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Esperanza

threefold eutopian dream

About Me

My name is Hope Kathleen. I like playing the drums on rock band. I like designer jeans. love sun glasses. My favorite candies are carmel apple suckers. i love words, school, make up, my family. I like to rock climb. i love watching hockey. i enjoy working out. i'm a dancing queen. not a big one for diamonds but i love crystal. i like being comfortable and i love people. I like being educated and knowing whats going on in the world. i don't have problems with you unless you have problems with me. i say weird things. And laugh for no reason. I laugh too loud when i'm in an awkward situation. i'm strong willed and proud. I believe that a woman is the sharpest yet softest steel this earth can bear. She must be coddled and tended ceaslessly. She is a weapon to be hurled into the fiercest fray but to serve you well must be whetted and honed and protected and above all kept close beside you...i'm sensitive and spontaneous and i want to stay that way MyGen Profile Generator
Idsf Bucharest Dance Masters 2008 - Maurizio Melinda jive
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QSkEjeWF74g

My Interests

makeup, glitter, nice jeans, lipgloss and clothes, and the lack of clothes, happy friends, very dramatic, eccentric, confident people, school, dancing and MYSELF
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Hope* Kathleen
Birthday: November 26 in the year of our lord
Birthplace: colorado springs colorado
Current Location: the American Switzerland. Provo Utah.
Eye Color: acceptable
Hair Color: mostly? black
Height: five foot
Right Handed or Left Handed: right handed. left footed.
Your Heritage: part indian, part german, from the land of the fairies
The Shoes You Wore Today: did i wear any? no, i think not
Your Weakness: mens cologne.
Your Fears: having no more second chances
Your Perfect Pizza: i love pizza
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: try harder...make a goal for next year.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: i don't get on instant messenger
Thoughts First Waking Up: how much time do i have left?
Your Best Physical Feature: my fingertips
Your Bedtime: i am always tired around 3 pm
Your Most Missed Memory: i miss all of my memories
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: macdonalds
Single or Group Dates: single
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Do you Shower Daily: no sir i do not
Have you Been in Love: i've been caught up in soo much love
Do you want to go to College: im in college, yes
Do you want to get Married: who knows what i want?
Do you belive in yourself: i like the feeling when i do
Do you get Motion Sickness: no, i love motion.
Do you think you are Attractive: that depends on who i am with. how i'm behaving.
Are you a Health Freak:
Do you get along with your Parents: i do, very well.
Do you like Thunderstorms: i love them so much.
Do you play an Instrument: drums....on rock band. yeah
Ever been Drunk: oh have i ever
Ever been called a Tease: i'm sure thats a likely possibility
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: ...i've done lots of stupid things
How do you want to Die: really prepared
What country would you most like to Visit: the one where my friends and family can be too
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: unique
Favourite Hair Color: dark
Short or Long Hair: soft hair
Height: much taller than myself
Weight: fit, slender..solid.
Best Clothing Style: sharp
Number of Drugs I have taken: 4
Number of CDs I own: mmm an ipod
Number of Piercings: 12
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: not things. years. events. people. emotions. places. but regret is the wrong word.

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Wicked Paso Doble Intro by Michael & Joanna
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Gec1Ku0WPY



UK Open Pro Latin Ballroom Dancesport Championship 2007
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YWhYvZTKeJc



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I'd like to meet:

i would love to work for john douglas. But it's probably a little too late for that. i wish i was friends with india arie. i'd like to meet someone chinese so i could bow to them. or a king so i could curtsy and wear a dress. or maybe a president so i could break the rules and give him a hug. I have an enormous amount of respect for our boys over seas. I'd be honored to meet a few soldiers.

Michael Wentink & Beata - Rumba WSSL2004 - LATIN
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TmWIqUy3j2Q



DiFilipo and Melnikova(Ritm2006)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4AG4YDQpzt8

Music:

tech n9ne, tori amos, cat stevens, kalai, beyonce, simon and garfunkle just alot of stuff

Joanna Leunis Michal Malatovski Rumba
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AZ0pLYcpr8E

Movies:

American Beauty, original sin, asylum, Dangerous Beauty, I am Legend, Cloverfield, the grinch with jim carrey, liar liar, half baked, super troopers, harold and kumar go to white castle, and of course lots more...i love movies....

Television:

family guy sometimes, south park sometimes. and maybe something else if i have the time. i mostly love kimora: life in the fab lane, americas next top model, i love new york, a shot at love with tila tequila, and the girls next door. i love that shit

Books:

i love books. i read everything. dirty romance novels. sci fi fantasty

Heroes:

BUDHA-SACAGAWEA

2003 samba Michael Wentink & Beata
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3C-qhLzqvvk

My Blog

the reason

don't be better than me don't be self concious don't be smarter don't expect anything from me please don't want me to be better don't ask me to do the things you know i can do. don't tell me your i...
Posted by Esperanza on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 11:30:00 PST

easter

I went to church on easter because it seemed appropriate, i had a rough time there, like i usually do, and i felt really sad. My dad took me by the shoulders and said hope think of a river w...
Posted by Esperanza on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 01:25:00 PST

How i feel

The big boys were telling him they were going to throw him over the side...i looked over the side, 35 feet down to hard sun baked cement... i had nightmares wondering if i’d be able to hold him,...
Posted by Esperanza on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 03:05:00 PST

THAT GIRL

i'm the real all american girl. the one you aren't really born being. the girl whose seen america. knows what its like on both sides of the bed. and under the bed and out of the bed. All-american girl...
Posted by Esperanza on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 10:11:00 PST

saturday afternoon

what word do you think is beautiful and meaningful hope? STRENGTH. might be a bit rough around the edges but the meaning is pure as sugar. yeah thats true but i was thinking hope. its a beautiful word...
Posted by Esperanza on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 05:00:00 PST

be gentle

 i cherish this, i love life, i hope i'm doing the right things with it but i know i could do better, i could do more, i know. i like to cry sometimes, it takes more energy to be tough. it doesn'...
Posted by Esperanza on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 05:31:00 PST

When I Finally Stopped To Think

the night is the worst time to stop and think about your day because if you start thinking about things you'd rather not, you cna't help it anymore...there isn't anything to distract you, i lay there ...
Posted by Esperanza on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 11:24:00 PST

lala1010

This is Comp Tech. I'm not paying attention because it's just too hard. it's eleven thirty, November 15, 2006 but i just read a newsarticle and the date was december third 2006...but i read it today. ...
Posted by Esperanza on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 10:50:00 PST

my name

  Hope is a name you feel like whispering as soft as silk, as sturdy as satin, not as biddable as either. Hope is a name born from James Taylor and kept alive by Simon and Garfunkel. Hope has to...
Posted by Esperanza on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 01:42:00 PST

for all good things

be strong hold on, theres alot of love to go around, stay wild my soul child, and don't let them bring you down, and its like a dream wake me when its over, somewhere inbetween enemy and lov...
Posted by Esperanza on Thu, 12 Jan 2006 03:24:00 PST