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Kelly mon$ter

xblkchucktsx

About Me


What you see is what u get, I'm me 24/7
Not your average girl
I hate going to sleep as much as i hate waking up
I love when my room is clean, i hate cleaning it
I don't like when people see me cry
Cussing is my favorite bad habit
Sometimes my foul mouth is too much for people, i care? fuck no!
Stereotypical people are mentally ill
I make random comments
I absolutely LOVE to laugh, and i do it frequently.
I've got way too many inside jokes
I'm generally a happy person, its hard to catch me in a bad mood.
I'm blunt, I say exactly what I feel, whenever I want
Im not weird, im unique
I have a pug, her name is Buddha, i adore her
I dont like to hold grudges
Sometimes I like to scream for no reason
Honesty is the key to my heart. i love real people, people who can be themselves and don't have to put on a front just to be recognized
I dont settle for less than i deserve
Im addicted to caffeine/coffee
I can have an attitude
I'll listen to your problems but i hate telling you mine
I dont see myself as being confusing, but others think differently
Its hard to tell when im being serious
I smoke cigarettes, im not quitting right now, get over it
I'm very independent, but i hate being alone all the time
I sing loud in my car when im by myself
I am NOT asian, so stop asking or thinking that i am
I have 5 piercings: Eyebrow,Tongue, Nose, Lip (both sides).
6 Tattoos at the moment, eventually want to finish off a half sleeve.
If you wanna talk to me my SN on A...is: xbLkChuCktsx R.I.P Mike. Always and forever in my heart. I love u! ONE LOVE, OUR LOVE. 03/16/1983 - 02/24/2007

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My Interests

** Likes ** Kissing
Hugging
Escaping reality
Learning something new
Black eyeliner
Big sunglasses
Cuddling
Being spontanious
Loud music
Day dreaming
Dancing
Car rides
Drinking with friends
Hoodies
Lip gloss
Night time
Blue skies
Deaf Dog mochas
Piercings
Tattoos
Brass knuckles
My friends/family
Fireworks
Going out to eat
My pug
Animals
** Dislikes ** Rudeness
Fakeness
Bad drivers
Glares
Speed limits
Getting old
Being sick
Starbucks coffee
Skanky whores
First impressions
Long stop lights
Staring

I'd like to meet:

People who can change my life
People who are laid back
People who don't carry drama
People who will love me for who I am
People that are unique
People who can judge people AFTER they know them
People to laugh with
People that bring me up, never down
People who can have fun without worrying about what other people think
People that are careless about the criticism, but care about the compliments

Music:

Rap, Rock, R&B...i LOVE it all!

Movies:

Lost and broken,
Hopeless and lonely
Smiling on the outside
and hurt beneath my skin.
My eyes are fading
My soul is bleeding
Ill try to make it seem okay,
But my faith is wearing thin.
So help me heal these wounds,
They've been open for way too long.
Help me fill this hole,
Even though this is not your fault,
That im open,
and im bleeding.

Heroes:

My mom, for always holdin it down and being my rock when i needed her the most. I wouldnt be the person I am today if i didnt have her in my life. Not only my mom, but my best friend. I can only hope that I will grow to be an amazing woman as she is. Last but not least, Mike Keel. One of the realest people I have ever known. Never took shit from anyone, and always stood his ground. I will always admire him for that. May he rest in peace.

My Blog

life goes on

..> life goes on what a crazy night. my friend calls me and talks about his girl and how they broke up and how shes with some other guy and all this shit and hes so depressed to the point where he...
Posted by Kelly mon$ter on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 02:53:00 PST

hurting but holding on

Its been a rough couple of months. I really wonder how I am able to stay so strong sometimes. When my love passed away at the end of february i thought there was no way possible i would ever be able t...
Posted by Kelly mon$ter on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 05:57:00 PST

to those he loved and those that loved him

i read this and it really touched me so i had to post it on here so i could always have it.dedicated to mike. i was so blessed to have had u in my life. ripTo those I love and who love me... When I a...
Posted by Kelly mon$ter on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 02:32:00 PST

FOR US...loving you forever and always(R.I.P)

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Posted by Kelly mon$ter on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 12:36:00 PST

you wonder why i loved him so much, heres why.

Everytime i read this, it puts a smile on my face. The way he describes himself in one little paragraph shows exactly what kind of person he is. Mike, i love you, and u were always one of the baddest ...
Posted by Kelly mon$ter on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 01:09:00 PST

R.I.P. Mike Keel <3

The pain is unreal. Ive never felt so hurt in my life. I miss you so fucken much mike u have no idea. I know had shitty ways of showing it at times, but you  mean so much to me, and i hope u knew...
Posted by Kelly mon$ter on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 06:09:00 PST

single, once again

i knew it was coming but it was still hard to let go of someone that is so special to you. we went through a lot together and its something i will never forget. i dont know what tore us apart.......
Posted by Kelly mon$ter on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 12:27:00 PST

if myspace were real life

Tila Tequila & FORBIDDEN would know everyone in the whole world.19 year old boys wouldn't own shirts and 19 year old girls would not own pants.If you're a fat girl, people would only see you from ...
Posted by Kelly mon$ter on Tue, 10 Jan 2006 10:39:00 PST

very true

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll bre...
Posted by Kelly mon$ter on Sun, 16 Oct 2005 04:13:00 PST

everyone should read this!

"The One That Got Away" In your life, you'll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There's the one you first kissed, the o...
Posted by Kelly mon$ter on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST