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as darkness takes me to the brink ov devestation..

its so strange feeling like im all allone and i dnt even think anybody caresi never thought id feel like this ever ever again but then what did i expect moving back home all i want is to feel like im ...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Mar 2009 12:30:00 GMT

such is life.....

someone i care so much about left today and i dont know when im gona see them again.. =[=[iv not bin able to see them in so long and now i wont get a chance tooi know i shiudnt care so much about them...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Jan 2009 08:52:00 GMT

whats wrong with me....

seriosly someone please explain to me what is so horribly wrong with me that i constantly get treated like shit all i am is just a toy they can pick up until something better comes alogn then thats i...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Jan 2009 13:45:00 GMT

what if....

what if one day i just woke up and disappeard what if i left this place behind? just went sumwhere without teling anyone where im goin so knowone can find me?   if i went sumwhere else knowone wo...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jan 2009 14:57:00 GMT

where did my life go wrong.....

i failed at school i failed at college and now iv failed at uni   im abouty to turn 21 and i hav no qualifications no skills and pretty much no hope   i need to go bak through 2 years of col...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Dec 2008 10:04:00 GMT

looks like im outta here.....

 cnt gte any financial aidno financial aid means no rentno rent means no flatno flat means i wont be able to do my course properly and i may hav to leavewithout this course i dnt reli hav any oth...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Nov 2008 00:43:00 GMT

dusty......

i only ever actualy met dusty once but the veyr first day i met her she fell asleep wrapped around my head=[=[   i loved her so much she was just so much fun   i cnt belive shes dead she was...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Nov 2008 16:04:00 GMT

im sorry......

to people iv hurtpeople iv let downpeople who thought i was someone gud then i didnt turn out that waysorry to evryone who needs an apology i never wanted things to be like this and it reli wasnt inte...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Nov 2008 13:10:00 GMT

so what did i learn in class today?....

leson 1) if you have doubts keep them to yourself lesson 2) dnt ever tel sumone evrything lesson 3) hope is over rated lesson 4) sometimes love reli isnt enough lesson 5 ) im better off on my&nbs...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 09:59:00 GMT

how..........

do u tel someone who is moving there whoel life to be with you that your having doubts?   2 weeks before she gets here and im not sure if i can reli do it   im searching depserately to find ...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 18:12:00 GMT