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Hey. I'm Beth. I have the best mates ever... Beth --
[noun]:
A poltergeist sent back in time to change the course of history forever
'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com I dunno about being a poltergeist or being sent back in time, however... changing the course of the history of the world forever... bring it on! Ok so I dream big, problem? I've had a lot of shit things happen to me over the years, but I'm still here and I'm gunna try and do my best with everything that's thrown at me. I guess a lot of people would think my life contridicts itself, and yeh I guess at times it does look that way, I'm sorry it was never meant to. I don't pretend to be perfect, nothing wrong with striving for perfection though, is there? Yes I am a perfectionist! I'm crazy and weird and well me really. The majority of my life has has something to do with or involved music in some way, shape or form... I play Clarinet, Alto Saxophone, Violin and Piano, I have grade 8 on all of these, I now also play Viola and I'm taking my grade 8 in November this year *gulp*, to stop my life being completely consumed with classical music I also play Bass Guitar. For some unknown reason I own a drum kit, which is onw of the few instruments I really can't play too well, which is one of the reasons it is currently at my mates house. One day I will get around to learning to play guitar properly. I'm in a band, we are aiming to be progressive, but atm we sound rather punkish....but meh, we will get there. My sister thinks my life evolves around various different men! - she is probably right! My love life over the years has been anything but simple... so unless you want to become seriously bored and confused, its best not to ask! I dunno exactly where i'm heading in life, All I know is "Every little things gonna be alright"...I also know I'm blabbing on as usual and no-one will be reading this anyway!If you wanna know anything about me, then ask... oh and I have the best mates ever, I owe then everything. Especially the lads from NSBCU, you rule, sorry I don't have pics of you all, but here are a few, you are awesome guys! Cheers for putting up with me!!!!! I dunno how you did it! lol. Anyways, Go change the world!!I will tell you this I will do anything for Christ, because I AM A JESUS FREAK, and I will die for Christ!!!!!I also get bored and spend far too much time playing with my webcam.....Oh, and this guy is a complete legend...*laughs at pictures of him when he was about 8* cheers for being an awesome mate Aran

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Name: Beth
Birthdate: 24/12/1986
Birthplace: Northampton
Current Location: Leeds
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: soon to be pink and black again
Height: 5 foot 2 inches
Weight: 7 stone summit
Piercings: 30
Tatoos: 5
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: yes!maybe...
Overused Phraze: that involves moving!
FAVORITES
Food: umm dunno im off food atm
Candy: again i dunno really
Number: 8
Color: purple
Animal: rabbit
Drink: orange juice
Alcohol Drink: vodka
Bagel: any
Letter: s
Body Part on Opposite sex: penis, lol no really, umm eyes
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
McDonalds or BurgerKing: mcd's
Strawberry or Watermelon: both
Hot tea or Ice tea: hot tea
Chocolate or Vanilla choc
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: coffee
Kiss or Hug: kiss
Dog or Cat: cat
Rap or Punk: punk
Summer or Winter: summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: funny
Love or Money: love
YOUR...
Bedtime: never
Most Missed Memory: scott
Best phyiscal feature: my tattoos
First Thought Waking Up: i shouldnt hav drank that much!
Goal for this year: to sort my life out
Best Friends: holz n topham
Weakness: men
Fears: getting hurt
Heritage: british
Longest relationship: 11 months 3 days, yes im sad and kno that!
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: yes
Ever Smoked: yes
Pot: yes
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been beaten up: yes
Ever beaten someone up: yes
Ever Shoplifted: yes,oppps!
Ever Skinny Dipped: this is me we are talking about....more than likely yes!
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: yes
Been Dumped Lately: yeh but then got asked out again 5 mins later!
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: blue
Favorite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long: either
Height: taller than me!
Style: preferably alternative, but whatever
Looks or Personality: personality
Hot or Cute cute
Drugs and Alcohol: yeh, dunt bother me
Muscular or Really Skinny: really skinny, but muscles r good too!
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: 16 ish.... mayb more
What country do you want to Visit: uganda
How do you want to Die: fighting
Been to the Mall Lately: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: get me wet!!!
Get along with your Parents: sometimes
Health Freak: yes
Do you think your Attractive: not really
Believe in Yourself: not enough
Want to go to College: im at uni
Do you Drink: yes, but im tryin to stop
Shower Daily:
Been in Love: yes
Do you Sing: not well
Want to get Married: dunno
Do you want Children: yeah im having holz baby!! children for myself....maybe one day, dunno
Have your future kids names planned out: the baby im havin for holz is gunna b called Kim, so yeh I guess the answer is yes to this question although that is not my child technically.
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: a fair bit older than i was when i did....
Hate anyone: no, not really, dislike yes, hate no
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

happy people...do they still exist? Oh and this "perfect man" people keep teeling me about. The perfect man I'm gunna meet and marry. Several years ago and I'm talking as far back as the new year after I met Ross... yep really long time ago, I kinda decided to stop caring about relationships and figured that if my perfect man was out there I would meet him and end up with him cus God is in control. Ok, so I didnt stop worrying about it and I spent the nxt few years trying to created the perfect man out of lads who were around me...that just resulted in a lot of guys annoyed at me and not being able to stand me and me getting very screwed up. Near the start of last year I decided I really didn't need a guy in my life to make me happy... again I didn't stick to that idea cus I wanted some fun to be fair. My "having fun" wasn't a great idea, and I still got hurt and did a lot of stupid things. In about November I realised that I don't actually need a boyfriend and thought "if I stay single for ever it wont really be that much of a big deal", I stopped caring about a relationship and finally could start sorting my life out. Ok, so there was still a guy on my mind and that really messed me up, again... pattern here. I recently decided I can't do that anymore though, when I lost the bet with Holz a few weeks back I realised that my life has been a mess and it is relationships and worrying about men and that has almost always been the cause of me feeling rubbish about myself and doing stupid things. Maybe "Mr Perfect guy for Beth" is out there somewhere, maybe he isn't. Doesn't really matter either way, would be nice if he did exist, but that isn't really important anymore. I realised I can't rely on other people to make me happy. Being in a relationship will not solve all my problems, it is more likely to make them worse. I hate relationships with very good reason. I now pretty much trust no-one. So yeah, I wonder if anyone is reading this!!! I really just wanna meet cool people, genuine people who are honest with themselves.
How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?
You've Experienced 88% of Life
You have an amazing amount of life experience. In fact, you've seen and done more than most people.
So congratulate yourself on what you've done so far. The future is only going to be more of the same! How Much Life Experience Do You Have?
Your Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!

Dominance:

Your dominance is high.
It's your way or the highway when it comes to love.
You like to be very involved in your sweetie's life.
No question, you like to be the one calling the shots.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

Independence:

Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered. The Five Variable Love Test
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Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little lovability if desired!I added this vid cus it reminds me off all my awesome friends back home in Northampton and the great things they are doing.... Northampton youth have always been big in my heart and I'm still praying for them all. There will be breakthrough in Northampton!

My Blog

Maybe this time...

This song always touches me when I listen to it... how many times in our lives do we miss opotunities to tell people what they need to hear? How many times do we avoid telling people the truth?? Here ...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 16:04:00 GMT

The next time you feel like GOD can't use you, just remember...

The next time you feel like GOD can't use you, just remember...Noah was a drunkAbraham was too oldIsaac was a daydreamerJacob was a liarLeah was uglyJoseph was abusedMoses had a stuttering problemG...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 07:05:00 GMT

This is the best kind of coursework avoidence!

soooo.....I have planned my 4000 word essay but I can't motivate myself to start it..... meh! It's weird I can talk for Britain and write loads.... but not when it comes to uni work.... it just doesn'...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 14:46:00 GMT

I'm coming back to the heart of worship...

.....and its ALL about you, its ALL about you Jesus......Recently I've just started to remmeber how true that is... it is ALL about Jesus.... not me.... I am sorry Lord for the thing I made it, cus it...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 05:32:00 GMT

obscure blogs

I keep gettin told off for my bolgs being obscure.... well they r meant to be obscure cus people moan too much bout me having opinions about people.... but here are a few bits of clearup info....1. Ad...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 07:24:00 GMT

Lesbianation

Lesbianation.....is not an option.....That was written in my school leavers book when leaving Moulton.... lol..... I wonder why?! teeheebut guess what.....Lesbianation is definately the way forward!!...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 07:23:00 GMT

hmmm

hurt and betrayed again.... i know you didnt mean it...but it still ahppened, let down lied to...why didnt you show? you with another girl... I guess so... you were all I wanted... you are all I want....
Posted by on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 15:32:00 GMT

Choose life...

Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low ...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 14:37:00 GMT

If only....

Some people are just better off alone he said, If only he knew how I feel, If only he would have stayed loyal, If only there was no-one else, If only he meant it when he said I was the only girl, If o...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 15:00:00 GMT

It's been a while since I could hold my head up high

"It's been awhile since I could hold my head up high and it's been awhile since I first saw you and it's been awhile since I could stand on my own two feet again and it's been awhile since I could cal...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 08:58:00 GMT