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Buckleman

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

Myers-Briggs Personality Typing

Extroverted


60%

Introverted


40%

Sensor


10%

iNtuative


90%

Thinking


10%

Feeling


95%

Judger


50%

Preceiver


50%
You scored as an ENFP AND nearly as an ENFJ .
Further my E vs. I is very close [if not out right fluctuates].
So I could even add INFJ and INFP to the list and likely be an apt description.
A quick amalgam: Free spirited yet judgmental. Serious and yet I like when others laugh at my jokes. I love an audience of 2-5 people. Everything has meaning to me. I could easily believe in the Butterfly Effect if it applied to humans. Life is precious and I strive to get the most out of it. For all these reasons I try to find joy in all activities. There is a realistic natural caveat to my nature and I generally would disdain from potential risk forms that would shorten it.
I wish I knew more than I do. I long to be more than human. I wish I could know more than a human could. I strive for efficiency in action. Then again sometimes I am just lazy and enjoy pulling the covers over my head. I love when things are organized, my bedroom, my kitchen sink, my mind, governments. I don't waste my time on what's not mine anymore. Sports bore me. I don't waste time on them. Biking, roller blading, walking are modes of transportation that I use to go to work. There are only 2 reasons to be sweating [other than chores] and dancing is one of them.
I have 2 modes. Currently; I enjoy being a home body but just like everyone I have phases. Right now it's interest in Linux/wine to play WoW. Then on to the Addon's and maybe someday creating my own. Previously though One phase [the Goth Phase] lasted 6 years, just couldn't stay home all the time. Prior to being laid-off it was just work. Now I plan some recreational activity's such as Table-top games, RPG's and Wow. And I especially enjoy a card game called Magic: The Gathering. It passes the time, dynamically and socially. Same w/ Wow while at home. But So do visiting friends in this city and other city's from time to time. I only do this when staying at home irritates me, maybe once a year. Looking to do some place new. I also pass the time w/ other computer& Xbox games like Oblivion and as mentioned specifically World of War craft. Apparently the same w/ MySpace Intro’s; because this makes the 5th time I’ve attempted it.
Here is something trivial. Apparently I sneeze from peppermint.
I used to hang out at a club(s)and do that Goth/Industrial stuff while doing that something that resembled dancing. So intense at it that I’m not sure if I could ever do it again. So long ago seems like a dream. [Quite a few compliments, once had a minor fan club, what a nice ego boost. Yay! me. I can see why girls feed into this sort of thing.]
It was but a phase, a Gothic Phase... kinda the industrial/rocker type, and all the partying fit in that phase. In other words I dressed like a Freak. The high maintenance kind, only did it to enhance my appearance. I enjoyed creating my own clothing and accessory’s or frequently improving something for my purposes even if just the design. It definitely was an outlet for my creative side that I don’t have currently utilized. [I’ve realized through it all I would never have accomplished the tedium of structured fashion and/or career and I lack the drive to attempt it.] I did ware this stuff everywhere, in pretty much in a mundane town and successfully received my fair share compliments, so it still feels like an accomplishment.
What else? hmmmI've been known to juggle, even went on stage [and TV once] [I got compliments, and while on TV, an applause.] That event was very anxiety producing. But I am proud of myself for trying.
That was exhilarating and I and at all those times lived for the compliments. I'd like to get some more but those ways all seem so pointless [and well ...accomplished]. I figure I'll back to school again and see if I can achieve any compliments that way. Who knows what I'll accomplish w/ trying, that way I'll at least have a (few?) degree(s)s when I die [meh, then again ....the futility].
So I've a mood disorder too: Manic/Depression. It's like your emotions on a bungee jump or maybe a yo-yo analogy. Sometimes I am rocket fuel and sometimes "whale shit," to borrow a phrase I heard. Just because it goes down doesn't mean it'll go back up either. It feels as if it's been an eternity that I have been depressed or dysthmic. It is also true I only discover I've been "up" when I start to go down. And when I go down I tend to plummet. It is so traumatic I can compare it to a natural disaster. I usually throw away my old life and start over. [If you enjoy reading despair or just really want the dirt on my life find the details of this in my blog].
IF that didn't really bore the crap out-of-you, write me there's gotta be more where that came from.

My Interests


Atheism

You scored as an Atheist.
100%

Atheist


100%

Secular Humanism or Humanist


95%

Rationalist


95%

Free Thinker


90%

Buddhism/Suffism/Confuscious


38%

Santa Clause, Easter Bunny, Halloween, New Year


4%

Death/Animal Totems/Other Personification(s)/Angles


0.02%

Abrhamic Religion(s): Christianity/Islam/Judiasm


0.00%

God/Gods/Goddess


0.00%

Mono/Polytheism


0.00%

spirit(s)s/soul(s)/ghosts/apparitions


0.00%

magic/witchcraft/krystals/tarot/reincarnation/miracles


0.00%

You are... an atheist; although you probably already knew this.Atheists strongly believe in the lack of existence of a "higher being" [Mono or Polytheism]. There is no proof in fact.Any failure to comprehend separation of a code of conduct, code of ethics, morals, norms and/or values are separate from this is your own dilemma.Now since I don't believe in anything supernatural or mystical everyone that does seems: Ignorant of biology [and science in general.]Most observations of others [Individuals and groups] if I had to described them in one word is: Brainwashed.Your view on such topics can be summed up as: Outdated ponderings that can only serve as to dupe, anesthetize and eventually manipulate the primitive, simple-minded and/or wacko's.Note to “Believers:” Refrain from any promotion directly to me [keep your opinion to yourself]. Locally I've had some random confrontations, that I'd rather just avoid.As for my opinion - Your on my page reading. To be honest if I ever want theology I know where to go look for it myself, your opinion of said subject means zero to me. I give that privellage out very seldom and entertain individuals only on severely intimate conversations. I have obviously had my fill of garbage and detest your diatribe, rhetoric and attempt at constructive language to fill my life time [and I'm sick of it.] I doubt I'll even remain cordial I'll simply delete it [or you]. If you still believe in your “good book,” some sort of God, souls, demons/angles, Hell, Heaven, ghosts, aliens, the bogyman, walking dead – Then I question your intellect [or lack of it], go read a book, one that is preferably less than 2,000 years old, or at least one not based on old fairy-tails. Why do you follow what your parents did? Grow-up and start thinking for yourself.Do Be awed by the complexity of the human condition and your place in it. Refrain from creating things just to add to us; It wastes our time. Instead keep looking for truth, it is more productive. If we could just get over this one facet of human incongruity the world would benefit.


The degree to which I am interested Waxes and Wanes due to depression. Currently I am very apathetic to it all.
Now instead of random importance... how about Alphabetically:
Here are some of the things that used to occupy my interest for more than a minute:Biology BDSM [It's been so long I forget who gets tied up! ..Oh No wait ...I remember it's certainly not me.] Chess [about 10 yrs ago] Computers [Yay! Pushing buttons]...and yes Linux CPG's [Card Playing Games] Creating clothing [not on manikin's ...wearing out!] I like dressing up my partners esp., having Models do this is a real plus. Dancing [well…it’s been awhile] D&D [see RPG's] Djarum Blacks [goes good w/ bubble gum, ya know...] Domination [w/ an appropriate submissive(s)] Existentialism Eroticism Exotic [women especially] Fantasy [creating, playing, living, reading, thinking] Fashion Fetish [Garments & Activity’s ] Gaming Goths [Modern Fashion] Halloween [notice I refrained from Horror] hugs [who doesn’t need a hug?] Identity Inventions Juggling Kissing [yeah, yeah Hopeless Romantic] Magic the Gathering TM [card game] Mental Health Metaphysics Nature [as long as it doesn't touch me] Nutrition [Sport, Medicinal, Longevity] Philosophy Polygynic Relationships [fantasy or desire?] Porn [unique and limited interest...careful asking questions then] Purple [obsessively] Robotics [ages ago] RPG's [Role Playing Games] Sci-Fi Science Theories Vampires Veganism / vegetarian [so I've tried it] Wolves Here is something I did for fun awhile ago; I've apparently scored as a Romantic Goth. What subcategory of Goth best fits you? Click to take the test.
You are a Romantic Goth, better known as a traditional Goth. You are probably quickly identified as a Goth by outsiders. Black, lace, candles, and moonlit cemeteries are just a few of your favorite things.

Romantic Goth


83%

Industrial/Rivet-Head


75%

Cyber-Goth


71%

Anything-Goes Goth


67%

Fantasy Goth


67%

Understanding Outsider


67%

Old-school Goth


63%

Ethereal Goth


54%

Perky Goth


50%

Confused Outsider[Emo..?]


42%

Death Rocker


29%
Here
I want you to notice the picture of one of my favorite type of Goth things. hehehe

I'd like to meet:


If your looking for a conversation:Anybody know how to fix my MySpace page...I broke it again.Intellectually I'd prefer Free Thinkers, Humanists, Atheists, or Scientists or individuals with the same type of rational thought process that fosters these ideals. Especially the opinion of women, as a matter of fact.
See My Blog for other boring word stuff if any of this has entertained you.Physically, I prefer small women, the smaller the better. If you happen to be petite, tiny, small, lithe or thin I'll be impressed [Buffalo has very few]. Not to be contradictory or even change my premise but, Is there a small but voluptuous column? I have no racial bias or limitations, and have been attracted to women from all over the world. Green and eyes are intriguing for some reason, but I've never dated anyone with my own eye color, as it's pretty rare. I've noticed vibrant eyes no matter what are my favorite. Apparently the longer the hair the better, color doesn't seem to matter.Demure [or at least coy], if not downright submisive women capture my attention. But there is something to be said for for interested flirting. Perhaps I just don't know what to do w/ aggressive women?http://www.plentyoffish.com/seductionresults.aspx?resu lt=5htevf45xtxvju45maeyf2r085729
And then...sometimes a picture is worth 1,000 words.
Yana Batyrchina 3rd August, 1996 XXVI. Olympic Games Atlanta (USA)
While a body in motion is always easier to see.

And sometimes it just takes raw talent...

Music:

Working on this section still! Notice it's music so it'll take me awhile. There is so much I barely know where to begin. Dwarves Can't Dance
Here let this entertain you until I finish. And here is a good example of my sense of Humor
PricelessWhy I'm a Curmedgeon

Movies:

Watch "The Man from Earth" Movie Next" Movie "Vanilla Sky" "The One" AI" Red Planet" The Cell" Soldier" Pi" Armageddon" Lost in Space" Dark City" Starship Troopers" Gattaca" Men in Black" Face/Off" Waterworld" Johnny Mnemonic" Tank Girl" RoboCop Demolition ManPirates of the Caribbean Momento Seven Samuri(1927) Wicked Matrix Edward Scissor Hands Princess Bride Pirtates of the Carabian Groundhogs Day Labyrinth Legend Breakfast Club Red Dawn Logan's Run There's so many more...I'll have to think about it.

Television:

When I worked at Adelphia I had cable free, and grew to hate it.Now I don't even own a TV.Here's what I enjoy when I can. Avatar BatmanWell sometime last year: Any Mystery or Sci-Fi Law & Order CSI & all the new offshoots Myth Busters Dead and Loving it Dave the Barbarian Teen Titain'sWhen it was on Star Trek in order: New Generation Voager Enterprise DS9Other OLD "favorite" shows: Sliders Buff the Vampire Slayer Angle Dawson's Creek M*A*S*H The Wonder Years The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air Beyond 2000 Greatest American Hero Logan's Run [I have zero tolerance for non "Reality TV", they're ridiculous.]

Books:

This list is huge, but here's a start...
Anything by the following Authors: R.A. Salvatore Robert Heinlein Piers Anthony Dan Brown Larry Niven along [only w/] Jerry Pournelle Margaret Weis [but only w/] Tracy Hickman
The following Anthology's: Thieves World Forgotten Realms Dragon Lance Athas Ravenloft
Also individual Books: Jonathan Livingston Seagull Celestine Prophecy

Heroes:

Typical: Wolverine Atypical: Edward Scissor Hands; Thomas Edison; Epicitus - Not a quote but a word I like is eudemonia meaning happiness. Eudemonics is the science of happiness. It is related to Aristotelian philosophy regarding happiness based on an active life governed by reason.

My Blog

Is Eye-color Important?

Last tid-bit...why not? Not quit a preoccupation, but I’m curios if anyone even pays attention to eyes like I do. I recently took a quiz about deciphering moods and found I did fairly well for...
Posted by Buckleman on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 08:23:00 PST

Who I really want to met

I’m frustrated at myself [resulting in annoyance currently] because I’ve attempted to accurately describe myself w/ as few sentences as possible. I’ve started 3 times now. Each tim...
Posted by Buckleman on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 02:28:00 PST

The NEW Place!

So, I have finally moved again.   Downtown Buffalo, right back to the Allentown Area.   Finally!    I am back on track.   Stage 2 [of 5] is compl...
Posted by Buckleman on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 03:43:00 PST

History

The terminal point of my ideal path is to become a scientist.  The highs and lows I've had caused fluctuations in my desires.   Therefore I have deviated many times from my path. &...
Posted by Buckleman on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 10:55:00 PST

Failed Intro Part 3 - The Whiny Version

Another musing for my Blog ....not quite an Intro that I was hoping for to put on MySpace.  It kinda started out small and blew up to the whiny self incrimination below. I am very judgmental, bu...
Posted by Buckleman on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 02:49:00 PST

Mood Therapy

Mood Therapy - Works! If your brain needs meds. go get them.   Don't waste time trying to do it yourself.   Nor waste time with "self" medicating.   They can fix yo...
Posted by Buckleman on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 03:53:00 PST

2nd Attempt at Intro

This isn't cutting it as an introduction for MySpace, so it gets to be retired to this the 2nd blog entry.   I really don't blog all that much so it helps add filler here anyway.  I tr...
Posted by Buckleman on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 03:40:00 PST

Subsection of thought Inside Bucklemans Brain

I am waiting for something cataclismic.  Or even divine inspiration.   Perhaps a celestial integration. Maybe a rip in the space/time continuum.  Hmmphf, hard to say exactly. ...
Posted by Buckleman on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 11:01:00 PST