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llǝʍs ǝpısdn

kiss, kiss! bang, bang!

About Me


i'm not the girl you think i am. i'm not the girl i used to be.
http://shakewell.livejournal.com

My Interests

action wallowing, big adventures, birth control, blue, bubble bobble, chauncey, collages, ddr, djing, documentation, education, figuring things out, finding the perfect present, helping, honesty, house music, ipwib.net, japan, language, layers, learning, logic, mail, mathematics, new friends, numbers, oceans, parties, ples.us, road trips, singing in the car, sleepovers, snuggling, stalking crushes, surfing, taking care of friends, wip3out, teaching, roller coasters, lost, travel

I'd like to meet:

someone who loves me just the way i am

Music:

armand van helden, the avalanches, babe instinct, bad boy bill, the beatles, benny benassi, billie holiday, bjork, the chemical brothers, chicks on speed, the crystal method, daft punk, dannii minogue, david bowie, deep dish, depeche mode, dirty vegas, dj dan, dj icey, ella fitzgerald, the faint, felix da housecat, ferry corsten, filter, floorfilla, green velvet, goldfrapp, gorrilaz, greenday, gwen stefani, haitiras, herbie hancock, inxs, jj flores, kylie minogue, le tigre, little t and one track mike, marilyn manson, mc chris, me first and the gimmie gimmies, micro, mindless self indulgence, mr. oizo, mylo, neil young, nine inch nails, nofx, patsy cline, paul johnson, portishead, prince, queens of the stone age, the refreshments, richard humpty vission, r.e.m., the rolling stones, sander kleinenberg, siouxsie and the banshees, slater hogan, smog, spiritualized, steve smooth, sublime, the suicide machines, system of a down, tom waits, telopopmusik, they might be giants, tool, tori amos, underworld, u2, v.a.s.t., the violent femmes, weezer, the who, yes

Movies:

amelie, american beauty, the boondock saints, dead poets society, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, the fifth element, finding neverland, gladiator, hackers, k-pax, lilo and stitch, the lion king, newsies, pay it forward, run lola run, the secretary, shaun of the dead, the shawshank redemption, stigmata, super troopers, toy story

Television:

arrested development, cowboy bebop, ER, daria, drawn together, futurama, heroes, lost, medium, my so-called life, nip/tuck, reno 911, sealab 2021, sex and the city, the sopranos, studio 60 on the sunset strip,the west wing, john from cincinatti, flight of the conchords, big love, the wire

Books:

atlas shrugged, catcher in the rye, the fountainhead, go ask alice, the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy, johnny got his gun, mother night, postsecret: extraordinary confessions from ordinary lives, a separate peace, snow crash, there are mountains to climb

Heroes:

every man has it in him to be a hero to another

My Blog

life on the edge

when it comes down to the razor and my convictionyou'd be surprised how thick my skin turns out to be
Posted by llݍs Ýp1sdn on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 07:42:00 PST

i'm so tired

i want to believe things are what they are and that people say what they mean, but it's not and they don't.it's so much work to have to parse every word of every conversation with every person i encou...
Posted by llݍs Ýp1sdn on Mon, 06 Mar 2006 09:29:00 PST

selfless, selfish, shellfish

i'd like to think i know my friends [and myself] well enough to know when their ambiguities are directed at me and when they are not. i'm fairly confident that, should i figure i was the recipient of ...
Posted by llݍs Ýp1sdn on Thu, 09 Feb 2006 11:15:00 PST

same story, new year

how did i do it again?why does everything that seems so right turn out to be completely wrong?i was nothing to her, i'm sure, but she really was my best friend in this town--maybe in any town. i thoug...
Posted by llݍs Ýp1sdn on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 11:06:00 PST

new year's dweeb

i guess the thing to remember when i'm down and out is that however bad today is, tomorrow will always be worse.
Posted by llݍs Ýp1sdn on Sun, 01 Jan 2006 01:38:00 PST

perplexed

when i think think of all the ways of lost my best friends in this town/state, and how they forgave everyone else, i wonder how i'm ever supposed to overcome this social anxiety. i can't wait to leav...
Posted by llݍs Ýp1sdn on Mon, 05 Dec 2005 08:46:00 PST

some days

some days i just get this weird feeling that i've pissed everyone off. it's not that they've said anything, it's just a feeling. i dunno... anyway, i had an awesome time last night. maybe that's it. s...
Posted by llݍs Ýp1sdn on Fri, 25 Nov 2005 05:29:00 PST

postcard city

i've made up about 30 postcards since i've been home from cali. man, i freakin' love sending mail (and making collages). so, if there's anyone out there who wants to get some mail and hasn't already ...
Posted by llݍs Ýp1sdn on Wed, 23 Nov 2005 02:55:00 PST

i've got friends in low places

i really like my new friends. i just really, really do. they are so fun. they make me so happy. (though sometimes i wish i had a boyfriend so i could fit in a little better.)...
Posted by llݍs Ýp1sdn on Wed, 26 Oct 2005 12:08:00 PST

the postman always rings twice

i like writing letters because i can pretend they never made it to their final destination when i unlock my empty mailbox. and i don't have to think on the spot. i can put a week's worth of effort int...
Posted by llݍs Ýp1sdn on Fri, 21 Oct 2005 04:19:00 PST