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Josh

Skeptical Delusions

About Me


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About me? Well, I spend most of my time with my babydoll. When I'm not physically with her, I like thinking about her. Which is good I like to think about her, because I usually can't control my day dreams and I end up doing it whether I'm aware of it or not. Which is cute. Anyways, she is my one and only. We've been engaged for awhile now, and have every intention of being married sooner then later. We're just in the middle of a big move out of state, and not going to have money to afford a nice wedding, so we're trying to save money for a nice honeymoon to make up for the fact we'll probably just get married at a court house. Which is all I really need, dispite how much I'd love all of my friends to be there, I won't be able to finance it. Also, as you read by now I'm in the process of a big move.. We're moving to North Carolina. Just waiting till she is out of school to get a nice apartment.More stuff about my sweetheart (You can stop reading now, this is going to be about her). I love you baby! You are everything to me. Everyday I love you more and more. When we're apart I'm incomplete. I can feel something missing with every breath. All I can think about when I'm away from you is being able to be with you again. You've made me completely dependant on you, and your love. I can never seem to find all the words I'd like to be able to to tell you how I love you. I can never seem to piece them all together. My love for you is beyond my ability to explain. I'll do nothing to hurt you, and I'll be here forever for you. I love you now, and I will never stop. I'm like your loving terminator.. LOL, okay, with that, you get the picture baby. You mean the world to me. Mwah!

My Interests

I'm interested in all sorts of things, mainly writing. However, a short list of other things would be; anime, samurais, mideival, fantasy, dragons, art, movies, video games, etc.

I'd like to meet:

As far as romance meeting, I'd like to never meet anyone. I have my one and only. As far as the rest of meeting goes, well I'm fair game for whomever.

Music:

I love music, all types of music.. I'm not too particular with Country or Jazz, but everything else rocks the boat.

Movies:

I love the movie Rounders, with Matt Damon and Edward Norton. It's a movie about gambling, or I also like Good Will Hunting..

Television:

Don't really watch it that much, but when I do it's usually anime, or cartoons.. (Yes, I love cartoons they're funny)

Books:

Well, I've read a few recently that are good. 1.) The entire Death Gate Cycle series is good. 2.) I've just finished book one of the Wheel of Time series, and 3.) Five People You Meet in Heaven is really good.

Heroes:

Pfft, this section is ridiculious. My hero is Larry Byrd. For reason to be undisclosed.

My Blog

Oh, now Im a what?

Am I a bitch? Do I deserve to be fucked like a cheap slut? I think not. I've been hearing your voices people, I truly have. When the ticking time bomb reaches zero it will explode. Its nearing that po...
Posted by Josh on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 02:02:00 PST

Things that never get said..

So I'm tired of things never being said.. Things never being told how they really are. White lies, red lies, blue lies... All lies.. Just really tired of dealing with things I don't necassarily deserv...
Posted by Josh on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 03:41:00 PST

I’m such a casual

I've realized lately, that I may infact be TOO casual.. Dressing up takes effort, it really does. Dressing "down" takes too little effort.. Being ON time is challenging, but being late is a matter of ...
Posted by Josh on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 04:55:00 PST

A better note

On a better note.. I now owe 2000$ that I have 4 years to pay back.. Jen and I bought some furniture for our new house we'll be moving into sometime around Julyish...
Posted by Josh on Tue, 29 May 2007 03:34:00 PST

Happyness is Parcel Post

Happyness is a fleeting idea. Much like the idea of french people actually fighting for their own country. I've learned in the past month that money is nice to have it can cost one many things in orde...
Posted by Josh on Tue, 29 May 2007 03:31:00 PST

I hate your mail

At the begining of the month I took a job at the USPS. I'm a mail handler. Basically what that means is, I do all the grunt work while people further down the line get to sit or other mindless tasks a...
Posted by Josh on Mon, 14 May 2007 11:27:00 PST

Hmm, drama?

You know.. I HAVE to get this out of my system.. Because this makes me laugh.. Actually, you know.. It's more like a chuckle.. Okay, okay, perhaps it's more little a giggle, because it is funny.. Peop...
Posted by Josh on Thu, 03 May 2007 06:56:00 PST

Dimly light cliff

I walk that mile a day, Sometimes, I'll even try to walk two. I'll do everything I needed to do. I keep the best part of my day, All to myself. When I walk off a dimly light cliff. So unpredictable, t...
Posted by Josh on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 01:47:00 PST

Am I to be blind?

So, when things are going on around me that is supposed to "not be known by me". Am I supposed to be blind to this? Shit that just isn't right, and shouldn't be going on. Should I turn that shoulder a...
Posted by Josh on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 01:41:00 PST

61 Reasons I can honestly say "I love you" (Revised, dedicated to Jen)

1.)The way your smile radiats my dark world, 2.)Your beautiful face, 3.)The way you sleep serenely when I'm with you knowing I'll protect you even if it means my life, 4.)The time you'll give me even ...
Posted by Josh on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 01:03:00 PST