dare. closer. the aviator. garden state. meet joe black. legends of the fall. wicker park. shark tale. the little black book. a beautiful mind. in good company. white oleander. life as a house. gia. i am sam. dude where's my car. forrest gump. cruel intentions. reality bites. say anything. girl, interrupted. killing me softly. prime. say anything. the spanish apartment. city of god.

Television:

veronica mars. america's next top model. oprah. that 70's show. gilmore girls. CSI. pimp my ride. punk'd. temptation island. sex and the city. six ft. laguna beach. snl. the o.c. friends. the simpsons. conan o'brien. jon stewart's show (forgot the title). jay leno. conan o'brien.

Books:

memoirs of a geisha. a girl's guide to hunting and fishing. kitchen. np. 11 minutes. the devil wears prada. bergdorf blondes. girls. recuerdo. drama queen. twisted books. girls. marrying budha. shanghai baby. the da vinci code. shopaholic series. the queen of the big time. norwegian wood - haruki murakami.

Heroes:

myself. midori of norwegian wood. estee lauder.

My Blog

what happened

i failed a quali exam i want to pass...then i rrealized that i want it because it's cool but i'm not really cut out for that stuff...too serious...but i still want it...sometimes, i want to be serious...
Posted by joanarc on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

do you deserve happiness?

i think i do...but not this much...trust me, when you get to know, you'll know...i've done stupid things in the past...real stupid things...that's why i have a deep paranoia about karma...i always thi...
Posted by joanarc on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

it's not funny

it really isn't....if you're in my shoes, you'd probably be dead by now...ok i'm kidding...but it's that worse... can't say anything because you have no one to talk to...can't cry because you're to...
Posted by joanarc on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

definitely not boredom

actually, i'm not bored...i just want to do something but i don't want to do it...i don't want to elaborate, i know you all know the feeling...if you don't, it's not my business...i have my own shit t...
Posted by joanarc on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

what to do when you have done all the good things

do something bad, or better yet, kill everyone you love...or kill yourself...that would be much better... i'm in a very, very dark mood. what's worse is, i caused this. not some dickhead who cou...
Posted by joanarc on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

truth kills a drama, so if your fucked up, don't read

i once hear a saying, "the real truth is never harsh." well, it does. it stings. it breaks. hard. real hard. sometimes you have to die to make truce for what you have done. yu have fooled a person to ...
Posted by joanarc on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the universe will conspire with our dreams - the alchemist

just got that from rosey...seems good to be believed...right now, i wish that's true... something's have come true in my life....after more than a year, it came true...felt good...things actually f...
Posted by joanarc on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

journ paper

i still haven't started..hehehe....still have emotional baggage with the topic...felt so involved but not really...just that this is the first time i'll put it on paper....everyone thinks i'm just mad...
Posted by joanarc on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

new way of saying hi

i'm here to rant so if you want optimism and world peace, you won't be getting it here. last week, five people asked me if i had a boyfirend instead of having an initial greeting of "hi!"(... must be ...
Posted by joanarc on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

hay...

i won't go to school tomorrow because i feel like i'm coming down with somehing since last saturday because of some stupid crap i did. if you would be sane enough you wouldn't put yourself into someth...
Posted by joanarc on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST