natalie

September 28th, 2007

Rob: I'm tired of the fantasy, because it doesn't really exist. And there are never really any surprises, and it never really... Laura: Delivers? Rob: Delivers. And I'm tired of it. And I'm tire...
Posted by natalie on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 06:29:00 PST

difficult.

travis moved back to school tonight and all i want to do is cry for hours. i feel like for the past few months the only way i've been able to make it through the day is because i knew i could come hom...
Posted by natalie on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 07:19:00 PST

my baby

since i've moved away from my parents house last school year i have had to deal with more stress than i think i have in my entire life. however i've had one thing that is constant, travis. as some of ...
Posted by natalie on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 08:20:00 PST

3 in the morning

So it's 3 am and i have to work at 9. I'm still up because my mind is running a mile a minute. I can't explain why here...but I'm just upset over stupid things. I feel like I'm being treated unfairly....
Posted by natalie on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 12:45:00 PST

Events

So this past week has been the craziest of my life by far. So much has happened alot of bad and now a few good. Alot of questions are left to be answered still. I wish i could just relax and feel in p...
Posted by natalie on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 01:34:00 PST

last night

Driving in the country and then into the woods brought back so many memories last night- warm memories that made me smile just thinking about them. Just thinking about how happy i once was. A time bef...
Posted by natalie on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 03:50:00 PST

empty.

i want to write. but no i choked. i want to spill my guts on this but i gave up. i hope i can get the guts to write soon.
Posted by natalie on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 08:12:00 PST

and so it is

And so it isJust like you said it would beLife goes easy on meMost of the timeAnd so it isThe shorter storyNo love, no gloryNo hero in her sky ------------------------ There are times when you can bel...
Posted by natalie on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 06:48:00 PST

words

Tonight I have been thinking alot. I wonder if my friends know everything about me, and I wonder what people think about me. Sometimes I feel like I put on a new mask everyday. I think part of my prob...
Posted by natalie on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 10:02:00 PST

death, or the real loss of friends

When i'm bored i think alot. When i think alot i discover a whole new world inside of my head where something tramatic has happened to someone i met once in my life. It's always about life and death i...
Posted by natalie on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 09:42:00 PST