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Trying to figure out where to go in life from here. Missing my Father every breath of every day, and counting each moment as they pass, waiting for the chance when I will see him again. The holidays are going to suck this year, but I'm going to manage. Wondering why you are given the ability to love someone that is to eventually be taken from your life for good.Other than that, what about me...I have a newfound appreciation for television again, as it helps me pass the time without sitting around feeling sorry for myself. I've lost that zest for life, and pray that it will one day return. Still love eating Oreos, gotta get that top off without disturbing the creme filling though...one of my many OCD vices that have only reared their head to be uglier than I had ever imagined that they could be. It's nice to see Christmas decor flying up all over the neighborhood, but can't put up a tree for two reasons...Cooper will eat it and just don't feel much like doing it this year. Hopefully this year will pass quietly, and 2009 will hold more smiles than tears.