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Ausfall

Practically severed from the body.

About Me


Anti-Vegetarian. Aquarius. Geek. HippieGoth. LARPer. Painter. Photographer. Taphophile.
I love meat but I do like and eat some veggies, if you were to read most things about aquarius' you would find that they are true when applied to me, not sure how much of a geek I am since I've met some uber fans and pocket protectors, I dress in a goth manner or at least my version yet I think and have ideals like a hippie, for over five years I've been running around the woods with boffer weapons(ok I'm still a geek), recently I've started painting again after a long depression cycle, give me a camera- I love taking photos!
I'm in my own world most of the time. I'm a free spirit. Creative, independent and stubborn are the three words that describe me. The other three are bitchy, cranky and pissy. I like conversations or at least the type that I can participate in, its no good talking about cars because I know little of them. I tend to "stare" at peoples mouths when they talk. My friends are like my children- anyone who fucks with them- are fucking with me. I am bipolar, with severe depression, anxiety disorder and panic attacks on the side. Im a ball of stress, hence the second set of descriptive words. It's peachy.
I'm German, over 3/4, and proud of where my family came from. A wannabe tat artist.. actually, piercist first then the tattooing, then I figured I want to be a scaraficationist. I plan on going to college.. when? When I make up my mind. What for? I want to become a Graphic Designer and/or Visual Effects artist, the only thing I would want to go back to school for. I may have trouble sitting still to paint or draw but computers are kind of where I fall. But that's all just in case I decide not to become a serial killer :D
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Rocky Horror Picture Show
SAT @ Midnight -Washington Theater, NJ

My Interests



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Adult stores, Air conditioning, Blood, Board games, Body paint, Card games, Care Bear band-aids, Cemeteries, Cigarettes, Citrus fruits, D&D, Diner night, Drinking, Egyptian mythology, Fetuses, German history, Ghosts, Grape jello, Hanging out with friends, Halloween, Head stones, Hentai, Industrial goth metal, Japanese rap, Junk food, Libraries, Live Action Role Playing, Long hair on guys, Lunchables, Milkshakes, The moon, Music, My AIM icon, Nature, Pasta, Photography, Platform boots, Pumpkins!, Purple anything, Reading, Role Playing Games, Serial killers, Sex, Sharp objects, Smirnoff, Spiders, Spirits, The stars, Swimming, Talking to myself, Tattoos, Thunder storms, Vitamin water, Writing poetry, Yoga

adopt your own virtual pet!

I adopted a cute PURPLE
fetus from Fetusmart!

I'd like to meet:

Friends that I havent spoken to since graduation. Maybe one of my favorite bands. Other then that, leave me alone.

Music:


Bryan Adams
Alice in Chains
Alien Sex Fiend
Anacrusis
Anders Manga *
Android Lust
A Perfect Circle
Arcana Moon *
Attrition

B52s
Bass Kittens
Battlelore
Beck
Before the Awakening *
Big Electric Cat
The Birthday Massacre
Black Dahlia Murder
David Bowie

Cinderella
Coal Chamber
Cheap Trick
Combichrist
Alice Cooper
The Cooper Temple Clause
Corpus Delicti
Covenant
The Cranberries
Cruxshadows
The Cult
The Cure
Curve

The Darkness
Deep Red
Die Form
Diva Destruction
Disjecta Membra *
Thomas Dolby
Doppelganger
Dream Theater
The Dresden Dolls

Electric Light Orchestra
Europe

Farewell To Autumn *
Fleetwood Mac
Flogging Molly
Funker Vogt

Gene Loves Jezebel
Godsmack
Golden Earring
Gorillaz
Norman Greenbaum

Heart
HIM
Hocico
Hollywood Undead

James Labrie
Joan Jett

The Kidneythieves
King Diamond
Klang Abstrakt
Korn
Kraftwerk

Lamb of God
Leaves' Eyes
Lit
London After Midnight
Lydia Lunch

Marilyn Manson
Midnight Syndicate
Morning Wood

Dave Navarro
Needle Sharing
Stevie Nicks
Nightwish
Nine Inch Nails
Notorious B.I.G.
Gary Numan

Orgy

Paper Lace
Pitbull Daycare

Queensryche

Rammstein
Rasputina
Razed in Black
Reliquary
Rob Zombie

Sexydeath
Shadow and Eve *
Sigur Ros
Sisters of Mercy
Skinny Puppy
Skorbut *
Smashing Pumpkins
The Smiths
SPF 1000
Stabbing Westward
Steppenwolf
Sweet
Switchblade Symphony

Tantric
Teriyaki Boyz
Testube
Third Realm
Tool
Tumor
Twisted Sister
Bonnie Tyler
Type O Negative

Unholy Ritual *

Steve Vai
Velvet Acid Christ
Voltaire
VNV Nation

Wall of Voodoo
Within Temptation
White Zombie

* MySpace Band

Movies:


The Addams Family
American Physco
Apocolypto
Balls of Fury
Beavis and Butthead
Beerfest
Black Knight
Blade 1-3
Blair Witch 2
Bride of Chucky
The Brothers Grimm
Carrie
Cherry Falls
The Chronicles of Riddick
Clue
Corpse Bride
The Count of Monte Cristo
Crank
The Crow
Dark Prince: True Story of Dracula
Dawn of the Dead
Dead Alive
Dead Silence
Dog Soliders
DOOM
D&D: Wrath of the Dragon God
Elvira: Mistress of the Dark
Ever After
Evil Ed
The Fifth Element
First Knight
The Fog
The Fountain
Ghostship
The Gravedancers
Hellraiser
Hot Fuzz
I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry
It's Alive
Jawbreaker
Knight of Bondage
Kung Fu Hustle
Labyrinth
Ledgend
The Librarian: Quest for the Spear
Lost Souls
Man on Fire
Man with the Screaming Brain
Mark of the Vampire
May
Men in Tights
Mortal Kombat
The Mummy
The Nightmare Before Christmas
NightStalker
The Ninth Gate
Pirates of the Carribbean 1-3
Pitch Black
Pulp Fiction
The Puppet Master 1-4
Razor Blade Smile
The Relic
Revenge of the Nerds 1-4
Rocky Horror Picture Show
Rush Hour 3
Saw
Secret Window
The Secretary
Se7en
The Simpsons Movie
Sleepy Hollow
28 Days
28 Days Later
28 Weeks Later
Tomb Raider
V For Vendetta
War of the Worlds
Waterworld
What Dreams May Come
White Chicks
Willow

Television:

The Addams Family
Adult Swim
Blood +
Charmed
Daria
Drawn Together
Fruits Basket
Gravitation
Grim Adventures of Billy & Mandy
Invader Zim
Kolchak
Law and Order
Married with Children
Mind of Mencia
The Munsters
Ren & Stimpy
Sailor Moon
South Park
Tales from the Crypt
Tripping the Rift

Books:

Ancient Beliefs in the Immortality of the Soul
A Study of Pleasure and Pain
The Bell Jar
Blackwood Farm
Blood Canticle
Carress of Twilight
Cemetery Stories
Dragonlance
Evas Story
Evil Serial Killers
Heckity Peg
Hottest Blood
The Jersey Devil
Journey of Souls
Kiss of Shadows
Leaves From a Surgeons Casebook
Model
The Music of the Spheres
My Sweet Audrina
Our Name is Melancholy
The Riders
The Runelords
Seduced by Moonlight
Snow White & Rose Red
Stroke of Midnight
The Vampire Armond
Vampires: The Occult Truth
Witchhouse
Wizards First Rule

Heroes:


Bettie Page
Erzebet Bathory
Jack the Ripper

My Blog

Slow, unproductive

My fish, Gacy, died the other day.. so Mike decided to buy me a new pet. Hehehe. He had no idea what he was getting himself into. At first I wanted a baby turtle or two - they were so cute! BUT THEN I...
Posted by Ausfall on Tue, 13 May 2008 10:19:00 PST

No Access

My laptop died.. almost officially. So checking email and communicating with most of the world that left me is pointless. I got my problems, oh do I ever, when it comes to pieces of machinary. It may ...
Posted by Ausfall on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 01:31:00 PST

Need.. sleep

So I just spent three and a half days wide awake and fully functional. Yesterday and today I slept on and off for a total of 4 hours each night and Im having trouble keeping up with my daily routine. ...
Posted by Ausfall on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 08:36:00 PST

S-a-t-u-r- Oh fuck it

Cant find yourself? Look in the classifieds! New souls each day, some for as low as $100/month! Saturday was an eventful day. Michael and I went to Hazleton for the day to see my daddy. The original ...
Posted by Ausfall on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 11:48:00 PST

Tidbits

In a few months time I do believe I will be making my way into the philly area. True I only have had this current job for a month and a half at this point but a certain someone asked if I would move w...
Posted by Ausfall on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 11:44:00 PST

Hell Builds Character

Ive been meaning to type and clack away at this damned thing in my basement for some time, though I didnt know I could do that here.. in my basement. I have had such good memories and horrib...
Posted by Ausfall on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 05:15:00 PST

Not for Individual Sale

Current Music: Kiddie Grinder by.. Marilyn Manson Well now, I finally have the chance to write and express the past couple of weeks and I cant remember shit. I suppose I can start off with the basics....
Posted by Ausfall on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 03:19:00 PST

See Temporary Journal Link

For those of you who do not know, I change the damn color everytime I update. My computer is still a rotted walking machine this is why I do not post here, instead I do so somewhere else where it agre...
Posted by Ausfall on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 03:39:00 PST

Lint and a Screw Driver

Well, tonight I played my first game of Vampire the Masquerade or however the flip you spell it. I created a Malkavian named Lint. Yeah, she is the uninhibited version of myself. Crawling on the floor...
Posted by Ausfall on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 11:22:00 PST

An Ending with Frowns

Current music: Holiday by.. The Birthday Massacre Though people are everywhere in one place or another, happy and laughing and sharing each others company, I would rather sleep curled up in a ball ...
Posted by Ausfall on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 03:39:00 PST