God is Love :) __ I came to love Jesus on April 8th 2008. ___ Before then I didn't believe in God and there was no doubt in my mind that Jesus was fake. However, God was working in my corrupt life and I didn't even realize it :) ____ I was on a magic mushroom trip and I took an honest look at the world and I realized that the world is evil. ____ The world has nothing to truly offer. I realized that something everybody wants/ needs is love. How if anything good happens there are elements of love and how good cannot be if love isn't there. Good things are the outcome of love. So I said that is going to be my God. I said that I am going to love and not care about being something I'm not or try to portray myself differently then I am. I am just going to love and be love and I know that is what I will get in return. ___ So I spent about 3 or 4 months doing just that. Just loving everybody that I came into contact with. Even when people where rude or mean said things I just loved I just overlooked their actions and knew that somehow my love was making a difference. I had some revelations in the 3 or 4 month time period that made loving easier to do one is that you have to view people as just exactly that. As people with their own very past and story, that they have a file of memories that when strung together make up their life and in large parts dictates how they live and think today. So on March 29th 2008 I went to jail for drugs. I spent the weekend ____ so it wasn't a long time but it was long enough. It truly broke me. I got on my knees and prayed for the first time in years and my prayer was this "God; if there is a God help me! I need something, I need strength to get through this. I feel like I am going crazy. Help me God! Help me God!" I was crying and upset. I was in such a horrible place of mind. When I stood up from that prayer I felt better, I felt peace. I got on my knees and again and prayed the same prayer except I think I added a "thank you" at the end :) Anyways, 6 days after getting out of jail I was introduced to this Non-denominational Christian man and he led me to the Lord. Ever since then I have put my love and affection into the Lord and have been just working on growing a more intimate relationship with Jesus and my Dad in Heaven!
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