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Die Young And Save Yourself[bmfc]

I've Been Waiting Here For You

About Me

HEY!!!! This frozen yougurt tastes like invisible!!!!It's virtually impossible for me to describe myself. I'm biased, what can I say. I have the tendency to fall for guys who are either too good for me or not for me at all. Sometimes I wish I had all of the answers; sometimes I'm grateful that I don't. I'm very eccentric (it's my gift ans my curse). I want nothing more in the world than happiness for others and myself. I'm not perfect. I don't pretend to be. I try to be a good person, but that doesn't always work. I am the poster child for unrequited love. Sometimes I can be a hopeless romantic; other times I'm just hopeless. I'm a walking contradiction. I love the rain. I want to do so much before I'm too old to remember what it was I wanted to do."Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome," Jimi Hendrix.

My Interests

Music is my life. I love writing and listening to music. I love writing poetry, as well. Right now, I'm learning more about who I am and what I want in life.

I'd like to meet:

God, Jesus, Gerard Way, Jhonen Vasquez, Johnny Depp, and Christina Ricci.

Music:

I like metal, industrial, electronica, alternative, dark wave, and dark cabaret. I really like Alice in Chains, Atreyu, Birthday Massacre, the Cure, Sex Pistols, Orgy, NIN (old stuff only), Otep, Walls of Jerico, System of a Down, My Chemical Romance. I like a bunch of other stuff. I just can't think of 'em now.

Movies:

I like black-and-white classics, horror, and comedic films. My favorites are Juno, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Casper, Edward Scisssorhands, Donnie Darko, the Crow, Beavis and Butt-head Do America, Vincent, Valentine, Lost Souls, the Lost Boys, Stay Alive, Sid and Nancy, and the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

Television:

Hmmmmm....let's see. I enjoy Invader Zim, Billy and Mandy, the Simpsons, Family Guy, Mission Hill, the Oblongs, South Park, Futurama, the Metal documentary on VHI, Mind of Mencia, Boondocks, American Dad, Degrassi, Robot Chicken, and About a Girl.

Books:

Vampire Chronicles, Stoner and Spaz, Tangerine,Harry Potter Series, Dracula, JTHM comics, Lenore Comics. I like anything from Anne Rice and Edgar Allen Poe. I enjoy reading about out-of-the-ordinary things. I don't like Sci-fi but I do enjoy fantasy, mystery, and horror. Good books make me happy.

Heroes:

Jesus--- My Lord and Saviour. I know that I do a lot to disappoint Him, but I also know that He loves me regardless. I know that He keeps me close to His heart.Amanda---My momma. I son't know how I would survive high school without her. We've had bumps in our friendship, but we always get past them. She's always looking out for me and helping me clean my messes.Mr. Kinky---My brother/best friend. He watches out for my well being even when I worry about his. He never judges me and he always tells me the truth, even if it hurts.Cody---Hands down, the sweetest kid in the world. He's always nice and sincere and he makes me feel amazing when I'm down.Janis Joplin--- Her voice is just simply amazing. When her you listen to her, you get nothing less than the heart and soul of a true legend. She knows all of the ups and downs of being a woman.Jhonen Vasquez---Genius. 'Nuff said. If you don't know who this is, then you probably don't deserve to.Jimi Hendrix---My hero. He had talent just oozing out of his pores. His songs make me feel happy/sad/bouncy/trippy/alive.Edward Scissorhands---A beautifully misunderstood hero. He shows the tragic side of life.Rebecca Hohm---Courageous woman. She is the founder of Goth Help Us. She stuck her neck out for people who were considered outsiders. She gave them a place for expression. Despite her ambition, Goth Help Us did not last as long as we expected. Still, she is a hero nonetheless.

My Blog

Up The Stairs, The Station Where The Act Becomes The Art Of Growing Up

So, I've been thinking. REALLY thinking. And I think I've found the source of my issues. I've been trying so hard lately to change my outside to match my inside when the problem was never changing who...
Posted by Die Young And Save Yourself[bmfc] on Fri, 23 May 2008 10:10:00 PST

Whatever

So, I'm officially too old for this ish. Does anyone else besides me understand how frustrating it is to be on the cusp of 18 and STILL rely on your younger friends for rides and cellphone usage?...
Posted by Die Young And Save Yourself[bmfc] on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 10:59:00 PST

Subtle In Grace...Desperate For Change

So, today was just a few cents short of amazing. Just like...5, maybe??? Anyhoo, I made a MAJOR change. I got my hair cut. Well, layered A LOT!!! It was so weird. I’m really attached to my hair ...
Posted by Die Young And Save Yourself[bmfc] on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 04:58:00 PST

Unhearted [Automatic Loveletter]

Photograph each day so we can live forever. I sit in the light to make the dark a little darker and I dance to move only you and I fight to kiss and make up. I scream for some silence. I laugh to...
Posted by Die Young And Save Yourself[bmfc] on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 08:02:00 PST

She’s the Girl With the Red Dress On.

So, I have been to computer rehab. Well, not really. My computer has a virus on it, I'm not even supposed to be on the internet AT ALL but, what can I say...I'm a rebel. Anyways, don't think I hate yo...
Posted by Die Young And Save Yourself[bmfc] on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 07:54:00 PST

She’s the Girl With the Red Dress On.

So, I have been to computer rehab. Well, not really. My computer has a virus on it, I'm not even supposed to be on the internet AT ALL but, what can I say...I'm a rebel. Anyways, don't think I hate yo...
Posted by Die Young And Save Yourself[bmfc] on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 07:54:00 PST

A Kiss Goodbye, A Twisted Shell

Dabbling in the past a bit, but I remember when I used to be this girl.   Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one.The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the ...
Posted by Die Young And Save Yourself[bmfc] on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 07:56:00 PST

I Have 3 Kids and No Money! Why Cant I Have No Kids and 3 Money?

Sooooooooo....life is satisfying. I think this is the happiest I've ever been. Things could be better, but, then again, things could be a whole lot worse. So...yeah. "Easy peasy pumpking peasy. Pumpki...
Posted by Die Young And Save Yourself[bmfc] on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 05:32:00 PST

Walking With Strangers

It's funny how people's true colors finally reveal themselves to you. The people you thought were truly genuine turn out to be as fake as the people they criticize. It's just weird how you find o...
Posted by Die Young And Save Yourself[bmfc] on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 08:33:00 PST

Who Needs Misery (When You’ve Got Company)

So, I'm now officially tired of people. I'm so tired of people wanting to be my friend when they need someone to talk to or if they need anything, but when it comes down to me needing something or som...
Posted by Die Young And Save Yourself[bmfc] on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 01:40:00 PST