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Ally

R.I.P Paul Newman

About Me

Art is why I get up in the morning but my definition ends there and it doesn't seem fair that I'm living for something I can't even define. There you are, right there In the meantime. I'm losing my love of adventure, I'm losing all respect for me and myself tonight, I wonder what happens if I get to The end of this tunnel, and there isn't a light. I've worn down the treads on all of my tires. I've worn through the elbows and the knees of my clothing and I'm stumbling down the gravel driveway of desire trying not to wake up my sleepy self-loathing.Do you ever have that dream When you open your mouth and you try to scream but you can't make a sound?? That's everyday starting now.Don't tell me it's gonna be alright, You can't sell me on your optimism tonight. It's a stiff competition to see who can stay up later; The stars or the street lights. And all they really want is to be alone with the darkness. No more wish I may, no more wish I might.It takes a stiff upper lip just to hold up my face. I gotta suck it up and savor the taste of my own behavior. I am spinning with longing faster then a roulette wheel. This is not who I meant to be, this is not how I meant to feel.I don't think I am strong enough to do this much longer God, I wish I was stronger. This poem could never be long enough to express every longing God, I wish it was longer...

My Interests

GO YANKEES! You wanna make me happy, take me to a yankee or basketball game. Go ORANGE of course.

I'd like to meet:

Meryl Streep, Sean Penn, Christopher Walken, A-Rod

Music:

I love music!...Coldplay, Beatles, joni mitchell, Tupac, Biggie, dave matthews, hip-hop, R&B, reggaeton...

Movies:

Monster's Ball,Babel, Garden State, The Notebook, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind, Kill Bill, The Pianist, The Deer Hunter, The Secratery

Television:

Mad Men, CSI, Law&Order: SVU, BEST SHOWS ON TELEVISION

Books:

Fountain Head, A million little pieces, my friend leonard, Lovely bones, a handmaid's tale, Memiors of a Geisha, Drown

Heroes:

my dad and grandpa...

My Blog

Death of a Hero

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzc0_OhaJYk My movie trailer! "Death of a Hero" watch!...
Posted by Ally on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 03:39:00 PST

MY NEW PLACE

HEY YA'LL, I MOVED INTO MY NEW APARTMENT!!! MY FIRST PLACE EVER!!! STAY TUNED FOR A HOUSE-WARMING TO COME ...
Posted by Ally on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 09:41:00 PST

MDA needs help-PLEASE READ!!!!

Dear friends,   Israel needs our help!!! After attending the Pro-Israel rally in Los Angeles last week I decided instead of feeling helpless I am going to do something!! I am currently raising m...
Posted by Ally on Fri, 28 Jul 2006 01:30:00 PST

A letter from my Israeli soldier friend- please read

The situation here is still terrible, as you probably hear. Although the number of bombs they're shooting has been cut down, they're still continuing with it. There are about 100 bombs landing here in...
Posted by Ally on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 10:59:00 PST

R.I.P Kristian Menchaca and Thomas L. Tucker

 "U.S. forces on Tuesday recovered the bodies of two American soldiers reported captured by insurgents last week. An Iraqi defense ministry official said the men were tortured and "killed in a ba...
Posted by Ally on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 05:14:00 PST

doin it cali style

In california chillin with my dog Andrew(israel or bust baby), his roomate , my girl juli, Selvig, and my sis!!! PArtying it up! Im goin goin, to cali cali  ...
Posted by Ally on Thu, 20 Apr 2006 06:11:00 PST

Support our Troops!

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorryYou don't know how lovely you are I had to find youTell you I need youTell you I set you apartTell me your secretsAnd ask me your questionsOh let's go back to th...
Posted by Ally on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 10:34:00 PST

Back from Israel

Back from Israel and missing it like crazy... missing, the rock soil, the 2,000 year-old stone, the streets; built by hand, the flag that is bullet proof, and the hearts of the people.... Zion,....
Posted by Ally on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 10:21:00 PST

The Bar Method

Tried a new work-out out in L.A called "The Bar Method" it's suppose to whip your ass into shape. Now I'm thinking, "yea right, I work out all the time." WElll!!! I discovered muscles I didn't know I ...
Posted by Ally on Thu, 20 Oct 2005 10:30:00 PST