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About Me

I live in a garage that isnt sealed properly. I pee in my backyard. I sometimes go days without showering and mornings before work and school without brushing. I am unorthodox as well as unbalanced in appearance. I scare my cats by raising my arms and making elephant noises while hopping around like a fool. I drink a lot of coffee. I do not do any drugs. However, I do have a tendency to swim naked after drinking sailor jerrys. My nickname is "smiley". I am always thinking of twisted sexual gestures, animated and always inappropriate. My chest is hairy; my nipples are too. My pictures will have a disturbing yet sensually satisfying effect on your dreams. There are going to be long uncomfortable silences in real life conversations with me. Topics of conversation are typically creepy and somewhat eerie. Any sense of relativity will be diminished upon the completion of my first sentence. I sing violently in my car to the unwilling view of surrounding cars. I go to Cal State Long Beach. I am shy, therefore you will assume I am conceited.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People who aren’t "too cool" to respond when you say something to them. Large house-cats with interests in cannibalism, necrophilia, and poetry. A vampire in a business suit who isnt hungry for my blood. In other words, someone in a business suit who hasnt essentially lied which directly resulted in the misfortune of another person or group for the sake of their own self-promotion. People who arent fake. Dogs and cats who arent free-loaders. Cats that dont wake me up in the middle of the night with low-toned sexual moaning. Girls who dont tease. Guys who dont cockblock. Grandparents who attend punk rock shows. An Orange County girl thats interests dont include: clubs, bars, being the center of attention, being superficial, denying it, being drawn toward anything of wealth, and a twisted delusion of the fetish-like necessity of make-up and beauty products.

My Blog

Delusional Jealousy

Tugging, comforting, pulling, mendinga stones step close but a lightyear awaylyes my mind, processing distorted scenariosthe participants in there places playing their intended partsthe events transpi...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Jun 2009 00:01:00 GMT

Implied

my exploded heart is yours and i want yoursyou said it shouldnt be saidbut when you said it my heart exploded i felt the same wayif you are, i am
Posted by on Thu, 28 May 2009 23:53:00 GMT

Vexing Regard

i watched you strutting and posingyou displayed a handful of stylish garmentsadmiring your fortitude, i satyou wear them all too wellmy heart pounds upon your presenceis there something for mespectati...
Posted by on Fri, 01 May 2009 01:09:00 GMT

Precarious

im in lovei play into this anxiously, i standerroneousup, down, new, and oldprogress takes placeyour here im happyyour gone im confusedyour here im contentyour gone im sadtogether we make wavesalongsi...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 01:48:00 GMT

Atrophy

follow my discourse. carouse my patronizing smut. i consume your immaculate design; i am your squalor.
Posted by on Thu, 09 Apr 2009 00:07:00 GMT

Manufactured Empathy

Care is there when I dont need itThey dont give a shit about meWhen I need helpThey are nowhere to be foundI jump through hoops for youYou dont give a shitTurn another cheek and laugh another laughI w...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 00:51:00 GMT

Restless Observation

The macho bravado elevates youIt delusionally dignifies your powerIt runs parallel with societal normsA hierarchy of oppression fueled by masculinityI choose to deny this "gift"I choose to deny the un...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Mar 2009 12:34:00 GMT

Succinct Commentaries

Drink up build upyour masculinity callsGet drunk and fuckto prove you have ballsAnother morningMore mourningDepression fills medays dragYour companionship fulfillsUpon your departuremy mood drainsYou ...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 12:54:00 GMT

Makes me Sick

the employed, white, well-paid women on the news are reporting on the current state of the impoverished job market with smiles on their faces. what do they care? ha ha, isnt it funny..laugh away.
Posted by on Wed, 18 Mar 2009 12:49:00 GMT

Blissful Consternation

Each second stabs my emotionsMy nurturing nature, itchyEach slithering step is segregating My fragile existence, exposedStraying downward statesMeandering aimlessly I have a light 
Posted by on Tue, 10 Mar 2009 23:09:00 GMT