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VaniLLa DeLight ©

and i refuse to be concerned wit condescending advice; cuz i am tha only muthafucka who can change m

About Me


first thingz first, i dont deal wit immature people and tha lil gamez they b playin soo if u on that childish shit, go somewhere else wit that..
19 yrs old
i reside on tha southside
im an ARiES
i hav 3 jobs
i hav 1 bigg goal that i'm workin on accomplishing right now
i can tell if i like somebody within the first 5min of meeting them
i guess i should add that i don't like alot of people
anti social?...maybe, just a lil bit
however i do love my best friendssss brittany and leah
i music & poetry
i'm mad quiet, til u get to kno me
i don't want or need a man at the moment
so don't waste your time
i've been in love twice..
and i'll love both of those guys til tha day i die
kinda bitchy/emotional/crazy
if u wanna b in my life u'll accept all 3 of those traits =]
i hav a habit of embracing those who fuck me over
while pushing away those who [genuinely] care
guess i'm just a fukked up individual...
i wish i could turn back the hands of time
ignorance is my biggest annoyance
...anything else? then hit me up wit a message/comment

My Interests



"so i decided one day,
to tell her my feelings were true
i couldn't live without her
so i told her, facing my fears...
but honey's only response,
was a face full of tears
she could only sob hysterically,
holding me tight
I tried to speak,
but she wouldn't stop til I left sight
I felt like a moth who got
himself too close to the light
except i didn't burn...
i turned cold after that night..."
-iMM0RTAL TECHNiQUE

I'd like to meet:


This is Amazing..

Music:

i L0VE rap/hiphop music
and i guarantee that i kno more bout it than ya average girl...

Movies:

JUiCE
FREED0M WRiTERS
MENACE 2 S0CiETY
P0ETiC JUSTiCE
GET RiCH 0R DiE TRYiN
THE G0DFATHER
RUNNiN SCARED
MADEA'S FAMiLY REUNi0N
ATL

Television:


GIRLFRIENDS
KING 0F QUEENS
0NE TREE HILL
S0UL F00D
STR0NG MEDICINE
ANY DAY N0W

Books:

THE G0DFATHER
R0SE THAT GREW FRM C0NCRETE
ASTR0L0GY B00KS
NEVER SAY NEVER
iNSiDE A THUG'S HEART
THE N0TEB00K

Heroes:


honestly i didnt mean to cry so hard
the heartache was pourin in like rain
i didnt mean to show i cared
honestly i didnt mean
to laugh so loud
it just sounded so absurd
to u say that u want me
say that u need me
after everything u've done
really truly i didnt mean to hurt u
i jus thought maybe now
we'd hav better luck
the 2nd time around
its always better
the 2nd time i hear...
-BJG

My Blog

Dear Love...

*i know this isn't a very traditional poem    .....just some of my thoughts capeesh? Dear Love, First off, let me say I've missed youYou've been gone for so long.I wonder if you still think ...
Posted by VaniLLa DeLight © on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 12:31:00 PST

Sweet Ecstacy* (my ’dream’ man...)

kissing you, holding you embracing every inch of you two hearts, engaging in the most innocent sin emotionally connected physically intertwined and in that moment you were mine... if only for one nigh...
Posted by VaniLLa DeLight © on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 09:06:00 PST

Think of Me...

So the time has come And it's time for me to leave I see the tears in your eyes baby But don't cry for me I'm thankful for everything you've given me The good and the bad We've had so many amazing ti...
Posted by VaniLLa DeLight © on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 09:51:00 PST

Make Daddy Proud...

Crazy how far someone will go To make their daddy proud.. In a world of broken promises- A president's word should be strong Instead, it's a joke We're fighting a lost cause While families are being s...
Posted by VaniLLa DeLight © on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 03:05:00 PST

moving on...

and i lie to myself when i say its for the best cuz deep down i know no one else could have your effect on my heart on my soul and it's been the wrong guy every time before but situations arise, when ...
Posted by VaniLLa DeLight © on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 10:34:00 PST

In His Eyes...

(My ideal relationship...lol, sadly not a first hand experience at the moment, workin on it tho)   I'm a mess of insecurities, Plagued by a past of lies.. I'm full of trusting issues Yet I'm per...
Posted by VaniLLa DeLight © on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 03:26:00 PST

...To Sunrise

god wipe the tears from my eyes erase the memories, the pain, the lies if only i can make it to sunrise ...maybe i'll be alright   i've only begun the endless night and i'm all alone, strugglin ...
Posted by VaniLLa DeLight © on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 09:05:00 PST

Mr. Right?

said you'd never leave meso where are you now?i guess forever was whateverbut i'm wonderin how-it's so easyfor you to just let me fallyou lied; said you accepted meflaws and allnow i'm playin the fool...
Posted by VaniLLa DeLight © on Fri, 18 May 2007 04:21:00 PST

self portrait...

trapped within her self doubt she knows she's meant for so much more.. an endless battle... she dwells at rock bottom where misery is her constant companion she often sees the light only to be blinded...
Posted by VaniLLa DeLight © on Tue, 15 May 2007 04:13:00 PST

UNTiTLED o3.

  open tha door to my soul ...step inside disregard my pain look past my lies witness the tru inhabitant a young, weak girl who thought she knew everything but was proven wrong by the world stren...
Posted by VaniLLa DeLight © on Thu, 03 May 2007 03:12:00 PST