It is hard to finally figure out what you want, gain the confidence to be able to do it, but not be able to take any action towards it. In time though I hope to one day be able to site back, relax and enjoy what it is that makes me happy.For those friends that know me well, then you know a lot (but not all....I can promise you that) of the history between Jac and I. While we are not currently together, I would like all to know the answer to the question(s) about how I feel or what I want when it comes to her. So here it is.....Jaclyn is an incredibly important person to me and I love her more then anyone (plus, she was my best friend). For the longest time, I couldn't seem to answer something so simple like that. Unfortunately, it took letting her go (temporarily I hope) and some time, for me to figure some things out. In the last five months I have finally realized what is important to me, what makes me happy, found some new direction and have began making some changes that will hopefully lead me (& Jac) down a new path. I can only hope that the bond that kept us together for so long (even when we were "in our grey area," "on a break," "just friends," dating other people etc.) will bring us back together for the long haul (hopefully our friends will help with that too).I do recognize my current reality when it comes to Jac and understand that I may have to come to terms with going down my new path without her. Luckily for me though, I have some good friends that will be there no matter what.....specially the one who recently came out of my past from years ago (Lindsay).
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