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Some years ago I went on a great vision quest and I forgot to come back. Still out there looking for the perfect joke that fits my life. Being alive. I love it. At times I've hated it, but it all comes down to me and how I choose to live it, and since I only get one, I'm going to make it count. I'll make a list of everything that comes to mind so we can see inside my head for a second...God...demons..the beauty of our existence, and the end of the world...The search for the perfect balance of life.......Cowboys and indians breakdancing as one beside the fire of eternal laughter. Beating the life out of someone, and writing a song in rememberance. Creating a masterpiece, and burning it with mistakes...starting over. trying to heal with an open wound on my soul. Ripping out memories of things that tear at me. Forgetting things that stab at me in my head, and wondering why on earth would God give us all freewill?. Get up on the horse and go again. I hope after all of what I have went through recently I can reach what is most important.Living this life like it is supposed to be lived....like the savage I am...oldskool. real editor best profile tools real editor best profile tools
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Daydreaming again

  I fell off the face of the earth awhile. I have hidden in a dark room with my books and my thoughts. Everything is cluttered. Struggling to see past the end. Hope I make it and that I can keep follo...
Posted by on Sat, 02 May 2009 10:20:00 GMT

Transformation

   I've been going back and reading some of my stuff I've written over the years. Alot of it is repeated, which is cool since it's my thoughts, and what I think about most of the time. ...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Dec 2008 14:29:00 GMT

Dreaming again

The fence surrounds the perimeter of the promised lands... All eyes are on the last of us. My family is gone. No will to carry on. The day has come when the sun shines so bright it blinds you. The k...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Dec 2008 22:14:00 GMT

Treasure Chest

Here I am again in the middle of nowhere. It's been awhile since I've greeted the unseen with such open arms. My body sleeps far away and I roam free and high. The mountains swallow the hori...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 21:51:00 GMT

The house is on fire!!!!!

   Last Sunday was a beautiful day. I was scheduled to work at the liquor store, but I was feeling a bit under the weather so I decided to stay home and relax on the couch. My oldest br...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 09:01:00 GMT

The tearing from the flesh

   My youngest daughter Jaidah has been asking me to read her stories almost every night. The thing is this....out of all the books she has, she picks up my bible. She tells me it doesn&rsqu...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 10:12:00 GMT

The swing of the Blade

   I have been surrounded by alot of death lately. The people I love are falling like dominoes around me.I can feel the sickle swing over my head as it leaves a gentle breeze as if to s...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 13:38:00 GMT

Face to Face

  It is always in my nature to strive to do the right thing. I'm always one to go against the tide and hold back from losing it on people that can't control their words or their actions. Som...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 14:07:00 GMT

Shadows in the Great Temple

   It has come to the day to go and find my favorite spot. No light or sound to distract me. Just my thoughts and twisted emotions to straighten out. I see that the doors have been shut for ...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 08:09:00 GMT

The daze of reckoning

Face to face with my demon. It stares and reaches out as I embrace it. Intertwined with madness, beauty and rot. The city is falling but I remain. Scope the wasteland for my family,but they have alrea...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 10:50:00 GMT