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JAY

Order in the midst of chaos.

About Me

I'm into alot of useless knowledge. I sit and read the encyclopedia like it's the bible. Guess I just have a thirst for wisdom. I'm not heavy into drugs, but I'm almost always up for a party. I live to make music. It must be something that moves me, aggressively or peacefully. I'm bi-polar when it comes to the stuff that I write. It's either balls to the wall heavy, or barely audible. I'm not into politics or religion, because I'm also not into arguing, or confrontation. (They seem to go hand in hand). Basically, I live by the golden rule, do onto others...you know the rest. I also try to remember that "THOSE WHO CLING TO THIS DOMINION SHALL PARTAKE IN IT'S FALL" - ANDERS FRIDENI edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

Music, Intoxication, Anthropology, Cunnelingus, Natural Disasters, Coitus, Compulsive Sadism, Karma, Psychological Warfare, Caving, Camping, Metal, Totalitarianism, Panica Nervousa, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fuck You, Fishing, Antiques, War Relics, Fornicating, Photography, Mixing/Audio Engineering, Guns, Survival, Geology, and Philosophy.

I'd like to meet:

Someone else.

Music:

METAL, Progressive, Blues, Americana, some Country, New Age Classical

Movies:

Guts, guns, explosions, boobs, monsters, killin', etc.

Television:

History Channel, Sci -Fi, Documentaries, C-Span, JEOPARDY!, 60 Minutes

Books:

Encyclopedia Brittianica, The Illiad, and The Odessey.
Certain philosophic and religious works; The Bhagavad Gita, Psalms and Proverbs, "The Pilgrim's Progress". Also, "Utopia" by Karl Marx, and "Letters From The Earth" by Samuel Clemens (Mark Twain). I've also become an avid Robert Frost reader lately.

Heroes:

Karl Marx, Anders Friden, Lucifer, Yeheshua, David Koresh, Sylvia Saint.

My Blog

That boy's got a evil spirit...

Fuck it all.
Posted by JAY on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 11:04:00 PST

is poetry art?

A pale terror swept in, and I was lost for words. As it enveloped my mind, I felt nothing. And though I clammered to find a purpose, or a meaning, I could never have imagined ...
Posted by JAY on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 02:19:00 PST

The reason Xmas is at the end of the year.

Here comes Xmas again, and all the fabricated cheer and the other bullshit to make it so successful. It's an amazing invention, really. A day to acknowledge that someone else's existance on this earth...
Posted by JAY on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 06:58:00 PST

The Science Of Self-Realization

It's so easy for someone to pretend that life is an ongoing energy, and that whatever happens happens for a reason. Through a veil of selfishness, and fear we assume that no matter what befalls us, so...
Posted by JAY on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 11:13:00 PST

Vertigo

I'm usually not one to sit and analyze my emotional status, but in this case, I feel it's very necessary. I really don't care if anyone reads this, I just need to vent... I used to feel a hunger for l...
Posted by JAY on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 12:18:00 PST

NASTY << AND ))

So the night started out with a few dead end bars that had no good live music, and some highly over-priced drinks. I was disappointed and about ready to go home, when the conversation switched to...
Posted by JAY on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 11:36:00 PST

Childbirth

It's so much easier said than done. Even when tensions are so bad, that you just want to rip eachothers head off, there is still that undeniable fact that you love this person. It's something that has...
Posted by JAY on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 11:13:00 PST

Freedom

Well, I'm officially single again, and I can only say that this comes as a huge relief. I've been so miserable with this woman that I have doubted my self-worth, neglected my will to live, and even co...
Posted by JAY on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 08:16:00 PST

Sobriety

I've been a binge drinker since I was like 14, and I've decided it's time to chill the fuck out. I'm sick of wondering what the fuck I did the previous evening, or where my money went. It's all a bunc...
Posted by JAY on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 05:47:00 PST