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abigail

so much to say....

About Me

huge family person-- i have five brothers and they mean the world to me. i am constantly laughing at myself (probably because i am about the funniest person i know, and all the shit that i do and get myself in to is quite unbelievable. besides, if you can't laugh at yourself, who can you laugh at?). i guess you could say that i am a work-a-holic---only because it is rumored that i am always at work... i just always have to be doing something; i am always on the go. i love school, expanding my horizens, challenging myself to better myself and everything else that comes with that institution. i am always up for anything. i love impulsiveness. i love thrills. i am pretty laidback, but at the same time pretty energetic. there is quite a bit more about me that just has to be discovered in person....
Miles from where you are
i dwell on what it is to be back in your arms..
finger lengths from one to another
and still the distance didn't fair as far
as the true depth and breadth of what
the difference of thought appeared to be.
Exhausted from two different spheres-
Consumed by firsts and relished oneness.
I cannot part from falsity--fathom what it is
To drop connection to his presence.
Late at night I think of him,
My fingers trace the silhouette
That once encompassed a form
So intriguing and appealing
That I had no choice but to remain at armlength

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My Interests

surfing is a big one right now. i have so many....school, art, literature, poker, you name it-it probably interests me

I'd like to meet:

new and interesting people who keep me in tune with the humor of life. life is pretty funny at times, and i love to surround myself with those who can really crack me up. i also don't mind meeting people who are uniquely gifted, especially in the arts.
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Music:

ranging across the music spectrum..... i love tool, nin, incubus (i'll take brandon--yummy), jack johnson, chevelle, paul oakenfold, 311, alanis morissette, don huonot, britney spears (what can i say, she's become a little, dare i say, lost in her back woods routes- but in her heyday she was hot and spicy), madonna, tori amos, sarah mclachlan, joss stone, ludacris, poe, gretchen wilson, alan jackson, brad paisley, keith urban, longwood, korn, dj baby anne- a few years back, bush, no doubt, jet, mary j. blige, chopin- in fact, most classical music in general, avril lavigne, okay- so i also like kelly clarkson- but all her new stuff does express that she does have talent, kimball collins (stuff from back in the day), mystical, really there is so much more, and i am such a huge fan of all music- it runs my life- and i know that my list will continue to grow, depending on new artists and the mood i am in, that i will stop here.

Movies:

the usual suspects, primal fear, the fifth element, fight club, braveheart, mallrats, gladiator, underworld, amityville the horror, constantine, devil's advocate, run lola run, emma, sin city, scarface, the godfather (I,II, and III), heat, scotland p.a., very bad things, oldschool, harold and kumar go to whitecastle, lords of dogtown, the three amigos, boondock saints, greenstreet houligans, star wars (the trilogy, not so much a fan of the episodes of recent years), lord of the rings (i'll take legalos- i'm not sure but i think i may have a thing for elves....), requiem for a dream, super troopers, i heart huckabees, american werewolf in london, dawn of the dead, 28 days later, basically give me action, horror, fantasy, comedy, blood, gore, humor, werewolves, vampires, zombies, milla jovavich, kevin spacey, edward norton, robert de niro, al pacino, i'll watch it, i probably will enjoy it, everything listed above is just what pops off the top of my head....

Books:

in a literature sense-watership down, runaway jury, the golden compass, shakespeare's plays, the witching hour, poems by edgar allan poe, da vinci code, angels and demons--- there may be more, but i don't want it to seem like i have no personal life, spending my days with my nose in a book.....

My Blog

its still this way

It's the animalistic urge that gets me- Feeling like ripping his clothes off And wanting to slake every bit of my thirst for lust Trace my fingers over the definition of his shoulders, Back, forearms...
Posted by abigail on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 03:18:00 PST

deprevation

It's like you're a drug, Taking over me, And it's all I can do, To keep from feeling free. What if living my life Is less than what is due For me within this time Spent trusting something new? Caugh...
Posted by abigail on Thu, 31 May 2007 12:44:00 PST

inevitable

what works against our life's progression,these obstacles that grow in succession,inevitable, the pain they cause,that bring a happiness to pause.futile to change another's heart,and thus, the feeling...
Posted by abigail on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 09:10:00 PST

it's not your fault...

it's not your fault- i lie to myself into believing a reality that could never exist, i take for granted the words spoken and believe i get the gist. it's not your fault- i tie myself to commonalities...
Posted by abigail on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 09:55:00 PST

like ice

crushed and shattered, fragile soul, to one day once again be whole...  situations i perceive, do nothing but my heart deceive. clouded, shrouded by sick optimism earns nothing but real pessimi...
Posted by abigail on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 10:18:00 PST

freedom

i cut myself to aid release the pounding pressure underneath it surges underneath my skin constriction of the force within it pounds and pulses, never ceasing this power craving such releasing bound a...
Posted by abigail on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 09:36:00 PST

art

this living canvas set before me, encourages my freedom of brush and stroke adding vigor and vivacity, the artist's fervor has now awoke. the subtle curve of a bold line excites a passion once laden i...
Posted by abigail on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 02:37:00 PST

but i wore the sexy socks....

intensity- unbelievably incapacitating- but a boundary set that creates a dam. the emotions, the tension encapsulating, a pause button set based on a sham. It is unfortunate that I may not deliver mys...
Posted by abigail on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 02:39:00 PST

a few of the sometimes unbearable facts of life.....

*you can often buy yourself into someone's life, but you can't buy genuine affection. *the constancy of your friends telling you what a beautiful/pretty/attractive/hot person you are is only an indire...
Posted by abigail on Thu, 09 Feb 2006 08:33:00 PST

reversion

cast aside and tread upon, the hope that lit my life is gone. my trampled body, bruised and shattered, reflects nothing of a life that mattered.  
Posted by abigail on Sun, 23 Oct 2005 08:55:00 PST