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well about me....hmmmm I am a dreamer. My head is in the clouds more so than on the ground. I am an athlete or a shattered myth of an athlete. Baseball was my first love. I dreamt of becoming a pro baseball player ever since I was seven. The reality I gave up to soon. In college I was learning the guitar and seperating myself from baseball. My coach hit me with the reality that I would not start that yr...should have never let that bother me, and kept playing, but I gave up on baseball and was literally crushed. However my love for music increased, and a new dream began. I am still a long ways away, but am carving a niche for myself. The moral of the story is never ever give up on anything or anyone no mater what is said or done. My parents divorced when I was 15yrs old. Thought it would b better than seeing them fight all the time but saddly it wasnt. That officially broke my heart. I am homeschooled, or for at least the first 8yrs of school. I love God he truly lives inside my spirit. I face down the demons of lust every day...sex seems to b my only temptation. It used to b anger, however I am currently medicated and its helping. I have really high cholesterol lol. Seriously...I have a sarcastic sense of humor....really I do...I have pretty blue eyes, and am twenty pounds over weight. I am to honest...Trying to lay off my fav foods, or at least have lean versions of them..anywayI hav two beautiful children. They r a blessing in my life. I am single, and my ex wife and I r still friends as well. We hav had some hard times, but she gave me two beautiful children to love the rest of my life..I am looking for someone to love, but not straining. Learning to love myself right now is the key. I am 30yrs old and will b 31 in ten days haha. I have a ten yr plan to become a lawyer....like I said I am a dreamer..Right now I have a CDL and drive a truck for a living. Have learned its not what u know, but who u know to become successful. U can learn the what later, but if u dont have someone to get u in the door all the knowledge in the world is useless. I love Rock music...the louder it is the more I love it!! I am a secret rapper....Luv to freestyle whenever a good beat arises. I can ball!! I could probably still strike u out!!Prepaid phones suck....I have nice legs...hairy butt good shape haha. If I dont run an hr everyday I will never lose this gut lol..I am very sensual, loving, and humorous...ha...ha. I am not here to meet any one nighters, but to share with u me and my love for music..Life will get u dwn, how far dwn is up to u. I love video games all the way back to the comadore and atari days...now I have a wii, and had a 360 for a while...I am a sports fan....College Football mostly..A die hard Auburn fan, and a cubs fan...(a closet Tampa Rays fan)acouple yrs ago if the red sox and cubs would hav been in the series with what was at stake I would never have had to watch another baseball game again..it wouldnt have mattered..anyway it was 04 my tigers undefeated and the cubs 1 freakin game away from the series uuugghh!! I live in a two bedrm hs in friendsville which is paid 4..Just get really bored out hear all by myself even though I have plenty to surround me its boring by myself. So if ur into video games or sports or music lets chat or hang out...Let me know what ya'll r thinkin...oh and I was born and raised in Alabama, but moved around alot bcuz my parents were missionaries I was also in the military 4 2 yrs with the usaf as a bomb loader on an F-16...cool huh..I also served 3 mos in saudi during operation desert watch...I am also Jewish and German. That would explain my sarcasm and synicism. Also my ability to rap ala beastie boys haha..and I am a taurus to boot...waaaaaaaa. I have a memory like an elephant that is on random and repeat play...lalala I dont smoke or do drugs although I have been told I probably should...I smoke a cigar every other yr..I chewed tobacco for six months not even the equivalent of one can and have lost two molars uuugghh..great energy boost though..All of my limbs work well hummm I mean my arms and legs(disgusting little minds think alike)my eyesite is pristine(thx 4 the radar too ohhlala). So I hav alot to thank God 4. He is my shephard...Trying to enjoy life as he sees fit. So enjoy the music ksam