I am a well behaved activist....(or a lazy idealist if you want to look at it that way) I have a strong sense of how it should be--life, interaction, communication and fairness, individual rights and individual responsibilities. My beliefs I think are quite different than most. I see success as emitting love and kindness to all, consideration for all and survival and self betterment from the great struggles we all go through. I see a perfect world as great understanding, love and support of all those that we now see as different. Unconditional love is something I think all of us could have for each other, but realize the environment is so harsh for that kind of selflessness.....but I do believe it will exist at some point. I am hopeful for it.I am a loner, over-mental, 90% idealistic--almost to a fault, I'm a lover and a fighter (if I'm pushed...I can puff up as much as any testosterone overloaded UFC badass)....but not long before I automatically reset to Love. I'm a puppy dog...I'm not a woman that remembers every detail and brings it back 2 months later...if I take a nap, all is forgiven....did we have a fight?I believe that we are all one being and I also believe that individuality is one of the most beautiful things on this earth....that difference--especially those that are different through great struggle, is something that I have so much respect for, while knowing that I am incapable of it....oh ya, I'm a pleaser.I am all or nothing, I'm passionate about everything I hold to be important, I think depth of personality and authentic action are the most important possitive effects on humanity--and think in this age, far too many of us have gotten away from it.I believe in reincarnation although, since I don't know for sure, I won't try to convince you of it. I believe that we are spiritual beings in physical bodies, and I know this for sure, but I still won't try to convince you of it. I respect all humans, and try to keep in mind that we all have different paths (although sometimes it is so difficult for me to love you if you hate--but I will never stop trying)I am not perfect--I have fears, I get over-emotional, I act irrationally, I hate for seconds at a time, I try to control my environment, but in the end, I always give it all up, and then I'm all Love and Peace...and can't we all just get along?.
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"The Cruise" (Part 9 of 11) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yq90zPM6pEc
Oh, fortuitous cruise...alas, my ass belongs to anticruise
Pink Floyd "Shine On You Crazy Diamond" Syd Barrett Tribute http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyqgjCKm9nQ
Mr. Floyd is the voice inside my mind
"Bitches Ain't Shit" Ben Folds http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dSJxvi767kQ
